I need friends
And not just someone I'm going to talk to in school and then after summer I just pretend that they never existed. I want someone whom I'll put an effort to meet after school or just an internet friend in which we can just stay up late and talk about everything and anything. I want to be able to spill my guts out to them and draw for them and just be able to speak to them but sadly I'm so socially awkward I can't even go up to someone and say hi without panicking uncontrollably.















