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me: plays the 'new' mode in dbd me: gets ANGRY bc I don't have a clue what I am doing, but refusing to read anything.... someone tell me why I am like this?
In line with that other post I made a month or two ago about feeling weird in book shops and stuff
I always feel like front-end staff in medical facilities don't care for me much ;;;;><>
Do I understand on some level that they are under no requirement to be wildly cheerful, they Are being nice but I have trained my brain to read neutrality as a negative reaction? Yes absolutely.
Does my little monster brain still feel a wash of shame and rejection every time? Oh, of course yeah, there's no other way to feel!
I'd floss so often if the experience of sticking something between my teeth wasn't absolute sensory hell for me
SOMEONE TEACH ME ANATOMY SO I CAN MAKE TICKLE ART 😤😤 I WANNA PROVIDE BUT I CANNOT DELIVER
one of these days my inability to seek help from people i view as authority figures will get me killed, maybe not in the near future, but i can totally see it happening
I’m serioulsy considering throwing some of my retro/swing party dresses up on ebay or something. I’ve got so many of them that I never had a chance to wear and now they’re either the wrong size, or they don’t offer me enough sun protection. Which is fine for the heavier velvet winter ones, but not the summer ones.
I think some of them even still have the labels on them.
You ever draw one (1) good piece of art and then immediately go "damn when they gonna drop a new art piece I wanna see it now." but that means you'd have to be competant again, so instead you just go back and stare at what you just drew periodically through like the whole day?
Does opening up your document for your fanfic and just thinking about starting it for three hours count as productivity?