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Hey, have some lesbians to star the year uwu

#my art #fanart #tbhx #tbhx loli #tbhx nuonuo #wang nuonuo #luonuo #nuoli #its an absolute crime that this is my first time drawing my daughter #maybe me not liking mechas much has something to do with it...#but i haven even made her with nuonuo #thats unforgivable #so decided to start the year with them instead of nice #thats my golden child #he can wait

I love Lucien's whole thing with blood; Lucien believing that the "blood of the Nonagon" is the most precious gift he can give to Cree, something that binds them together, shows how much her loyalty and trust means to him. Cree using his blood as a focus for her cleric spells, seeing it as the blood of someone she worships like a god. What it means if your god can bleed, and freely sheds that blood for you.

Thinking of how Lucien and the other Tombtakers would mix their blood together and drink it back in the Claret Orders, how that was supposed to be a sign of their shared connection, their bond. Magic manifesting through blood--through the Hunter's Bane that changed you, down to that very blood in your veins, made you something other than mortal, something more dangerous than the monsters you were raised to hunt...

Lucien trying to use hemocraft to heal like Cree, and discovering that he is so terribly bad at it, that no matter how much blood he sheds, he can never truly grasp what it means to heal. Maybe that's just a trait his blood never had. Maybe that says something about Lucien's own shattered, "Empty" soul.

Would Molly be disgusted at the thought of drinking the blood of any of the Nein--like Lucien once did with fellow blood hunters--or would it seem only natural to him? Would he ever consider gifting a vial of his blood to someone dear to him, would he see that as the same kind of heartfelt gesture as Lucien?

And blood being what it is--the potential for it to be a potent and powerful spell component for casters--especially that of a blood hunter, both blessed and cursed with this rare, forbidden magic...would a wizard like Caleb understand the gravity of that? Would Molly--who sheds his blood for his loved ones so freely--volunteer his own if a spell or ritual ever called for it? Would a part of him want Caleb to have it because this was the man who fought the hardest to save him, who carried out that ritual for his resurrection...

Does it still make Caleb flinch whenever Molly/Kingsley sheds his blood? Does he still have flashes of Mollymauk's body lying lifeless on the ground, eyes never shut--does he still feel his heart twist and ache with every blood maledict, every sacrifice and rite--

#lucien tavelle #mollymauk tealeaf #caleb widogast #widomauk #i do love how like...vampire adjacent aspects of lucien and the claret orders feel--#though to be honest. whenever i picture a vampire kind of au....i always envision caleb being the one whos actually a vampire. being #very touch adverse and anxious at the thought of ever feeding from someone. wallowing in self loathing. and molly who just #spills his own blood all the time and just....thinks absolutely nothing of it when he offers his to caleb--#caleb absolutely hating himself for it. believing he is doing something so terribly awful and unforgivable and molly is just like...#oh yeah. i get it. everyone drinks blood from time to time right--

i think the thing that really gets me about all the "we've got to kill this guy kabru" meme redraws with mithrun is that in the very first conversation mithrun has with laios, he trusts him with, essentially the fate of the world and his life long revenge quest against the demon

#dungeon meshi #mithrun #laios touden #i just think is neat really.#like in a way. laios is entrusted with what has haunted both kabru and mithrun for a significant portion of their lives #actually i think its. pretty interesting how trusting mithrun tends to be. while he says outright that he knows kabru is plotting something #he lets him go and execute his plan to start with..think its only until kabru says hes going to go get the shadow lord's help that mithrun #is like 'yeah okay thats not going to work im going to go ahead with mine'#is just really interesting to me. how he gives people chances where others wouldn't. bcs im sure any other canary captain wouldn't #not that its not deserved but the demon benefits so much from people seeing the canaries as this unreasonable unforgiving threat #also it was absolutely to the winged lions benefit that marcille become the dungeon lord- even if it liked laios more marcille was more #vulnerable to his manipulation and brainwashing #i think laios could've been reasoned with before becoming the dungeon lord but marcille couldn't #dungeon meshi spoilers #went back to these tags after looking again and you know i think mithrun let kabru talk with the shadow lord so kabru would not interfere #with what he told the rest of the canaries to do #my post

gabriela is so repressed and reluctant to see herself as anything human-like that she feels like she cant wear the clothes that she wants to. bc she doesnt Need to. she'll survive wearing whatever clothes she comes across. but also, like, this is what she wants to wear. the shame of wanting to wear a turtleneck and a skirt with a simple pattern may be enough to put her in the grave. be real.

