Time of the year when it feeos like all black will do well. Ehh... All in all - either making something absolutely epic, or nearing the wish to shoot someone in the knee. Hopefully it'll be the first, not the latter. But oh how some close people try they shit on me. Either way.... Yeh, no real great drive to work on old manuscripts, the new ideas are real itchy in the head, the need for newness yet adventure, though chill and safety is needed. Real glad to have met my cousins over the last week as well. Flippin' more than 10 years later, meeting up... F me we all grew up. Though the best part os that all of us are in art : writing, film and music. Feels like this family is gonna brew some cool shit up together, eventually, though in near future would be more fun. Also have the odd sense of timing and the whole lot of "safety" is now a floaty concept after moving and moving again. So, brain needs chill, brain gets no chill, therefore increased amount of meds. Hence asking "why so much" is frankly unnecessary, coz that's the pills for my headaches, my shoddy nerve system and the vitamins. Coz we all know that homicide is punishable by law. Also... This bish is soon to be 30. Bloody hell... Still no manual for adulting, no EXP stats, no MP and HP stats, no quest highlights... Ehh... . #allblackoutfit #emovibes #ootd #soontobe30 #artfamily #lifeupdate #arcdreamer https://www.instagram.com/p/CkZJGZTqDWz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
