whitaker puppyposter

18 || the pitt and er 1994 || trinity santos apologist || michael robinavitch defender || in adoration of baran al-hashimi || bentoncarter ily || she/he

[puppiegracie]

intro post!

☆ hi! you can call me either half of my username lollll I respond to puppie/puppy/pup or gracie <3 pronouns are she/he :3

☆ queer if that wasn't obvious 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ certified dyke certified fag. I have two wolves inside of me and one of them is a lesbian woman and the other is a gay man

☆ so pittpilled. multishipper, mainly mlm pitt ships on this account and wlw pitt ships on my sapphic pitt sideblog! (linked at the bottom). I love pretty much all the characters, trinity santos is my #1. occasional platonic whitsantos posting and also some meta/analysis when I can't shut my mouth <3

☆ DNI minors! nsfw like crazy over here. also DNI pro ai, racists, terfs, literally any kind of bigot etc just do yourself a favor and block me.

☆ puppy whitaker TRUTHER. I've been here since the BEGINNING. occasionally puppypitt posts of other characters as well. also puppy john carter pilled.

☆ on that note I'm very much getting in ER. big fan of the whole puppy dog eyes thing carter has going on for peter. just a big fan of john carter and peter benton in general. yum. I do like many other characters but probably won't talk about them as much lmao

☆ my asks are open but I am the WORST at responding to them sorryyy

☆ headpats for my fellow pups 🫡🫡🫡 trying to keep it more positive these days and just pittpost for the enjoyment of it again! (but I might still get stressed/frustrated and meta post more than I should lmfao)

☆ my wlw ship/pitt women centric alt acc!

☆ my sfw pitt agere/petre sideblog :3

☆ the last of us sideblog (dellie, ellabs, + more)

AO3 || depollute me, pretty baby (exmo dennis)

[hucklenberries]

cassie’s lingering look at victoria, the way she adjusts her arm so victoria can fully slot herself into her side, the way she presses their temples together. oh this was everything

[timelooplesbianlesbianlooptime]

you don’t think it’s harmful to call yourself a lesbian and actively fantasize about men? it feeds into the narrative that lesbians can have sexual attraction to men and just need to “find the right one”. a lot of “lesbians” here on pitt tumblr actively thirst over men and it’s so strange. being bisexual is not a crime, accept yourselves!

short answer: 🫩

long answer: literally no one bats an eye when a gay men call a woman hot. ive seen many gay men thirst over women, telling them to step on them, spit on them, etc, and no one is doubting THEIR sexuality

i see straight women on tiktok complimenting other straight women everyday by saying shit like ‘me and my husband aren’t that serious’ ‘chill my boyfriend’s girlfriend is on the app’ and even more raunchiest stuff. no one is doubting THEIR sexuality

many gay men kiss their girl friends as a joke, straight girls will kiss when drunk, yet no one doubt THEIR sexuality

i’ve seen so many straight guy say they’d fuck ryan reynolds. no one is doubting THEIR sexuality

but a lesbian can’t even call a man hot without people trying to pick apart their sexuality… i’m sorry, if someone’s hot, they’re hot. everyone thirsts over fictional characters, dude. it’s not new. also im not even thirsting over men on here, my blog literally has f/f, m/m, and f/m, yes, because i like exploring the dynamics between different characters if they were in a relationship and im horny. nothing less, nothing more. NOWHERE have i said i have a sexual attraction towards ANY of these men - i don’t

about accepting myself… i have, thank you. and it was one of the hardest thing ever. a lot of people seem to think being queer is a ‘trend’ or something that people only do it to be ‘cool’. im happy for you that you seem to be privileged enough that you think people pretend to be queer for fun

my father was born in africa, raised in a very christian and conservative household. he grew up with a violent hatred for queer people, and even if he would never kick me out, i can tell he wishes i liked boys. and i wish i could make him proud, but i can’t. on his side of the family, everyone is extremely religious too, i don’t even know if my family would come to my fucking wedding because of my sexuality. my grandmother would probably not want to see me again, if she knew

right now im on holiday with my friend and we actively have to hide our sexuality to her family by fear of repercussions

it would be so much easier if i liked boys

accepting i liked girls was easy enough for me. accepting i didn’t like boys was so hard. i went so far to try and make myself like men, ended up crying, hating my body, and nearly throwing up. i tried to turn to god, i tried fucking hypnosis, nothing worked

just leave lesbians alone. we will never act the way society wants us to, there’s no point trying to pick apart our sexuality

[puppiegracie]

the zoomout makes him look so small. seeing two babies on my screen

[puppiegracie]

young rabbot vibes 2 me not elaborating

[puppiegracie]

they (the american healthcare system) worked tfff outta them! (from s2ep15)

[tenley-the-eridan]

"such beautiful tired women I love how they show women in the workplace in this sho-"

"oh... hey robby..."

