having a lot of Thoughts Floating Around because like, Fate maybe?? how i've never felt so connected to louis goddamn tomlinson more than i do in this moment but i knew it would somehow come?????
i literally just started recording my emo podcast and i'm talking about brand new with my best friend NEXT WEEK? and we're planning our deja entendu tattoos???
how my pop punk peter pan dedicated 2 louis playlist i made months ago included two brand new songs because, OBVIOUSLY??
how i used to drive around forever blasting 'not the sun' senior year of high school because i was leaving long island forever soon and i hated long island but also it's a home and how do you deal with that? you've set on me but you are not the sun.
like, has louis done this? has louis driven around, pissed off and feeling suffocated but not exactly pinpointing why? 'don't be that note i can't hold, don't be that joke that i told and told 'til it got old, don't be that hand around my throat so i can't breathe' - has a verse ever been so Louis Tomlinson?
like, louis has been let down by so many people in his life it is honestly palpable in everything he does and how he acts and reacts all the time. it makes tooooo much sense that he listens to brand new. like it's all too much. it feels like TOO MUCH. you've set on me, but you are not the sun. does he repeat this mantra when he thinks of certain family members? around shifting relationships, not necessarily broken ones but ones that have shifted slightly and in very painful ways. not to make this about #awkward exes but everything kind of is, in the end. you've set on me but you are not the sun.