So I met this guy in the fall semester through mutual friends. All we gave each other was a wave and that's it. Then during the semester in the fall, I saw him with our mutual friend in the subway. Our mutual friend kept talking to me and so I felt bad cuz our friend pretty much ditched him for us to talk (but at least he had a friend with him...?). Though once we were heading out the subway, our friend did this "guy-handshake-whatever" to say bye and before I left the subway, I just smiled at him. I don't know why. But you know what? He returned it by smiling back!
Then I haven't seen him in so long.
Then just yesterday I saw him again in the subway while I was going to work. I wanted to say Hi but I couldn't because he was with a friend. So I just ignored it but I kept staring at him -_- #creeper... and I kept debating to say Hi the whole subway ride. My heart pounded so loud because I was nervous! T_T
The whole time I kept staring at him and then I just realized we were getting off the same station...
Alright, this is my chance! Go up there and say Hi! Okay go and say--
Then he was with his friends...
I actually tried to make him see me to see if there is a possibility that he can say Hi to me but I was wrong! Though, I did notice that he kept looking in my direction (or maybe there was a hot girl behind me and he just couldn't get his eyes off her...). But yeah, I completely lost my chance...
But you know what... I'll probably forget about this and just laugh at my stupid temporary feelings for this guy.
If you've made it this far reading, I really appreciate you reading my stupidity. I sincerely apologize for wasting your time.