I feel like this needs to be said to the people who know me but idk how to tell them but like
When youre asking someone if they are okay WHEN THEY CLEARLY ARENT OKAY, theyre obviously gonna say “im fine” or “im okay” tyoe of shit WHEN THEY CLEARLY ARENT
Like I feel like this is an unsend rule, if they dont look okay dont ask, just hug them (if yall okay with that), hugs can help with your at your down, BUT ASKING IS NAH NAH
I don't know if anyone is reading my RunAway story but if you are and you see this I hope you know it is updated on my Wattpad, I'm too lazy to update it on my Tumblr but it will get more updates on here when I'm not lazy and I fell like it
You're looking at the mirror, see the tears covered in red
I know that you've been cold this whole time
But now I'm here to make it end’
FUCKING RELATE LIKE yeah I dont wanna leave my bed for a horrible reason (good idk which one) and tears in covered in red… yes me being cold yes…….. and the intro…. ‘I dont know if im ready to show my self’ BRUHH AND THIS PART ‘ I know the feeling too, Ive been inside the dark, Ive never felt so empty hopeless’…. Relatable LIKE SHIT THOSE PARTS RELATE A FUCKING BLE
"Gosh, making 6 flowers for all of us is hard" I said groaning while finishing my two last petals
"Hey! This flower is for we don't forget each other and our friendship" Soobin said pouting at me
Soobin wasn't wrong but watercoloring each fabric petal with our two favorite color's and writing our names down on our two favorite colored petal was so much work
I pout in exhaustion for looking down for an hour or more, my neck hurts so badly, I sigh in pain and Yeonjun looks at me and chuckles at me
I stare at Yeonjun back and we both make eye contact and giggle, Yeonjun was always a good friend like everyone in our friend group
"Awhh, Yeonjun and his jagiya making eye contact while smiling, how adorable!" HueningKai said whilst doing a hand heart at me and Yeonjun
"Yeonjun maybe she loves you, look at her blushing" Beomgyu said looking at me
I wasn't blushing I was flustered of embarrassment, everyone of our group ships me and Yeonjun just cause of that one time I couldn't sleep and I wanted to cuddle so I went to Yeonjun's room to cuddle and sleep.
"Awhh, is Jagi flustered~" Yeonjun teases
"Can we just finish our stupid friendship flowers" I said mumbling in annoyance
"So now you want to finish it" Soobin said longing the word 'now'
"Yeah, my neck is in pain for staring down for so long, plus I'm already finished" I respond whilst palming the back if my neck
I get up from the table and went upstairs to my room, I checked my phone and it was a Wednesday, 11:29 pm.
Let's hope tomorrow's school day is different and not boring, probably will be, forever together will be boring.
"AHH, In the name of Aslan, do you have to scare me!!" I said whilst turning around and feeling my heart beat with my hand
"Sorry, but anyways we all finished the flower!" HueningKai said in a happy tone
"Glad to hear!" I respond
"Come!" Hyukai said whilst grabbing my hand and taking me downstair
(The petals of the flower are two of TxT favorite colors if they only have one then they still have two petals just the same exact color, if they have a like the same color it will be different shade you pick whatever your favorite color is if your favorite color is black then you will use white gel pen to write your name instead of black)
When me and Hyukai got down stairs I saw all six of our flowers we made, a little smile was forming on my face while Hyukai's was much bigger than mine.
"6 flowers for each one of us" I stated whilst walking up to the table
"So we never forget each other and our friendship" Soobin finished
"Soobin, why would we forget each other and our friendship" I chuckled at him
"What I mean HyunAe, that our friendship will last for eternity" Soobin responded whilst coming up to me and hugging me very tightly
"Guys it is 11:31, we should probably go to sleep, we have school tomorrow" Taehyun said looking at his watch
"Fine" we all said in a union
The rest of us pick up our flower and head up stairs to our bedroom, I placed my flower on my nightstand and changed to a comfortable wearing to sleep in.
I get in bed and close my eyes so I get energy tomorrow for school, unfortunately I have to go to since I'm in high school.
(Any grade you want)
(Jk rn you are a freshman)
~~~☙𓁹✵꧁༻☾ ❣︎۞❣︎ ☽༺꧂✵𓁹❧~~~
Hello this is just the beginning like I said this is my first book so im trying thank you for reading this part and please vote and feel free to comment
I was sitting on the side of a mountain in a flower valley watching the sun set at 5:53 by myself while holding a flower.
I was crying to the flower me and my friends had made, I was starving I haven't ate since the dream I had - it felt so real like they were really there
I was sobbing in pain, in sorrow, I missed them.
