Sep 23, 2018
today was like sort of a really good day but at the same time TOO MANY PEOPLE and yeah it went loads better than I was hoping but now I'm worried that I'll build the next weekend up in my mind unrealistically and feel really depressed when it doesn't live up to my expectations because sure this was okay and sure I'd love to be optimistic but that's just inviting bad luck to ruin my life so I guess I'll spend the next week lowering my expectations until just one person emailing me will be above the bar because I guess my brain's just fun like that