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human table fetish but im a slow eater and you get tired of me and leave
I know I told myself I wasn’t gonna get too invested in this so I could just have fun writing instead of worrying, but I have some thoughts on my current fic bc Debbie Mark Nolan make me so insane 🧍♀️
Basically I don’t think it’s right to force or coerce women into being mothers and then abandon them to all of the childcare responsibilities, vilify them for not coping well, and then shame them for giving up care when they would have otherwise resented and treated their children badly. There’s so much shame involved, here Debbie would rather lie about her son being dead than be looked at as a woman who gave up her kid. But there’s a lot of problems with the adoption industry especially for POC kids, with a particular flavor for Asian kids that Debbie would be aware of, so she gave Mark to her father, someone she trusted (not that Nolan would agree to giving Mark up for adoption anyways), and Mark did not grow up feeling unwanted until Nolan brought her up constantly and projected his own "abandonment" by her (divorce). Nolan viewed Mark’s grandfather the way he intended to treat Debbie—a body to care for his offspring until it was old enough to reason with (a child only having value once it knows how to respect and obey). Except Viltrumites don’t do relationships the same way as humans, and likely keep to nuclear families only out of necessity (protecting Viltrumite children before they gain their powers). As a grandparent, Oliver was never meant to raise Mark for him, and Nolan sees him as an interloper the same as he sees Cecil, thus his desire to erase him from Mark’s life—Mark isn’t allowed to talk about him, is reprimanded for speaking what Korean Oliver taught him, and isn’t allowed physical communication with him. While this doesn’t excuse anything, I also think it’s worth noting that Nolan is a fucking idiot who has no idea that this is bad and obsessive behavior. He’s trying to essentially reset Mark into a blank slate so he can go on to raise him “properly” (which he won’t), but doesn’t realize it’s too late to start over with Mark and all he’s doing is harming Mark’s relationship with him, with others, and with himself.
i’m want sweet diejoni so bad 😭😭
the paleification of whumpified characters MUST end 😭
yume thing
i feel like habit would microdose me with cinnamon oil just because im allergic cuz hes a dick
thesis writing or fanfic writing (it's yaoi btw)...
does anybody use livejournal anymore..? i know it “died” but i have one just to find fanfiction from older fandoms, cuz ao3 does NOT have it all
i’m so fr i held onto my invincible interest for dear life for almost seven months straight this is basically unheard of for me but i can feel myself getting sucked into dcu.. another problem is i have a hard time with comics themselves and can only really focus on adaptations. watching peacemaker bc it’s funny af and i just found the entire first season of smallville…. too many fingers in too many pies 😣