#softgirl

[softgirll7]

See i was going to over explain my thoughts on what i feel i (dont) deserve. Thankfully she circumnavigated this because... i took her question way too literally

[softgirll7]

See, i like the idea of the dark

and in moderation, it's quite enjoyable

A dim, cool room to comfort a soul full of sorrow.

A break for the eyes, allowing them to be more like walls than windows to the sorrowful soul.

The sounds of life blurring by outside,

muted by walls that are slathered in colors that give way to the dark.

But then there's my heart,

and oh does it race, urging me to run,

giving me the power to do so.

Because it's not always in moderation,

no usually it's massive and all but subtle and quiet.

Spend enough time in the dark and you'll start to hear it whisper.

It tells you, you can cross the hall without something bad happening.

It lingers over your shoulder when you go to get a midnight snack and neglect the light switch.

It invites you closer as you stand in the dark, outside, running to feel... anything else.

And then it's not just a whisper, not just an invite, it doesn't just linger.

No now it's talking to you, and you....respond back.

It smiles coming to face you, lingering in your shadow no more.

It reached out to you subtly, and now its your heart thats going too fast

Your breath that is getting quicker.

You're getting hot and sweaty, hands damp

You look for another explanation because this...is not real.

But the darkness touches you

It

Touches

You.

The shadows, the dark, it's physical.

And at this point i warned you didn't i?

Did you think you were above the fear of what lies in the dark?

Because you're an adult?

The dark is older than you ever could be, you're a toy

And it will play with you too

[sadiestarkxo]

just a small-town girl with a big imagination 🌷🤍

[softgirll7]

Do y'all also watch that girl who dances and twerks with her cat while disco lighting is going on? Yanno she does her hair for the video...thats uh...thats why i watch it 👉👈 no other reason.

[sadiestarkxo]

i may be quiet, but i'm paying attention 👀🌸

[sunflower0626]

Just a little Monday outfit check 😇

Hope your week is off to a good start.☀️🤍

[softgirll7]

I dont think y'all realize how excited i get for gayness in media, especially with women right? Because typically, i ALREADY the show/movie/book and then they go and make someone queer?! FUCK YES GIVE ME MORE GAY MEDIA PLEASE

[softgirll7]

I've finally got some writing done and some things my main character has been put through are

Having the villain pretend that he's not only a good person, but he also loves her and they ended up dating.

there was that time that her arm got chopped off. well I say chopped, it got torn off by a mythical beast.

several burns and wounds from blades, also bruises

suffered hallucinations and being emotionally manipulated by magic and also just normal manipulation

She went through several days of not only being starved and deprived of water, but also was captive and was given no privacy.

information was withheld from her her entire life, and only given to her by the antagonists in order to cause emotional harm.

she's been raped

there was the waterboarding

and the electrocutions

not to mention a magical ability that technically can cause any physical sensation, but was used to cause intense pain

several broken bones, and joints not being in their proper place

public, and private humiliation

being made to verbally recant abuse

I'm sure theres more but im a sleepy girl and i took my meds