Self rant ig¿?
I would hate dating me. Like i have to be reassured you like me everyday. If i dont feel the love even the slightest i feel as if its gone and i get distant. Thats one of my problems ive never had anyone who when they tried to leave i tried to stop them except maybe 1 person, and ive just let everyone walk out of my life. It just really shows no one has got you like you've got them. Because i could never abandon anyone, because i know what its like to be abandoned and gave up on by everyone you care and think cares about you. I just don't want to be alone anymore. I want something that will destroy these horrible ass feelings that hit my chest as soon as i open my eyes or that wakes me up 10 times a night. Please someone come into my life and love me with all you've got, because i don't have much feeling left and I'm trying to save it for you if you're even out there. Please just find me, love me, and NEVER let me go.