🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
𝐨𝐜 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐢 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬
As far as irrational/mundane fears, I'd say his fear of water would be pretty high on the list, though it's only irrational if you don't know the reason why he has it. Other than that, wide open areas make him uneasy because he feels very exposed when he can't put his back against anything. In modern, he's very very afraid of airplanes. They're just a really bad time for him.
His biggest fear, though, is losing what's most important to him — the order, and Zed. Part of the reason he drives himself so hard to impress is because he's afraid of becoming redundant and having Zed cast him aside. Perhaps it's irrational when Zed obviously wants him around, but it's enough to keep Kayn up at night whenever he feels like he's "failed." This also includes losing the order and Zed to war or destruction, so Kayn feels like he needs to defend both with his life, even though there are plenty of well-trained ninjas (including Zed himself) who are also plenty capable of defending it. He never wants to be alone again, never wants to be helpless on his own, and will do anything to keep the things he loves safe.
