If I were to live my life again, I would definitely change a lot of things. I would rather have chosen to think of myself a lot more instead of what others think. I would have rather chosen to take the route to a place where no one knew me, and would live a life I'd always wanted.... as a writer? as a choral singer? as a stage actor? a traveler? I should have not listened to my parents because now I know that they are just as clueless as me. LOL!
However, I have made choices and at the end of the day, regrets will remain as such. I have to live with them for the rest of my life as I keep on forgiving myself over and over again.
Good thing, I have my lovely wife who came at the right time to remind me that sometimes, it is not what I want that shall come to pass.... It is what HE (The Grand Mind, God, Ama) wants that must come to be.... Only, you have to let go of yourself.... Take that leap of faith.
It is not what I want that materialized.... Oh but, I am truly happy with the twists of events God had sprinkled on my life.
Now, I know that my life has some kind of worth....
Miss you beb.... Come home really fast.
