#soutarasyl

[godforge]

@soutarasyl​ said ;  ❛ i’m starting to think that this may indeed have been a terrible idea . ❜

is there such a thing anymore, when EVERY decision to be made seems to have some terrible caveat hidden within them? esyllt grits her teeth and takes a higher step over the corpse of a red templar ; she resolutely does not look down at it, at the face that could be familiar hidden within those terrible crimson crystals that jut at all angles from the shape that once could have been called a person. a sparking hand wipes a bead of blood from her cheek where a blow had landed. her ears are still ringing from the club-like fist.

“even if it is, there’s no turning back now.” though she does seem to SLOW, moving across the room to open a chest and peer inside with weary gaze. “if we leave and come back, they will have redoubled their forced by the time we return. “

[apostitudes]

@soutarasyl

“You were away longer than I thought you’d be,” Morrigan says with a frown. Her arms uncross and slowly, she gets up to pad her way over towards Adriana. “I trust that all’s went well?”

[worthyfate]

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“what is it like?” the young woman asks rather suddenly. leliana shifts a bit where she sits by the fire of their camp. it’s not her first time out in the wilderness, but before it had been... more privileged. and she knows perhaps she should not ask, that maybe it is a sensitive subject but she must know, and regardless, the question is now there. glancing sideways at her companion, she clarifies, “i mean the magic. what does it feel like? do you always feel it or is it something that only runs through you when you command?”

[divinesleft]

     she hadn’t been expecting a gift - especially given the fact that they’re barely able to make ends meet enough to keep the group fed some days. but ana hands her the box with a bow that screams 𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐒. she already knows what’s inside before she opens it. 

     but she does, and the sweet smell of a familiar candy fills her senses and sends her lips spreading into a wide grin. she glances over at the other. 

          ❝where did you 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 this? i haven’t had these since i was a child.❞

@soutarasyl​ asked: [ SWEET ]  for your muse to present my muse with candy to cheer them up .

[divinesleft]

      this had always been on the table. from the day had met in lothering, leliana had known that the path that the maker had set her on may very well mean laying down her life for the warden and her cause. if that was his will, if this is what it takes to end the blight, to bring ana to her true destiny, then leliana will not 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 it. 

     but it has become so much more than that, ana has opened the door that may never be closed again, a want for so much more than just to fulfill her usefulness for the maker. she had 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐃 - dreamed of a life away from the blight, learning more about where ana had come from, discovering who they would become in each other’s uninterrupted company. 

     this is why she holds on so tightly to what is left in her body, reaches out for ana’s arm while the rest of the world threatens to fade to black. 

          ❝one day i will join the maker’s side. but not until i am done at 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒. how long until we can reach a healer? i can last until then.❞

@soutarasyl​ asked: “no, you don’t get to die”

[divinesleft]

@soutarasyl​ asked: " i love you... "

     the silence hadn’t been UNCOMFORTABLE, in fact, it had been the opposite. leliana has already learned every curve of ana’s body as if it were her own, fingertips already practiced in how to glide along warm skin, how to TEASE and how to deliver everything she promises in hushed whispers. her head is tucked against the warden’s neck, lips pressed against the curve of her neck, waiting to feel the vibration of every soft moan that her fingers can coax from her lover. 

      but then, the silence is broken and leliana lifts herself - pushing herself up on one side while her other hand moves from between ana’s thighs. dragging her fingertips along the length of the warden’s body, she settles for cradling her jaw. 

      “i love you - i am forever yours.” 

    without hesitation, she shifts, leg clumsily thrown over the other until she finds herself straddling ana, leaning down to catch her lips in a kiss that is as passionate as it is messy, all lips and tongue and teeth that just catch the soft skin of ana’s lips as she pulls away and leans upwards again, her hand reaching to return to the other’s thighs, pushing past folds until leliana is able to bury her fingers inside of the other woman again. 

        “i thought of you. every lonely night the past ten years. remembering the way you look beneath me, the way you sound. i counted the days until i could feel you again.”

[divinesleft]

       it’s healed enough to touch - thank the maker. leliana had thought for months that it would NEVER heal, mostly due to the fact that it was days before she was able to receive treatment for it. although she knows it wouldn’t have KILLED her - that was never marjolaine’s intention, only to send a message, to leave her with something she would never forget. 

      she has braced herself for fingertips over the skin, it wouldn’t be the first time - but she receives something far warmer, something infinitely more INTIMATE. ana’s lips press against the scar and leliana can’t help but to close her eyes. it almost feels as though such a gesture could HEAL the wound that had already done its damage, as though she had never felt the burn of the blade wielded by the one she trusted more than anyone else. 

      as if adriana had undone the damage.

   leliana reaches out, the back of her fingertips brushing the other’s cheek before she cups her hand around the frame of the warden’s face. the greatest revenge she could ever seek, she supposes, to allow herself to love again, with her whole heart. 

        “she would have hated you.” she grins, the warmth of her lover’s skin against her hand too enticing to let go. 

       “and it is for those reasons that i find myself overwhelmingly, irresponsibly in love with you. no matter where this journey takes you, ana, i am always yours.”

@soutarasyl​ asked: ❛  28 .   a  kiss  over  a  scar .