#sonatalunae

[sonatalunae]

i can’t even look

beyond your eyes babe. my heart is pounding, to the sound of your laugh. darling please, i can’t take this any longer. all i want is, right now or never. yes i’ve been, i’ve been dreaming of ya. can you hear, when i call out to ya? baby please, just come and find me. cause i’ve been waiting oh so patiently. yeah you know, i like the way we move in my head. yeah i know,

our bodies haven’t met but God our souls have

[sonatalunae]

naturally

i fall apart

in every place

when i think of your touch

when i imagine you on me

lightly and swiftly

looking into you as you move

moving closer to me

following

my every breath

naturally i’m falling

flowing into you

come

take my breath away

just as you always do

[sonatalunae]

let’s run

into each others arms, and dance on this wet floor.

kiss me hard let me sing deeply, into your soul.

the way you’ve been wanting— the kind you’ve been searching for.

God, i missed your mind come here hold me close.

tell me, am i yours? can i be the me—

we’ve been waiting for?

[sonatalunae]

i’ve been overediting

undersharing

ask me now

who are you

and i’ll tell you

i’m a bird who’s got her wings

ask me anything

truth be told i don’t know a thing

but i know loves the way

and it’s all we need

ask me who i am and i’ll tell you

i am sonatalunae

[sonatalunae]

the reapers here

to claim me for what i’ve done and punish me for giving up. pathetic and frozen unable to speak. my thoughts run wild damn it, why must i think? forcing my eyes to shut still praying for a dream. i know, i can’t let this go on but, it’s rooted too deep. born from my worries hiding in my sin.

oh, how i wish i could forgive oh, how i wish i’d forget

[sonatalunae]

lost

I pray to forget you

and I yearn to be forgotten too.

why can’t I make up my mind—

to be known and understood

maybe, there’s something much sweeter

ah, to be left so perfectly alone.

what’s meant then

for a woman like me—

a lurker

who fears company,

so in love with silence

possessed with feeling free

simply less human—

more like a shadow,

a ghost

perhaps, a home in the woods

or a bed in the sea.

oh, can someone tell me please

where must a lost soul go—

just to find peace

[sonatalunae]

who am i

when the phone doesn’t ping where do i go from here

fearless now

you see i used to worry and hide but something’s changing

right now i’m alive

maybe it’s that 3 am aura or the air that kisses my windows

and soothes my spirit

or is it the silence when everyone’s asleep

and i crawl inside my mind to think

so please don’t call and don’t write i’m rather busy

with the night

[sonatalunae]

on my knees

can you hear me can’t you see i’m falling holding onto the last bit of my life

well what’s left of it why should i fight

as i lay here unbothered and broken as i lay here shaken and hurtin

at least i’m all alone, and not a burden at least i’m all alone, i guess it’s perfect