#so anywayssss

[sshassh-sshout-you]

Misfortunes never come alone... My corpus luteum cyst, which I thought was disappear, has returned...

It seems, I'm the only one periodically disappearing for now🫤🙁

(But, my monkeys, I'm not moping around — at least the doctors don't seem to be planning on cutting me open again °-°)

[sshassh-sshout-you]

Finally... This nonsense took me a long time to write, but the clarity were worth it. Definitely.

It looks chaotic, and the photos are small, I know — but if the photos were larger... Oh, then it would be a poster🤭

So, strong women with difficult fates, feminine guys, bad guys, primates, demons and monsters, dancers, singers, too attractive psychopaths, simply existing in imaginary universes and in reality interesting souls...

Yes, I even added one russian character. Yes, I'm only planning to get to know one of the titles presented better. And no, we were all blatantly deceived. In fact, "Squid Game" 3 season has an alternate ending where the main characters — including my forever lovely Hyun Ju, she's a hero and she's still alive, — have lunch together. The end which what we waited, which what we needed. The dot 💔❤️‍🩹❤️

If you recognize the faces in the collage and share my love in one or more fandoms — please send a heart with name of sympathy in the comments <3

[yaziciyasemin]

‘ just give me a chance. ’ joshua & celine

on a normal day, she'd fight his request. come up with reasons and excuses to keep away her desires, to keep her imagination from going too far. they were useless to him, always. but it worked wonders on her mind, at least for a moment. words echoing inside her head: you can't allow yourself to get attached to him. again, useless. she was already too attached. couldn't go a day without seeing him, even if it was only through the glass wall of his office, before someone called her name and she was pushed back to reality. had to breathe deeply whenever another woman decided they were worth his attention, batting eyelashes and touching his arm, so shamelessly. and especially late at night, when the world was fast asleep and she was still rolling in bed, his touch was the one thing keeping her awake. "okay" the response brings her back to the scene; the two of them standing in his office when everyone was already gone, bodies too close to call it a professional meeting, his breath invading her senses before she can even think about protesting. she could still fight. leave them both frustrated and walk away right now, but she's too tired for that. too tired to resist him, too tired to pretend she doesn't want him the same way. that his presence hasn't made her days better, that she can't help but smile when it's his face enlacing her thoughts. "okay" she repeats, mostly to herself. lips part open as he moves closer, ready to jump into him.