Do you think? Yes, you think. Constantly, without pause. You don’t sleep, don’t eat, don’t live — you try to understand, digest, absorb everything that’s happening to you. Every millimeter of existence, every word, every reaction from the outside. You're buried in your own thoughts; your mind tirelessly projects images, words, actions and doesn't give you peace, not even in your dreams.
If this is about you, stay a moment. I'll tell you what's going on. I'll give you direction. I’ll pass on your memory to you. I’ll tell you something that will awaken hidden knowledge within you — about yourself.
You live because you need to. Right? Because if you're breathing, conscious, seeing, feeling — that is first and foremost your own need. Your need to be alive. You're not dead, even though it often feels that way. You're not a biorobot pretending in order to survive and not push people away. Not at all. This is simply the form your existence takes in this moment, under the circumstances you programmed for yourself.
Your soul has never lived on Earth before this life. Do you understand? Never. This is your first experience. Strange, isn’t it? Like being given wooden prosthetics instead of legs, like there’s not enough room in your lungs to take a full breath, like you're trapped in a fog of webbing, unable to see where to go, and absolutely no one understands you.
I will tell you where you’re from and why you're here. That’s my mission — because I know you personally.
In the beginning, you were in the cradle of souls. You were simply a cluster of energy without the experience of self-awareness.
Then you were born into a material world where the sky is blue and there are three suns. Where there is almost no night, where beings do not sleep, where they communicate telepathically, and where perfect harmony reigns. You grew up quickly — in the span of ten Earth days. That was your first life in the material world. Gentle, warm, pleasant. You could literally fly, soaring through skies streaked with emerald clouds. You knew what freedom was, without even realizing it. You had no parents — no two beings assigned to raise you in the traditional way. You were born into a colony where there are no specific parents, but rather a caste of beings who create and care for the young.
You were created to become a warrior — for the coming transformations of their civilization. You belonged to a unique category of beings with a high mission. Only the keepers of the soul cradle knew about it.
There were only a few like you — those who could fly without wings, who could breathe through their whole body, who could sense danger and foresee the apocalypse. Which came.
You were killed. By barbarians on grotesque, monstrous ships. But before that, you managed to warn your kind and save many. You fulfilled the mission you were born for.
But why are you here now? I was your mentor on your planet. I am your mentor in the spiritual realm. I am your mentor here. So I pass on your own words to you:
"I want to be independent from society. I want to be a loner. It hurts that my life was so short. I want to be my own master, to choose my own path." But because your soul experienced trauma, you slept for a long time — outside of life, outside of everything. And afterward, it was decided to send you to Earth to fulfill those very desires.
You still carry the desire to fly. I know. Even though you were raised in a traditional family — which you yourself chose — you don’t feel a sense of belonging. Don’t blame yourself. Your soul doesn’t know this way of being, it’s not used to being under the care of two specific individuals. But everything you see, everything you know, everything that influences you — it all exists so you can experience and understand your path and your belonging to the spiritual family of your distant past.
You are here to fulfill what could not be fulfilled in your first life.
