Aug 2, 2014
My way of coping is to just shut off and just go cold towards everyone. If just even one thing annoys me, my whole day is off and I will just be a bitch to everyone. I can hold a fucking grudge, there’s people I’ve hated for years. Even if we’ve ‘sorted things out’, chances are I still hate you. I just find it so hard to move on from things, like I’m stuck in the past. It’s pathetic, really. Like, my love life ended when we ended and it just sucks because I can’t seem to move forward, but we obviously can’t go back. It’s like I’m just stuck and I have no goddamn idea how to get out and that’s all I want to do.