#some angsty shit

[minhosimthings]

99% of the smut in The French Quotes Series is going to be with Jake and y'all can't do anything about it because this is the first time I'm writing fwb and I don't wanna fuck it up

[graveyardrumbles]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

"No, but-- I just don't want to risk ███████’s safety. I know they can make their own choices but--"

But it wasn't about ███████ anymore, was it?

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direct sequel to Don't Feed The Animals bc i love pain

mc's name is redacted bc it's no one in particular and the pronouns were getting awkward in some parts, especially in dialogue

[1800areyouslapping]

mcreyesanon asks and musings under the cut:

Unfortunately, ask number 1 never went through, but I think I get the gist of what you were trying to say there anyway. 

Reyes ‘likes’ to punish the twins? They’re a couple of hooligans so of course they are always working his last nerve, getting into trouble, mouthing off, and just being general shits. One of these days their shenanigans are gonna get one of them killed, or somebody on the team killed. When he’s spanking em or taking his belt to their backs he makes them feel like it’s a privilege to be receiving it, “I don’t take the time out of my day to this for just anybody,” he says as he brings the belt down onto sister’s back, “I do this because I care about you, and you need to fuckin’ learn.” 

Of course, Reyes is so hard on them during training. Doesn’t stop for any broken noses, doesn't care about any of the blood that gets onto their clothes. Don’t wanna get hit? Well then learn to dodge the way he told you to. “Come on, Dad, you’re a fuckin’ super soldier, give me a break.” Reyes closes the space between the two of you faster than you can blink, grabs a hold of your shirt, get’s right in your face, “And? You think any of those omnics are gonna ‘give you a break’? Any of those other genetically altered freaks are gonna ‘give you a fuckin’ break’? Stop. Making. Excuses.”

I really like the idea of Reyes smacking them in the back of the head all the time, as his way of telling them to knock it the fuck off, or hell even just as a hello. Nobody pays it much attention around the base, it doesn't look like much. A lot of people actually think it’s funny/cute, and the kids never really react negatively to it. 

But it always makes their head spin a little, makes their gut turn. But once the initial bodily reaction passes they’ll smile and say, “Sorry, Dad.” or “Well, hi to you too, Dad.” Rub the backs of their heads and relish the contact, because the small gesture is just another form of affection and attention that they crave from Reyes. Him smacking them upside the head might as well be, ‘I love you’ to them. 

“They worship the ground Reyes walks on.” Yes, absolutely. The twins practically see Reyes as a God, a veiled angel. He could never do any wrong in their eyes. I picture both of their parents died when they were young, like 6-8 years old. They barely remember any of the love or affection they received from them, if any at all. No one has ever cared for them, or taken the amount of time Reyes has to improve them as people. To ensure that they have the skills and the knowledge to survive. 

Reyes puts a lot of his precious time and effort into the twins, and there is absolutely no doubting that he doesn't do that for any of the other misfits that get recruited into Blackwatch. Nobody at Blackwatch gets to yell or push them around except him, he’s fiercely protective of them. Do not mess with the kids. Mess with the kids and you’ll have to deal with Reyes, and you don't wanna deal with him. Especially not if you put hands on the two recruits that he rightfully thinks are his. 

I see Reyes keeping them close under his wing for about 6 months to possibly a year before he really starts anything (sexual). Yes, they’re legally not supposed to be there. Yes, Reyes holds their fates in his hands at all moments of every, single, day. But Reyes is diabolical and wants to ensure that they are as emotionally invested him as he can get them before he flips the switch, and starts indoctrinating them into the dynamic that he dreams about. For all of Reyes’ harshness, the twins still feel safe and comfortable with him now. Loyal to a fault, obedient.   

It certainly makes sense to start with Jesse. He’s the one with sexual experience, sister!reader is a virgin in every sense. Reyes knows these things because of medical exams and hard conversations about the twins past. So one day Reyes is stressed, he really has had a hard fuckin’ week. While Jesse is taken aback by the request/suggestion (for the BJ), Jesse is damn near happy to oblige the Commander. Anything he can do to help him relax, after everything the Commander has done for him? It’s the least he can do.

Reyes keeps it subtle, keeps it casual with Jesse for a little while before he ropes sister into it. When it comes down to the real turning point, Reyes knows it’s going to be difficult. Knows there will be tears and sickening apprehension. But Reyes’ words might as well be magic in the twins ears. He could convince them that the sky is green and that the grass is blue. “Jesse has done so much for you, I think he deserves to have your virtue.” “You’re both a couple of good lookin’ kids, just look at eachother.” “Who could possibly be more deserving than your brother? You do love him, I know you do.” Giving him your virginity is the least you could do.

You and Jesse start to think, yes, that does make sense. You’ve seen Jesse naked before, seen him shirtless plenty of times... it’s just he’s your brother you’ve never looked at him like that. And as Jesse starts to undress and you’re doing the same, you’re looking at him and Reyes’ suggestions are really starting to settle in. Your brother is handsome, tall, and he has a nice body. You do love him more than anything else in this world. Reyes has a point; Jesse does deserve this. After all, he’s the one who relentlessly protected it, and did so much to keep it intact. 

But as you lay down and Jesse gets on top of you, you can’t help but start to panic a little. Your whole body starts to shake, your tummy hurts. You don’t wanna cry, don’t wanna make Jesse feel any worse than he already does. But no matter how hard you try to keep the tears from flowing, they fall anyway. Jesse looks to Reyes with one more small plea, maybe Reyes will demand that you guys stop. But there’s no sympathy there, just a subtle head nod to continue. 

