How have you been truly? I hope you're keeping busy!
Ima be 100% honest and just admit that ive been dissociating for the past few weeks and i have no concept of time anymore. Probably for the best as I would have a mental breakdown if i felt everything at once?
Mainly its due to all of my main triggers being stomped on bc of this pandemic sooo its not exactly been smooth sailing? But I think the final nail in the head was my loss of senior year. Honestly it sucks bc u know ull hear how other peoples were in a year older or younger than you? Idk this year was going well for me and to have that thrown out? Like it sucks not having milestones u value urself bc of how hectic ur life is. You just want one thing. One thing. And it gets ripped away from you and you can never have it back. Its heartwrenching.
Additionally Ive been trying but rlly i just dissociate the whole day away? My adhd’s executive dysfunction is sooooo bad rn and it doesnt help tht i just recently started a new med and im on the lowest dosage...