#sopebubbles

[sopebubbles]

Hello beautiful people

The time has come to make a decision. I've avoided doing this because i was holding onto to hope that things would go back to "normal" like they have in the past, but I've never had my symptoms go on for this long (its been since the beginning of August) and I'm thinking this is the new normal. I'm struggling to put enough coherent thoughts together to get through the work day, let alone write anything worth reading — this post has taken me days and i just almost put my contacts in while getting ready for bed. So anyway, i hate abandoning stories, but i also hate keeping you waiting without an update in sight. I'm trying to lighten my load all around and i dont want to keep torturing myself with what i should do about lone wolf, so im asking you

Tldr: I'm sick and tired (medically), so im putting the fate of lone wolf to a vote.

should i...

leave lone wolf on hold indefinitely

write a descriptive summary of what i have planned for lw for closure

Voting ended onDec 14, 2023

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[sopebubbles]

I might have like, really screwed myself over with thinking i would make this heat chapter a bit smutty. Bc rn it's a huge mental block. But i still feel like it needs to happen.

[sopebubbles]

I MIGHT BE GETTING A DOG!!!

I AM IN LOVE WITH HER 😍

[sopebubbles]

hey bubbles (hope i can call you that lol) english is not my first language and i’m also a little dumb so i didn’t understand a little by what you meant on the lone wolf poll, will you stop writing it? if it doesn’t bother you, could you explain it more clearly? my heart almost froze when i read it omg. hope you have a good day, and hope you get well soon and you are never alone!! ^^

Hey hun. Yeah basically you have two options.

1. I wont be updating for a while, if ever, but i leave open the possibility of finishing it.

2. I tell you what was going to happen in the rest of the story, but not actually write it. That way you aren't left wondering how things would have gone

Does that make a little more sense?

[sopebubbles]

I agree with the other anon. Please don’t ever worry if your fics are good/good enough. They are amazing and are the highlight of my day. Your writing is amazing and the fact that you worry about their quality tells me you are an amazing person too. I would read anything and everything you post, and am slowly working through your master list. I don’t know if I have commented on anything but Lone Wold but from today forward I will scream from the rooftops how good your fics are because THEY ARE! 💜 Thank you so much for sharing your work with us.

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You're so freakin sweet i might literally cry. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. They really mean so much to me. I love sharing them with all of you. Thank you so much for reading them 🥺

[sopebubbles]

Your chapters never disappoint ❤️

🥺 thank you. Thats so good to hear. I always have this panic when i finish a chapter that it's not good or its not enough, so i usually put up the teaser right away so i dont dwell on it. Im kind of nervous about writing the next chapter with her heat. I think this ask gives me a bit of confidence though. Thanks 💜

[sopebubbles]

I just wanted to let you know that I often come back to the scene in fighter where she falls asleep on Jimin while cuddling. I've been reading fanfic for years and have never leaned to towards purely fluff content, but that was a gateway into it and now lone wolf is a huge comfort fic for me and I come and check in regularly and get all cosy to read it.

😭😭😭 that's such a cute scene! I'm 99% sure @beastie-writes was responsible for that particular moment of softness, so i will make sure she sees this!! I'm really glad it was such a comforting moment for you 😍

I know what you mean. You might have noticed I'm not much for purely fluff either. I much prefer my comfort to come with some hurt. It's just sweeter to me that way. At least in fiction. I hope your real life is full of comfort and no hurt.

Tomorrow's chapter will be a lot of fluff!

[sopebubbles]

She's not an afterthought. She's the whole reason this au exists. You just have to wait a little longer. There will be a pay off. ..... this is what I meant by I'm trying to trust the process 🤷‍♀️ I don't understand, you say you want us to be able to come to you and this is an open forum but then when I came to you with my comment and opinion you told me to stop reading if I don't like it 🙈 I wasn't mean, i wasn't being disrespectful I was telling you my opinion.

You're always entitled to your opinion and my response to people who don't like what or how i write (or any other story) is that you are always free to move on. But what i think is off putting about your comment and why i disagree is that she doesn't always have to be the center of attention. It doesn't make sense to call her an afterthought when she gets brought up all the time in this chapter, when she's literally such a huge part of why Yoongi is upset and is at the forefront of his thoughts about why this destabilizing event is so upsetting. If we leave yn won't be able to find us. If we dont provide her a safe place we cant be her pack. She's heavily present in subtext even though she isnt physically present. To say the story wouldnt change if she didnt come back is nonsense when you cant know where the story is going bc the journey is still happening. There are a lot of reasons to feel bad for y/n but not being physically present in this chapter isnt one of them.

Maybe if your comment had included any note of what you did like, it wouldnt have been perceived as so critical. I know i can be sensitive, but it honestly made me feel like whats the point of even sharing my work?