Being alone had its advantages. You get silence to clear your head or you can blare whatever loud music you want. You can laugh or cry without worrying if someone is watching. You can be yourself not worrying if someone is going to judge you or hurt you. But it also has its disadvantages, You're 100% isolated from the world around you and horribly lonely. You're starving for human interaction and for human touch. You're terrified you'll be alone forever so you keep it that way to save yourself the hurt. But you make the hurt worth while. You make me crave life and happiness. You pick me up just by smiling at me and saying hello. You are the one thing that has been able to genuinely lift me off my feet and make me want to see what's next for me, once again. But you dont know what you want and I dont know how to live without you near so I put the feelings aside and just enjoy your company because you make me feel like a person. You make me want to breathe fresher air, your air. Oh, how I have lost myself in you. And in you I shall stay because this feeling isn't everyday and I've got plenty to spare figuring out what it means. I'll be right here smalls.