sorting this out.
It started out with you talking about keeping it real. You wanted to continue having fun, you said, but to also keep it light and open and simple. Nothing serious. I understand that. I'm totally okay with that and I think that for the past three weeks I've been doing a pretty good job at adhering to that. And also at giving you the amount of distance that you need.
Let me tell you what I can't do. I can't stay in the same place that we started. I can't stay confined in the square for fun, light times, with no attachment or expectation. I can't be in a stagnant location for those fun, light times at your convenience. Not when I've shared so much of myself with you. We've had such deep conversations and we've been intimate, emotionally and physically, and when I'm sharing myself like that and inviting you into my life and growing closer to you... it's gotta be going somewhere. You can't keep our relationship confined in a little box and not allow it to progress and to blossom. The more that we share and the more times we see each other and the closer we grow together, the more invested I become. Maybe that's not light and fun anymore, but it sure is real. I'm keeping it real, Jeremy. That's what you wanted.
