being aroace is so terrifying bc what do you mean the person i love more than anyone else in the world will never love me the same way i love them. what do you mean they're gonna leave someday to get married and have kids and i might be at their side as their kids aunt or as their maid of honour but ill never be the most important person in their life. i can already feel the heartbreak of the night i lie horribly alone and realize i lost the other half of my soul. i can feel the grief in my bones. it is a tragedy because it was always going to end this way













