NO ONE WILL PROB SEE THIS BUT THIS IS ME ITS 2:39 am AND IM AT THE POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I REALIZED THAT NO ONE REALLY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT YOU. NOT ever being anyone’s first choice after years and years of new friendships. NOTHING LASTS. nobody cares about me. people either dislike me because of jealousy or they develop an unhealthy obsession and it’s just like wow i can never win. and who the fuck is teaching these boys now a days that ignoring a chicks entire existence when you’re greeting others is just like mind blowing. the disrespect our technological society has grown to regularize is just unnatural ?? like omg i know that person, as in you’ve peeked at their social media, which so calls displays their “whole life”, but actually their a complete stranger, you’ve never met and it’s really an awkward encounter. AND LEMME TELL U ABOUT SNAPCHAT. i cannot just send blank ass pictures back and forth, all day. like it makes zero sense to me. or streaks? like it’s a NUMBER. i’ve had people verbally come at me with “ugly cunt” and treat me like total trash over a number that doesn’t even matter in life ?? i shouldn’t be in this time. i’m tired of being treated so differently. how different can i really be? i’m lost.
