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18 | she/her or they/them (take your pick) | thrifty fashion & bad photography | hair troubles & makeup confusion | lgbtqia+ gal & happy to talk | books/fanfics are my jam

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you've heard of stranger things, now get ready for

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new fave shirt

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new fave meme

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ive been vibecheked by a bus, but wye?

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the ugliest and most wondiferous mask

[theintrovertnation]

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[mitski-miyawakis]

[felderwin]

My favorite thing to do when someone asks me to perform a simple task is to say “No” while doing it

[thisgirlishiding]

I JUST REALIZED

I'M THE SECOND KIND OF STEREOTYPICAL PROTAGONIST

"the smart one"

no motivation

don't know what I "want to be when I grow up"

family is still alive

low-key average at legit everything

conventionally attractive (or so I've been told)

"talented"

internal struggle™

supposed leader that feels incapable

self-esteem level: zero

next to no friends

bad at feelings

"what is communication"

that one crush

romance??? no way, no one could possibly--

isolated both physically and mentally

BOOKS

IT'S TIME FOR MY MIDDLE-GRADE READING LEVEL ADVENTURE TO BEGIN

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I woke up this morning and thought "my friends are all so pretty" and if that's not the most demi thing I've ever done I don't know what is

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today was like sort of a really good day but at the same time TOO MANY PEOPLE and yeah it went loads better than I was hoping but now I'm worried that I'll build the next weekend up in my mind unrealistically and feel really depressed when it doesn't live up to my expectations because sure this was okay and sure I'd love to be optimistic but that's just inviting bad luck to ruin my life so I guess I'll spend the next week lowering my expectations until just one person emailing me will be above the bar because I guess my brain's just fun like that

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no, this is not a gay panic

Okay but the real question is how do you know if you have a crush and don't just want to be good friends if

1. You've never had a crush before

2. You've never had anything like a best friend

3. You're probably ace so your ideal romantic partner would probably just be really into snuggling and

4. Your ideal friend would be really into snuggling too

5. Actually you're currently having a crisis about whether or not you're aro

6. And you're depressed so you have no idea how much of what you're feeling is real

Solution: try not to think about it and get really anxious whenever you do

(not really, thanks brain)

[avoidantcactus]

Anyone else miss getting excited and passionate about new music/books bc now all you do is repeat that one comfort-food distraction album until it turns into background noise and you just feel like there’s this feeling that used to make things connect and mean something and you just can’t feel it anymore

[mysecretbattlewithdepressio-blog]

When Getting Diagnosed:

Doc: When was the last time you felt happy for a long period of time?

Me: I don’t know

Doc: You don’t know? how long ago? a month? A year?

Me: *laughs* i don’t know maybe when I was 7

[thisgirlishiding]

today's just one of those days where I'm not certain I actually exist

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my sister just said "should i knock her unconscious with some chlorophyll" and i just

what

[thesesummersonspoet]

WHY WRITERS ARE HUMAN CATS:

always napping

will hiss if disturbed

kinda introverts 

but also crave attention