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[hazyaltcare]

hiya! could i please get a shufflemancy for my relationship with R in my canon? (our sources are not specified for anonymity, hope that's okay!)

Of course. I used Spotify and shuffled an old shufflemancy playlist of mine for the results for this.

Q. What was this anon's relationship like with R in their canon?

The result: "In My Grave" by Choking Victim (audio, lyrics)

My interpretation: Death is definitely a central theme in this song. I think it can be interpreted as a literal death and/or a death of feelings. Either you or R (or both of you) were led to believe they had a future with the other. This potential future "died," so to speak, because of either inaction and increasing apathy on one or both sides, or because one of you quite literally died.

Greed, ignorance, and lusting for power are also central themes in this song. It makes me think that perhaps yourself or R were part of the military, and either you (or they) died in conflict, or maybe just the part that attracted them (or you) to the other died in conflict. Trauma changes people, after all.

Overall, this reads to me as a relationship that never was. It's dream that simply couldn't come to fruition, and the grim sense of acceptance that comes with acknowledging things that once could've been, but no longer can be.

~☀️~

Always remember you know your canon best. Feel free to listen to the song yourself and come to your own conclusion on what it means to you. Regardless, I truly hope this helped.

Mod Haze (☀️Sol)

[hazyaltcare]

Hi! Could I maybe get a tarot reading on what my life was like as x? (Hope using just a random letter’s okay)!!!

Yes, using random letters is fine. Details are always helpful, but aren't necessary. Let's see what I can divine. ^^

I asked: "What was anon's life like as who they refer to as X?"

The result: The Seven of Wands

This reading tells me that you felt threatened from all sides. My intuition tells me that you felt very vulnerable and often on edge. You had no choice but to fight for what you believed in. Whether you wanted to do so or not is up for debate. There were a lot of things out of your control, and much you were determined to set right. A fleeting feeling that occurred to me as well is that perhaps all this conflict stopped you from seeing what support there was to be had.

Remember, you always know your timeline best. I highly suggest you meditate on the question you asked and the card you have received in response. I have a feeling that more detail about the situation you were in resides within you. Still, I hope you found this helpful.

Mod Haze (☀️Sol)

[hazyaltcare]

Hello!! I have a question. How does one tell if they are some form of kin??? I've....been questioning myself for a while and I thought that I was a kin with someone but I don't have any memories or anything like that...

Hello! I'm happy for you that you're discovering yourself and questioning your identity. I can understand it's not easy, and I give you all my encouragement!

Let me preface you that kin is NOT always about memories or past lives - it can be (and it IS) what you feel right NOW. You do not have to have any memories to be kin.

Moreover, it's also possible that you do have memories, but it'll only appear later, so please be patient with yourself.

There are many ways to know if you are a kin of someone.

I have some questions:

Do you feel like that someone is literally you? Be it you now, or in an alternate universe, or a past life (if you believe in those)?

Do you feel like you're supposed to be that someone instead of who you are now?

Do you feel like you're supposed to be like them (whether it's appearance, mannerisms, location, etc.)?

But most importantly,

Does being that someone make you happy?

Is it comfortable to refer to yourself as that person? Maybe you can try websites like Pronoun Dressing Room (general) or read second-person fics (if you're a fictionkin).

Does it feel right?

If any of those is a "yes", you can keep researching into that direction. I wish you all the best!

Mod Vintage (🌌)

[hazyaltcare]

Hello, could we get a pendulum reading for whether we are A in an h sense or in a k sense. (sorry for all the placeholder letters, i hope this isnt confusing) - meat anon

I got a weak-moderate yes for h and a weaker yes for k. Have you considered there may be layers to your alterhuman relationship with the character? Perhaps you knew them in one life and still have strong alterhuman feelings about them, and in another life you literally were them. I don't know, though. That was merely a suggestion. You know your alterhumanity best!

