I hear that song, or see that movie and I think of you. I don't want you to be unhappy but I need closure.. I need to talk to you. ThenI think of him and then I just remember everything and I pretty much just give up. I WISH THAT ALL MY FEELINGS WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR? That wasn't supposed to be all caps. Oops. I just want all my feelings to disappear. I miss you. I miss you so much. I think I deserve an explanation.. I cannot live like this forever. It is killing me. Please. Come back..