#oc stuff #shes sooo stupid. lets all point and laugh at her #shes in her 40s btw #shes soo . like . shes not like this cus she thinks of herself as less than human #she mostly just sees herself as a cog. shes above humanity in that she doesnt need the things that other people do #such as comfort and companionship and days off work #shes sooo fucked . on some level she knows that shes doing something absolutely terrible. something that may be completely unforgivable #but shes already done it. many times. she cant take it back. might as well dig her grave even deeper yknow #shed never admit that tho. she CANT admit it. shes not doing anything wrong. any pain that shes causing is worth it in the end #its going to help people. this is for the betterment of humanity. shes doing GOOD THINGS!!!! or at least NEUTRAL!!!#but they CANNOT be wrong because if they are then shes wasted her whole life on this #even just the possibility that this isnt worth isnt worth entertaining. its worth it. it has to be. etc #she has sooo many bullshit ways of justifying her behavior. at some point it gets so convoluted that it stops making sense #and thats kinda the point ..! like . when she opens nastya up and over the course of a month removes all of her organs . and nothing comes #of it. nastya just dies. like. how do you justify that. how do you go 'well at least we learned something :)' when you knew that this was #the most likely way that things would end. likeee . cmon . Be Serious #we need to start throwing rocks at gabriela. whos with me!!!#anyway im putting her in iw.atex !! :3 advance. shes not half as awful in that au. she wouldnt be allowed to go that far #buttt . shes still ass <333 my awful awful vance. la la la #can you tell im normal about her.#also if she Really believed that what shes doing is right. she wouldnt be this torn up about it lol. dumbassss . shes such an idiot

never forget how chunt canonically turns into a big softie post recording

#arnie would absolutely be like U made an unforgivable pun this ep no aftercare for u buddy #feels so weird drawing them without usidore just pretend hes in the bg or something #arnie niekamp #chunt #chunt the badger #chunt the shapeshifter #is that enough chunt tags #get wet #hftmt #hello from the magic tavern #mew

On the one hand, I like to imagine Maria and Liam could both be good influences on each other. On the other hand, I have a lot of fun imagining them as the delightfully evil yet somehow very loving villain couple Droey could’ve been.

#an au where they’re like. evil masterminds and take out Drew and Zoey from the inside in order to rule the school or something #would be very fun to me #even though in canon that would absolutely never happen (at least on Liam’s end I guess we don’t really know with Maria)#like imagine the hilarious juxtaposition of them committing unforgivable sins to everyone around them #and then turning around and somehow being a very healthy couple #the music freaks #tmf #tmf liam #liam tmf #maria tmf #tmf maria #mariam #maria x liam #freakblr

PTSD tuesday everybody give it up for PTSD tuesday

#don't you think it's soooo funny that i had to go through something absolutely horrific that shattered me Forever at age 7 #to the point it's so gruesome that not a single soul knows more than like 40% of it at best #simply because even the most hardened and well-meaning people break down at some point #because it's just so. horrific. that nobody can withstand *hearing* about it even loosely and broadly #and it fucked me up forever it tore me apart forever and i was. 7. and there's this big unspoken gap in my entire life #that nobody really knows about. or understands. because the horror is simply unendurable and unspeakable.#you would throw up before reaching a third of the entire story. and then the injustice. the glaring obvious unforgivable injustice.#and i can not talk about it because NOBODY can withstand it. do you have any idea how it's like to live with that.#very funny.

i think a lot of people have never been in a truly desperate situation but think they have, and this causes them to pass really harsh judgment on people who made bad choices when either irrational or having no good choices to pick instead, and i really wish people could get some fucking self-perception and work on their compassion skills and not fucking do that as much anymore

#jack facts #people be banging on about empathy this empathy that #and like sure maybe people have a measurable capacity for it but i can tell you what #that sure as fuck don't mean any fucking one of them ever bothers to make use of it when it matters lol #and i mean on the other hand it's hard to conceptualize how you would feel going through something you've never experienced before #i just wish people would be AWARE of the fact they don't know!#or like that there's a difference between ''i can't afford anything but instant ramen'' and ''i can't get any food or water''#or a difference between being freaked out by spiders and having clinical arachnophobia #or a difference between ''my loved one is sick and i'm really worried about them'' and ''my loved one is dying in front of me''#etc etc etc etc etc #anyway the longer i live the more i'm convinced that empathy is a garbage concept #and actually a more reliable way to act with true compassion is through at least some capacity for relative objectivity #the ability to say ''i don't know how that feels and i cannot understand it through comparison'' and to be able AND WILLING #to take people's self reports on their feelings thought processes or lackthereof in good faith and with sympathy #and also the ability to acknowledge that doing a bad thing for good reasons does not negate the bad thing being bad #but also should and does change what consequences are appropriate and/or most effective #and also like............... things people do in desperation or other irrational states do not represent Who They Are As A Person #or what it's like to hang out with them in a day to day situation #another thing i keep getting more and more aware of is like. if y'all can't even handle an irrational or impulsive choice that does harm #done by an otherwise ''good'' person under short term desperate situations #that they then do their best to reduce the harm of after the situation is over #i can not even imagine how absolutely unforgiving you must be of anyone who has delusions #and i mean real delusions and real psychosis not the hyperbolic babytalk version lol #like i don't think most of you even know what the fuck a delusion even is the way you act about things as simple & straightforward as like #fear. hunger. pain.#absolutely fucking exhausting

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