#sonder thoughts

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blood in the bayou truly is jrwi’s tragedy. like you go in knowing there is no world in which this horror story ends for all of the characters are introduced to. and then the boys have the audacity to go hey. here is a brother. here is a son, and a friend, and someone who has been at war with himself for as long as he has been alive. here is one of the monsters. here is one of the monsters, and he is scared of everything, including himself. here is a legend. here is someone who is committed to a fulfilling life for the people around him. here is the only character that will consistently have some level of optimism in this story. who, against all odds, believes in all the chances a person could need and loves his friends. here is the story where they all die at the end, and here are the characters who have so much ahead of them who occupy it. and they were fucked up for that.

[bandscatsandbeanies]

my brain just keeps making me think about fucked up things like the fact that we are all living breathing humans who have emotions and control ourselves... like y’all go through the same thought process when it comes to like going to get a drink of water. Y’all look at a girl and go hot damn the same way I do. y’all feel the same sadness and joy that I do. Like shit’s fucked up. It hits me the worst when you see 2 people interacting and it has nothing to do with you and you’re just hit with the realisation that holy shit they’re the same as me. They’re the centre of their own universe same as me. they feel love and shit like I do. Like wtf

[herethereverywhere]

and what if i said summer mobility aid user. what then.

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sometimes i remember that apotheosis is a story that begins with the end of the world and ends with 2/3 of the characters the audience follows throughout the course of the campaign deeply in love and in a better world of their making and i have no choice but to keel the fuck over for a second

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but also something about dakota in the first 5 episodes of the prime defenders and dakota now. something about how dakota did put up a front, especially at school. something about how tide and pd never had any expectations of how dakota was supposed to act. something about how dakota protects himself from the world but never, ever, from the prime defenders.

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was rewatching origins and got sucker punched by a detail i never noticed before - may telling jay to be safe, and that she ‘doesn’t want any more bad news.’

like fuck, man. this is a mother who understands that her children have to leave the nest one day, and has encouraged them from the start to do it in their own time. this is may ferin who has been nothing but supportive to make up for how jayson is not suited for fatherhood. this is jay’s mom who lost her first daughter half a year ago, and whose second is ready, now. i can’t imagine how terrifying that must have been for her, for her only remaining child to be ready not long after the first was taken from her. to know that she could not go against everything she had tried to teach in her daughters their entire life, with the knowledge that one of them was gone from the world forever.

[herethereverywhere]

can’t stop won’t stop thinking about doug & summer & the prime rifters 

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any other apotheosis enjoyers (insane people (pos)) ever think about the bad ending