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Literally paused my study because I accidentally stumbled upon f1 rpf in my material😭 wdym I gotta read a charlos numbered decree (also peep the alonso/leclerc numbers being the law number lmao)
Ok I got a more decent design for possible S4 Stone.
Based more on a motorbike style.
The same idea as this but with this more thought out design.
tw health issues
been struggling so much with my health that I haven’t been able to fully enjoy the boys coming home…
It’s so weird to be diagnosed with an autoimmune disease at such a young age knowing I’ll now have to deal with this and rely on pills for the rest of my life…I’m also going abroad for a long time and this has happened such last minute that I’m feeling so uncertain about so many things. I’ve even thought about postponing everything because I’m genuinely so scared. I’m starting my new medication and I’m so scared about how my body will change and what effects it’ll have. I’m so scared about everything, really. I’m trying to be positive but what was supposed to be the best next few months of my life really don’t feel that way anymore.
I was in such a good moment as well. before this diagnosis I felt everything was finally falling into place for me. my new job. finally in a healthy and happy relationship with someone I adore. making friends and amazing new coworkers. getting out of my comfort zone and feeling so much personal growth and genuinely feeling proud of myself for once. working so much and so hard at shitty jobs, sacrificing so much of my youth but finally reaping the rewards, and moving onto new and better things.
I feel like I’ve taken so many steps back and I’ve become more anxious and scared. something I’ve been working on for so long and that I felt like I was getting better.
I have to be monitored constantly and get blood work often too. so having to deal with doctor appointments and sorting out all the healthcare aspect of this in another country is genuinely so hard, and I often wonder if I should give up on these next 6 months I’ve been dreaming of and have worked so hard for. because I know I should prioritize my health. but my mental health is just spiraling and having the cancel all of this after over a year of planing and looking forward to it would be so hard.
it was supposed to be my escape. and I’m afraid I can no longer escape. because these issues will follow me and my body wherever I go. and I can’t help but wonder if it is even worth it?
always trying to be positive, and I’m so thankful and touched by every message you sweethearts have sent me, it means the world❤️ but the truth is I’m not in a good place rn, and I’m feeling so sad and discouraged.
aaaahhh!! :DD my silly little dudes-
i finally found my motivation (+ the energy) and i was able to properly clean my silly little room for the first time in a lot of months :D
sometimes after a period of Not Being Very Online i check the cosmere tag like its a newspaper and sometimes whats in there is so.....interesting i have to click away after thirty seconds. also like a newspaper
what if this is a plotting call <3