when my name is Todd Anderson and im now 18 years old and its wintertime and im in an argument with someone and they say “at least my best friend didn’t die” and now im staring at them with this sort of sick look on my face and my heart is beating really fast and im getting dizzy and i just got a flood of memories from last year and then for the cherry on top the beginning of Lover, You Should Have Come Over starts playing so all i can say is “okay you won” and i walk away and throw up somewhere in the snow, but this time none of my friends are there to comfort me because im in college now and im all alone again and i really wish i had my best friend right next to me but hes gone forever and ill never hear his voice ever again, and ill never see the way his eyes light up when hes acting cause its all gone.
