i make such a small amount of progress every night before I start fallin asleep sitting up & then I have to like stop myself from trying to open the document on my phone and keep going. no. stupid. there's no more sentences tonight you're out of sentences
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin (Video Game)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Astos/Jack (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin)
Characters: Astos (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin), Jack (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin), Jack the Robot/Bhakti
Additional Tags: Dialogue-Only, Fluff, Jack Garland: King of Gap Moe, Astos is a little jaded but he loves his bf
Summary:
Jack gives Astos something to remember him by.
ok wait i wasn't done talking abt this the other night: astos IMO is fun if u read traits into him such as "pathologically emotionally evasive" and "controlling tendencies no seriously" and "being a fucking hypocrite" but the psychological mind-game experiments for no real reason are just canon. which is like. oh my god. ADVANCED blorbocrafting. he just Does That sometimes and CAN YOU BLAME HIM
best + worst parts currently abt all 7 chunks of long wip GO
PART 0
BEST - chapter 1 has been done for like ever & it STILL SLAPS
WORST - chapter 2 is gonna have to hold so much picky horseshit of so many various types it is going to take me 400 drafts to get right & I can't even start yet bcuz not enough Other Stuff it has to point forward to is settled yet HELP
PART 1
BEST - gleefully hurling astos into the salad spinner IMMEDIATELY and NOT let him out
WORST - born 2 handwave forced 2 think abt shit like "population demographics" & "distances" :(
MARILITH
BEST - self-indulgent mad-with-power Gay Annoying Emotional Arc Pivot Construct grows legs here
WORST - amount of "characters + concepts I am going to have to slap names onto for worldbuildy reasons" is so high I am still refusing to look at it directly at this time
TIAMAT
BEST - you might not realize this but you actually have not seen me Write Sophia yet. You Will.
WORST - this is where the Pacing Adjustments I might maybe have to make at some point start getting scary
KRAKEN
BEST - there's a cool "is that bad"-type plot thread in here that ideally culminates in a VERY FUN couple of scenes
WORST - figuring out how to make the aforementioned work & then writing it down so my beloved beta reader can help tell me if I'm stupid or not has so far taken like idk a year or something
LICH
BEST - I get to air my opinions on a lot of topics that are weirdly hard for me to talk about in normal-person sentences and also violently kill-shake the concept of "canonical information" a lot
WORST - so much stuff in here REQUIRES "playing ff1 in a slow and insane manner" before it can become Substantial + once I've done THAT there's a bunch of wires I'm gonna have to go plug in throughout the whole rest of the fucking fic up to this point guys this shit is so muchw ork og my god. and my chances of Sounding Like An Asshole are going to probably be very high as well
THE LAST PART
BEST - I can See what it's going to feel like to read the title for the final chapter for the first time & open it up & start reading the chapter & finish reading the fic and it is going to own so insanely hard
WORST - matching "chapters" to "titles" and also "evening out the number of each of these items that there will need to be" is either going to be inexplicably the easiest thing about this part or it's going to be hellish and I won't know which until I'm there ALSO, I may or may not have given myself a Chore to do for the second-to-last chapter that is going to eat up a ridiculous amount of my time and make me EXTREMELY ANNOYING the whole time it's happening. lol
OVERALL: my effortless patriotism towards Feelings World remains unchallenged + logistics are a pain in the ass, to the surprise of absolutely nobody anywhere.
hard to overstate how checked-out I was at my old job & how awesome that was for my Fic Output in particular. do you have any idea how much of asking for more I was effectively paid to write
GENERAL | No Warnings Apply | 1/1 chapter | 5359 words
"You're not supposed to feed them."
But Jack does—and Neon finds, in spite of herself, that she can't blame him.
Happy January, everybody! For the Stranger of Paradise holiday exchange event (AO3 collection here!), I got a prompt (from PuriKuma - no tumblr afaik; AO3 via link above!) that BASICALLY directly told me to write about Neon & Jack being nice to animals together, so here are five Thousand words about that (and also about existentialism again, but harder this time).
This one doesn't have Astos in* it. Are you surprised?
*I claim nothing about whether Astos is factually obviously present just off-camera at any given time, however. Which is also how most of the game goes, so, you know.
Rated G for I Guess there's nothing in it that's any more objectionable than what's already in the Game. And for Garland. No, not that one.
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