You're in love.
@songandflame continued from x
The voiced observation is so matter of fact that it leaves Fantine very little room to deny it. With Valjean, it had become somewhat of a silent acknowledgement, but with Cosette... Suddenly it didn't feel right. Not because she didn't love him, but because Cosette's knowing made Fantine realise the extent of this new truth and the consequences it could have. She cleared the back of her throat, her brush pausing its journey through her hair. It was wet from having bathed, but she would braid it eventually and let it dry. Finally, Fantine glanced up at Cosette. No, there was no use lying— not that she wanted to. She merely wished she could have revealed this herself. "I... I suppose I am." And to some degree, Fantine felt embarrassed. She was no longer that young, naïve eighteen year old. She should know better what love did to people, especially women, but here she was, well and truly in the deep end of love. "... I wanted to wait, to make sure that whatever it was wasn't fleeting. I'm sorry if it seems as if I've kept it from you."
"No..." Cosette gasped, her own news not yet pronounced and long forgotten. "You and Monsieur Javert? Truly?" Though she had seen the way they looked at each other with her own eyes, Cosette could hardly believe it. "For how long? Does Monsieur— Father know?"
If she were the last to find out, she would have cause to be upset. Not necessarily with her mother for keeping anything from her, but with herself for not having been around, for having lacked the good sense to notice.
If she had been blind to an affair of such proportions, what else might have escaped her? Was her father courting, too?
Her head was reeling as her mind desperately sought to reconcile this puzzling revelation with what she had believed to know of the world.
"And Monsieur Javert — what are his intentions? Does he wish to marry you? ... Do you wish to marry him?"

