[puppiegracie]

that is PRECISELY why I included him ☺️ because he is a victim of the american healthcare system just as much as the rest of these people I gifed. workhorsed himself through covid and the grief of losing his mentor, burnt out and suicidal, completely at the end of his rope after giving everything he has for decades.

it's literally a show about how these people are working in a system designed to burn them out and fuck them over. robby is very much included in that.

[puppiegracie]

🫡 it's okay. pitt fandom has made me reactive and on edge lmao most people here are NOT joking at all and genuinely wish s2 would've ended with him killing himself

[tenley-the-eridan]

if s2 ended up in him killing himself the show, everybody (in the fandom) would suddenly be so understanding about the mental health struggles of all the characters nj

[puppiegracie]

the concept of me actually finishing a oneshot longer than 2k words is looking fucking impossible

[doctor-hash]

i think everyone is lonely at the pitt — and that’s intentional. every (main) character is struggling with something that they are dealing with alone.

robby with his mental health.

baran with her chronic illness.

langdon with his addiction.

mel with her social life.

santos with her self destructive tendencies & her past history of abuse (which i don’t think she’s really opened up to whittaker about).

mohan and the stuff with her mom.

javadi and the pressure from her parents + being “the prodigy”.

whittaker and adjusting from his life on the farm (he does have amy but i read this as an attempt to fill a void rather than true connection).

only mel and santos really do anything that forges connection that day; the karaoke scene. the show is depicting the necessity that no one can do things alone — whether it is medicine/career related or their personal lives. everyone needs someone. as humans we are social creatures. connection is valuable and necessary.

[preachersellie]

♡:(

[puppiegracie]

they (the american healthcare system) worked tfff outta them! (from s2ep15)

[tenley-the-eridan]

"such beautiful tired women I love how they show women in the workplace in this sho-"

"oh... hey robby..."

[puppiegracie]

that is PRECISELY why I included him ☺️ because he is a victim of the american healthcare system just as much as the rest of these people I gifed. workhorsed himself through covid and the grief of losing his mentor, burnt out and suicidal, completely at the end of his rope after giving everything he has for decades.

it's literally a show about how these people are working in a system designed to burn them out and fuck them over. robby is very much included in that.

[puppiegracie]

🫡 it's okay. pitt fandom has made me reactive and on edge lmao most people here are NOT joking at all and genuinely wish s2 would've ended with him killing himself

[puppiegracie]

they (the american healthcare system) worked tfff outta them! (from s2ep15)

[tenley-the-eridan]

"such beautiful tired women I love how they show women in the workplace in this sho-"

"oh... hey robby..."

[puppiegracie]

that is PRECISELY why I included him ☺️ because he is a victim of the american healthcare system just as much as the rest of these people I gifed. workhorsed himself through covid and the grief of losing his mentor, burnt out and suicidal, completely at the end of his rope after giving everything he has for decades.

it's literally a show about how these people are working in a system designed to burn them out and fuck them over. robby is very much included in that.

[puppiegracie]

I am so sick with anxiety over secretly being a bad person all the time and social media is the worst place possible for that where everyone is assumed to be a bad person all the time and everything you say can be twisted and taken in bad faith like. I've got the feeling-secretly-evil disorder in a place that is DESIGNED to make you feel evil

[lavenderpanic]

HEY A LITTLE PSA <3

i know you (unnamed) will see this because all ur screenshots of my posts are within hours (or minutes lmfao) even though you have me blocked.

