I have met my demise...
Yes, say all; you have a right to complain, and to reproach me as you will. I have done wrong, I here confess it; and my discomfited soul will seek no vain excuse to answer you. I have despised the anger of the others, but I admit my crime to yen. Your indignation, without a doubt, is reasonable. I know how guilty I must seem to you, how all things go to prove I have betrayed you. In short, you have every right to hate me. so; I consent.
I guess I have gotten what I knew was coming. My suitors, have all found to their horrors that I have gossiped behind their backs. And in return they have retired their courtships. And as if all was not lost, Alceste, my most beloved of my suitors, who considered my flaws too much, offered me to leave with him. As I gave a gave of what I thought was a thoughtful reply, he revoked his offer, and left me by myself. For the first time in my life, I feel alone. As carelessly and youthful I have lived, it does not seem that it was worth it now.