Mod Haze (🧨Tate)

[hazyaltcare]

Can I request a scrying(?) to help me figure out if a. The kintype I'm starting to discover/have feelings about is related the fandom I have in mind, and b. whether it is based on kinning a canon character within that fandom or another "person" (like an OC/non canon character) from that universe? I keep getting mixed feelings on whether I am actually fictionkin or not so this would help me figure out at the very least how to focus my looking into it as a concept for myself.

If you can't do this I understand, thank you regardless.

Absolutely. 📍Rose gave me permission to use his citrine scrying ball for this. Thanks 📍Rose! 💛

~☀️~

What I asked: What can you tell me about the anon I am currently answering's kintype, and how does it line up to their expectations?

What I Saw (in order):

Warm, reddish tint

Happy/hungry mouth with beady eyes

Canine muzzle, biting something

Hand grasping the hilt of a dagger or sword

Figure in large glowing decorative armor with large shoulderpads

A flower with 6(?) petals

Sandpit going inwards

The face from the beginning with a more distorted mouth

My interpretation:

There is a largely aggressive tone to this reading. Your kintype is characterized by a need to consume that is shown in the various mouths in this reading, as well as the sand pit. I also get hints of a warrior, shown in the reddish tint from the beginning (a color commonly associated with war) and from the decorative armor.

I also believe the emphasis on the shoulderpads of the decorative armor shows your kintype is also someone who had a lot to carry (my interpretation is it's something metaphorical.)

The flower being shown to vaguely have 6 petals can be indicative of many things. First and foremost, I reference numerology, which lists 6 as a number of nurturing and compassion. This feels like a warning to me, as the imagery was followed by that of the sandpit. Your kintype is one that consumed nurturing and compassion, and as such those concepts were destroyed by said kintype.

I believe this cycle of violence and consumption corrupted this kintype, but that they enjoyed every minute of it. Overall, that is the vibe I'm getting off the kintype you are kinsidering. I think that, as for how it compares to what you think of your kintype, it may be far darker than you realize.

~☀️~

I was frequently interrupted from trance during this reading by my cat, so I allowed my scrying session to be a short one. Still, I'm glad I was able to gather some solid imagery regardless.

Always remember that you know your kintypes best. If any part of this reading spoke to you and stood out as especially correct or incorrect, do not ignore that feeling and meditate on it if you can. Still, I hope this helped!

Mod Haze (☀️Sol)

[hazyaltcare]

hello!! could you please do a pendulum reading to see if i'm 🐻? thank you so much!!

I got a weak yes for 🐻. I hope this helps, but always remember you know your alterhumanity best!

Mod Haze

[hazyaltcare]

pendulum: am i AG?

I got a weak yes. Always remember you know your alterhumanity best, but I still hope this helps!

Mod Haze

[hazyaltcare]

can i get a question answered by shufflemancy & tarot possibly?

is 🐳 a past-life canonmate at all? and will things between us work out? ( sorry if this is too vague ! )

What I asked: is 🐳 a past-life canonmate to the anon I am currently answering; and will things between them work out?

The Results:

Shufflemancy (shuffled one time from my spotify liked): Two Trucks by Lemon Demon (audio & lyrics)

My interpretation of shufflemancy result: Despite seeming inane and whacky on the outset, I feel this song does in fact have a message for you! To me, this not only suggests that the two of you will get along very well (seeming to suggest that things will "work out.")

I feel it also hints at a kindred spirit-- possibly even suggesting you are canonmates? Maybe this is a bit of a stretch, but the two trucks described in the song are "American-made", which hints at sharing the same origin.

Tarot: XVIII: The Moon

My interpreration of tarot results: To me, the Moon is a card of confusion, dreams and introspection when it comes to this reading. I believe it's trying to highlight the uncertainty you feel right now, and is telling you not to ignore it.

I believe this reading also suggests that the definite answer to your above question may be eventually answered in a dream or meditation. In the meantime, take caution and navigate this relationship while keeping in mind what unknowns you have run into.

Additionally, I think this card may also suggesting that it may be hard for you to find a direct answer to if you are or are not canonmates. Make sure you pay attention to your intuition at this time.

Remember that you know your own timelines the best. Still, I hope these two divined messages have been helpful! ❤

Mod Haze (❤Alice❤)