“God, okay, I haven’t left a voicemail in a long time. Listen. You’re not answering my texts, or anything, so I don’t know what to do other than this. I’ve apologized so many times… I don’t know what to say—I just—I know what I did was wrong—shouldn’t have done that to your mother. Just please, come home okay? You don’t have to talk to me. But she’s worried, you should know that, I’m worried. Alex. I’ve already been shitty enough to your mother. Don’t make her feel worse than I’ve already done. God I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have—”