a few things: i am trans-inclusive. you cannot say "she says she's trans inclusive, but a lot of radfems aren't" because like lmao !! i'm not one of them. even if that's true, that's why i take pains to never call myself a radfem without specifying that i am trans-inclusive. i never want terfs to feel like i am a safe space. you will NEVER find a transphobic word i've uttered, and you WILL find a digital footprint and real life activism of me protecting and defending trans people. so don't EVER accuse me of transphobia-by-proxy when there is literally nothing about the dismantling of patriarchy (which is what i'm advocating for) that doesn't also benefit trans people. bio-essentialism is one of the legs that props up patriarchy, and i believe in its abolition.

two: you accuse me of being anti-man. at my core, i'm not. i am a feminist. i don't think "matriarchy" or the "sisterhood" does shit because hierarchy is the problem and sisterhood is never truly intersectional. i believe in the equality of all regardless of sex and regardless of gender, in whatever ways both are conceptualized. but i do think that we all need to recognize that feminism has no responsibility to be palatable to men. i will not soften my words to appeal to men. men are not the epicenter of feminism. i hold no hatred for men-at-large, but i also have very thoroughly de-centered men from my life and my activism except insofar as i will advocate for every oppressed person, including men.

three: my initial opinion, which was on my negative feelings about porn, was entirely based on MY OWN experiences with the porn industry, both as someone who has been firsthand exploited by the industry and as a passive person in society who has been affected by porn. not to get all tmi, but i have seen firsthand how the consumption of pornography can exacerbate abuse. porn was a tool used to groom and coerce me into non-consensual sexual encounters, and i am far, far from the only person with that story. and i have seen firsthand how the creation of porn destroys lives. the fact of the matter is that there is ethically made porn. i believe in a world where porn can be made ethically. i do not inherently think that videotaped sex is evil, porn in name is not the problem. what i do know for a fact is that the porn industry is and has always been horrendously exploitative, whether or not some sex workers have positive experiences with it. porn sites again and again have been found to have csam and ncii and yet are allowed to continue to exist without sufficient safeguards! the below post is my original post for the reference of anybody who reads this and doesn't have context, and i still stand by every word of it. the WHOLE impetus of your beef with me was this singular post where i didn't even mention being a radfem (which i am) or a swerf (which i am not) or whatever you're pretending i am. i have advocated IN REAL LIFE, BECAUSE I AM A POLITICAL ACTIVIST IN REAL LIFE WITH A DEGREE IN POLITICS, for the protection of sex workers. if you can take the below post as my attempt to exclude sex workers from feminism, then i can't do anything about that. i'm confident in my words and i stand for everything i said.

i am very open on my page about being the victim of domestic abuse. i am not as open on the ways that my body has been commodified without my consent, and the absolutely atrocious lack of safeguards which will leave me in fear for the rest of my life. every word i have ever said was born of my lived experiences. you can talk about theory all you want, but here is my stance: the porn industry is, as it exists today, exploitative. not only does it damage the lives of many of the people featured in the pornography itself, it also perpetuates harmful ideas about consent, safe sex, and sexual relationships which have directly harmed people, including myself. INCLUDING trans people, and INCLUDING men, and INCLUDING every person whose life is touched in any way by pornography, which is all of us. you can twist my words and try to lump me in with groups of people i have no affiliation with, but that is my stance, and it will remain my stance.

i'm sure i could say more. i could get very descriptive. i am glad that, seemingly, you have never had to take the brunt of the violence that pornography causes in our society, but i wish you could open your mind for one minute and listen to survivors instead of needing to blindly adhere to political labels. i cannot honestly believe that someone who seems as smart and educated as you could be so blind to the ways the pornography can negatively affect people, particularly marginalized people. this is far too nuanced a conversation for that kind of mentality.

all that i still have to say is please, keep my name and keep my GIRLFRIEND'S NAME, more importantly, out of your mouth.

[lavenderpanic]

heather collins i am so relieved you got out

[comingaback]

i’m always thinking about him.

[riverofbrokensouls]

its okay dr. robinavitch the people on tiktok don't understand you but i promise that i do

[lavenderpanic]

once trinity gets really mad at dennis so she feeds him an unripe persimmon and he’s literally never seen a persimmon before so he has no clue how VILE an unripe persimmon is but he’s such a people pleaser that he eats the whole thing without reacting and then they just sort of stare at each other like 🫤