thinking about.... Dean tearing up, shaking slightly, breath stuttering in his lungs, nearly brought to his knees with the sudden realization that he loves Cas, that he always has..... seeing Cas for the first time since he lost him, green eyes wide, disbelieving..... sparkling blues full of love and awe looking back at him..... and Dean's chest is tight with emotion he can't take it anymore he can't go another second without the angel knowing that Dean loves him too of course he loves him too...... Cas starting to cry hearing Dean's confession and Dean pulling him into his arms, gently holding his cheeks, smiling into a kiss wet with tears......