its my first birthday while in no contact w all my family members except my mom. its been terrifying, the silence is overwhelming. when i wake up its all i can hear. the loudness of being all alone.
-and yet during the moments where i think I'll be left to rot all by myself, my friends pull through. they cant quite pull me out of whatever this is. but they stay by my side to make sure i at least get the comfort of knowing that i am seen, and heard. its all they can afford to do and give, and thats why its so much more special and meaningful to me.
heres to turning 21🦭🐚💗🦋