"Come back..... please, you're my one and only fri- *hiccup* friends" HyunAe said while sobbing in tears
I heard people walking towards me, I didn't feel like turning around since it was obvious who it was, this was my hide out... our hide out.
Me, Beomgyu, Yeonjun, HueningKai, Soobin, and Taehyun's hide out, we we're the only ones who knew this place.
"They're here HyunAe, in our hearts, they are in a safer place" Beomgyu said while sitting on the right side if me
"It will be okay just don't worry about how they died" Taehyun said sitting on the left side of me
"Don't worry about how they died" why would Taehyun say that unless... they're trying to comfort me but.... that seems so suspicious and..... HueningKai
"You guys....... Why... HueningKai is dead.. is because he drowned, the rest..." HyunAe stayed silent for the last part trying to remember her dream
"You.... you know how Hyuka died, but they said he went missing?!" Beomgyu said a little worried and frightened
"I- I saw him in my dream, didn't think it was real...... why WHY........ why would he drown himself" HyunAe said her voice shaken at the thought of it being true
Taehyun was rubbing my back trying to calm me down since I got the hiccups from sobbing, mean while Beomgyu was shocked at me knowing how Hyuka died.
While me and Taehyun was staring at the flower that had all of our names on it, Beomgyu was looking at me like he was nervous it was like he was hiding something.
Why is Beomgyu so tensed about how I figured it out, it is a dream that happened in the past probably ........ they're hiding something from me
"HyunAe... how did-" Beomgyu stated trying to say something
"What are you guy's hiding from me" I said firmly while snapping my head towards Beomgyu
He was silent trying to think while looking at Taehyun like he needs help, trying to communicate Taehyun like they both know something I don't
"Taehyu-" HyunAe I tried saying
"Were sorry...... Yeonjun was... assassinated and the fire was a cover up.... Soobin was-" Taehyun said cutting me off
"...... Soobin was burnt in the fire remember he didn't come out." beomgyu said looking at the flower I was holding
I stared back at the flower trying to remember what happened to Soobin in my dream it was different yeah he had burnt marks but he would've survived like the rest......, he was my best friend and yet he died.... But what happened in my dream again
Soobin.... No.... He died in the fire... unless he isn't dead but hiding..... gosh wait no... he is it cant be
"Beomgyu, Taehyun " I said
"Hmm what do you need" Beomgyu responded softly still looking at the flower
"What place did Soobin die at" I said also looking at the flower
"He died at the fire of our old school, his body was found and had burnt marks" Taehyun said touching Soobin's name petal on the flower
That made me silent, I stayed silent deep in my thoughts trying to remember anything at all in the dream, meanwhile I lay my head in Beomgyu's shoulder still deep in thought
Soobin's body had burnt marks but he had a stab wound in my dream.... was he trying to save Yeonjun or was he also assassinated?
I sighed and toke my head out of Beomgyu's shoulder and laid down meanwhile Taehyun and Beomgyu did the same.
"HyunAe....... was it a dream or them trying to explain to you what happened." Beomgyu said hesitate while laying down and turning to his side to face me
"He's right... you been acting odd lately like.... they are communicating to you and you say it is a dream" Taehyun said also laying down and turning to his side
"........please tell me im not the only one" I responded
"You aren't.." they said in a union
I had a small smile forming while placing the flower on the hoodie Yeonjun gave me while holding out my hands to grab Beomgyu's and Taehyun's hand to know we all see them.
"Guys" I said
"Hmm?" Beomgyu said
"Were you guys involved with them" I said looking at the moon coming up
"It's hard to explain, HyunAe" Taehyun spoke up
"Then try, al listen" I responded firmly
"you're in for it. All five of us Me, HueningKai, Beomgyu, Soobin, and Yeonjun we all got in trouble by.................
~~~☙𓁹✵꧁༻☾ ❣︎۞❣︎ ☽༺꧂✵𓁹❧~~~
Too be continued
This is just the epilogue this will show up later on when you read..... or just skip it with no background information (•_•)
Hello I am Soobinniex you can call me Soobx, Binniex or just Soobinniex either one I don't care. This is a remake of another book I put in my drafts, Runaway.
This story is inspired by Sanabuii's Runaway story.
Will contain cursing, and deaths
This is also inspired by the song and mv of Runaway and mv of BlueHour sort of
Instead of using Y/n I will be using the name HyunAe you can change the name of it if you want
Please just don't read this page and leave immediately, give this story a chance and read the other chapters/parts