"I'm slow at getting up
My hands and feet are weaker than before...
A thousand silhouettes dancing on my chest
No matter where I sleep, you are haunting me"
~ Silhouettes, Of Monsters and Men
It was a comment made with the best of intentions, Karras was sure of this deep down. It wasn't that long ago she was bed ridden after all, shorter still since she was in her chair and some still suggested she was taxing herself too much on her forearm crutches. Still, she felt insulted by the well meaning meddling, but many frosty glares had silenced her fellow healers. Mostly.
'If you're this worn out after a few sessions, Karras, you should step back.'
Karras knew better than to cause a scene when called out by the senior healer. Maintaing composure was respectful, but she was embarrassed. Gritting her teeth, she felt the dull echo of pain itch through her legs before turning into a searing burn. Shaking her head, Karras remembered her response. Her words were stern, calm yet menacing. Those words scraped at her with aching guilt.
'We're all tired and at our limit, okay? You're not much better off than me. We need all the hands we can get so my stay at the camp is irrelevant, got it?'
It was a bold faced lie. They all knew it, but it was clear she had no intention of giving in. Away from the others, she found herself slumping heavily against a tree, eyes closed as she reached to push back her head scarf. Short dark brown hair, wet and curled stuck to her forehead. Exhaling, she reached for her smaller water skin. She took a sip, frowning as she looked at her right arm.
"None of you," she whispered, "were irrelevant."
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