I think that, as long as Reyes’ doesn’t protest it, Jesse would take the time to make sure you’re ready for him; he wants to make sure it hurts as little as possible. It just might actually kill him to cause you to cry even more cause he’s hurting you. Why would Reyes protest? He’s not in a hurry, the more the two of you touch eachother the better. So Jesse will gently finger you first, working you open, a little looser. Keeps trying to tell you to relax, lord he just wishes you’d relax a little. 

Jesse is barely able to rut into you for long before he comes. And Jesse feels like shit about it. He didn’t know you’d feel so damn good, so tight, so warm. He wasn’t prepared to lose control like that, the way his body reacted to being inside of his own sister. Maybe he should have taken a little more time. But he couldn’t of possibly gone any slower. He had wanted to pull out, didn’t want to unload himself inside of you like that. As if it would have made any difference at all. 

But what’s really going to twist the knife of guilt, is the fact that Reyes is now going to use this as a teaching opportunity. “Move it, kid.” He says as he takes Jesse’s place between your legs. As he looms over you he states, “Let’s get you properly broken in.” So Jesse just has to sit back as Reyes touches you. Kisses you, really fucking kisses you. Whispers things in your ear. Reyes has only been on top of you for maybe five minutes now. But Jesse can see that your body is going from the stiff board he had had while he was there, to a melted puddle. And is that... jealousy in his gut?

You’ve never really looked at the Commander this way either. You and Jesse have joked plenty about what a stud he is, but it was nothing too serious. Small crushes here and there, a couple of times when you had felt inappropriate little clenches when he dwarfed you during training. You had always brushed it off, you’re human after all. Now you can’t help the way your body responds to him. Gabriel Reyes is a man. He knows exactly what he’s doing, his body feels so nice under your hands, he smells good, and he’s not your brother. 

Most importantly this is Commander Gabriel Reyes. Your head is spinning, your body doesn't feel tangible anymore. This is so surreal, this cant actually be happening. What reality have you fallen into where you fuck both your brother and the Commander in the same night, if ever. You wrap yourself around him as he enters you, still shaking. You’re not going to stop shaking, not tonight. Reyes isn’t as slow or gentle as Jesse, but it still feels so, fucking, good.

You whine out, “Gabe.” You never call him Gabe, it’s always Commander, Boss, Reyes, or Dad. But he wants you to call him something else. Reyes growls into your ear, “Call me, Daddy.” Thrust, “Say it.” 

“Okay, okay-- Ah!-- Daddy...” He picks up his pace, and you just can’t figure out if this hurts. You’re still crying, so maybe it does, “Daddy... daddy...” 

And Jesse has just been sitting back, knocked into the same freak dimension that you’re in. With his dick getting hard again, and then he watches as Reyes actually makes you come. Reyes isn’t done, really he could go all damn night. But he pulls out anyway, thinks you’ve earned a break. He’s covered, he’s got two siblings, twins, to help keep him satisfied. He’ll make sure to praise you both, “Good girl,” “Good boy.” All this unwavering loyalty and control is exactly what he’s been daydreaming about. Finally, things are as they should be. 

Seriously, thanks for throwing up in my inbox. Come back anytime, my friend.

i dunno if you can tell but I love this idea 

It may be a little fucked that im in love with jesse/reyes now

[abbythemewtwo]

[poke-wxld] 🔮

Lucius could hear something as he saw the images flash through his mind. A song, an old one playing on an old record album in a room. There was only a shabby wooden dresser, a full length mirror and a bed in the cement wall room. One window with bars was on the far end. The music came from the record player sitting on the dresser. 

The song was called ““Never Let Me Go” by Judy Brigewater. It was the only record Abby owned, and the one that kept playing as fire slowly consumed the room. 

The fire spread out into the steril hallway, down into many rooms. The labs—storage areas…all of it. The humans were panicking as they were trying to run to the exits. The music was drowning them out somehow. Was Abby amplifying it with her psychic powers?

The lab was burning up, and Abby stood there in the middle of it, just as she had when she destroyed the lab she was created in. She could hear the music as it played on in her room, her only possession she owned. Her arms had deep cuts that bled from ripping off the armor that encased her previously. She yanked it all off despite Giovanni telling her not to. She refused to let him try to control her through the armor.

Standing at the top of the walkway, the leader of Team Rocket was yelling at her— demanding she stop this. He was furious— the friendly business partner persona he laid onto her for almost a year shattered in an instant. All because she refused to let him experiment on her with Deoxys cells. 

It was a year of lies, deception, and naive trust she had in him that was going up in flames. Giovanni was using her, trying to gently coax her into a life of slavery little by little. Because it was all for him—He had demanded her creation. He had demanded she suffered with the scientist’s in order to be strong at the beginning. He demanded the world be given to him by her. He cared nothing for her so long as he got what he wanted. 

The song was blairing. Did Giovanni hear it? If he did, he was trying to scream over it as Abby let more of the lab explode around her. She didn’t listen to him anymore. No one would tell her what to do, or who to be. She felt so much rage at Giovanni, at the place she was starting to call home, at herself.

But most of all, she was hurt. She trusted Giovanni to help her and to try to establish her into the world as something other than a freak. She trusted him to be her partner, her friend… She had no real friends now. This whole time..all her learning to be human AND Pokémon…

it was for nothing. 

Even that record player—the one he gave to her from an auction— it was now nothing. She loved it so much, but there was no way she could look at it again, or listen to her favorite song ever again after today. 

As she started walking away from the boss and his crumbling empire, she heard the song start it’s last chorus line. Looking back on it now, she wasn’t sure if it was prophetic on how Giovanni would be from that day on, or if it was her final song on something she had to forget about and move on with. Either way, as she exited the flaming building, she listened to it fade…

“Never….oh never….let me go…” 

[thedinosaurstudent]

i just want a fanfic about lance seeing his family again