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thinking about caves.. the ones i visited in vietnam, how i loved the stalactite caves i used to visit in middle school and the ones in mexico in the herzog documentary about meteorites.. as a place to be with the dead and death. you can feel the mystery
ngl, never bought into buying any of the hp wands before so this is my hyperfixation of the game coming to life 🙃
Another fic idea to add to the pile (not at all based off of my last relationship lol)
Professor!Harry who hosts trivia at a local pub every Wednesday night that your friend begs you to come to because the trivia host is kind of hot and extremely funny and so you go for the first time and you see that she’s extremely right about him and over the course of a few weeks you share a few fleeting glances and you get the occasional proud nod from Harry when you land his trick question that usually has to deal with music history and you always tell yourself that there’s no way he could like you like that and that it’s a terrible idea to date the guy that hosts a trivia you love going to but one day you show up with a date that your friend set you up on the guy kind of sucks and on your way for a bathroom break, Harry is leaning against the bar waiting for his drink and he catches your attention and says “I didn’t know you had a boyfriend” and you’re like “I don’t, just a blind date” and he gives you a smug smirk and says “I take it you’re not having any fun with him?” And you snort out a laugh that has him chuckling and after that night he just gives you a wave and you smile warmly at him as you’re leaving but next week is the Halloween special for trivia and you dress up and Harry is breathless and this time you don’t have a date so he doesn’t hesitate to grab your attention on your bathroom break to ask you out for dinner and drinks after and you spend the night with your friends and Harry doing Karaoke and making out and it’s amazing and so much fun and any who don’t bother coming at me on anon about not doing paragraphs and shit bc I do not care and I won’t answer this is for my benefit so I don’t forget my idea :)
Busy weekend = $ but also= tired. Just thinking about it. Often more pets on the weekends but I do more regular "work" during the week (scheduled-- writing, working on finding a job that gets $, studying, marketing, exercising) so I do not get muc of a break. Not that pets is so hard but all the running around getd tiring. Esp 6 am this weekend. And 10 pm so will not get 8 hours sleep which i generally need to function.... i hope i can drive without crashing and be coherent when meeting a new client. Going on vacation in 1 wk so it'll be nice to have a break.
Then. I will have to get looking for a job.
What i want to do besides writing is make stuff and sell online. And an online job I can do anywhere and be flexible in between pets.
Oh and this weekend i amm doing my other occasional job. Mom is on her vacation but she wanted me to print the newsletter and get it done by Monday. Printers sure a4e good at coming up wirh new glitches....the good thing is, if it takes longer I get more money :) . Need more of that jov and other jobs (maybe also pets/kids, ...) to have a house this fall!!!
Also want to do school so I actually have marketable skills to make up for my bad personality and inability to do interviews. No confidence bc i have nothing to offer atm....
I want a political research job or something
That fic looks ❤❤❤❤❤😍😍😍😍 (also pssst ur correct it's "lies" there [lay needs an object] but the simple past of "lie" is lay bc english is a fucking mess)
i’m actually going through heavy editing and changing everything but i’m glad you like it!! (and thank god i’m so bad with these verbs)
Madness
As the sunset falls bringing closer and closer the shadows. I lay awake to keep myself sane, to endure the madness that I need to tame to keep myself safe. As darker it gets the more it grows. The sanity slipping past my grip after each second and I lay there slowly losing my mind as I'm alone. Without a hand that can hold me and bring me back from the madness. Maniacal laughter, the cynical thoughts, the massive urge to feel the intensity. I alone won't be able to hand this immensity so someone educate me before I'm lost completely. So sweetly I'll bring a cut to this story and for my own glory stand on that pedestal where my dark kingdom awaits.
Imaginary
When I was a child
I was not allowed to imagine,
suffocated by all things
religious.
I hated authority and I
lacked tact, my uncle was
my imaginary father and
closer he was than my own.
You could find me
hid beneath the darkness
of my closet alone but
unfrightened.
And here I am, the man
that I am; alone, uncut
but trustworthy.
I was told that ants communicate by vomiting chemicals into each other's mouths, so I decided to stop drinking caffeine.
capfly
