#soybeverage

[lavenderspeach]

Fairy lights, black nail polish, plants, converse, sunrise, oil paintings, beaches, and 11:11!

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

hmm there are a few things id want to know but i cant decide which one id ask for sure so heres a list:

is there life on other planets?

will humans ever travel to other plants/solar systems?

when will the world end?

are supernatural creatures real?

lol those are all that i can think of!

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

I kind of do! the top three things are:

See stars in an area not polluted by light again

Go and explore mountains/somewhere else cool with my future gf and our medium/large dog

eat seafood for three days consecutively

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them

you!! @cloud-lesbian because i feel like we would both be able to enjoy the silence without it being awkward since i dont think either of us is interested in/sees the point of small talk. we’d be able to just like, enjoy each others company and be ourselves, actually talking about stuff that matters/we like and pointing out cool stars/things that happen in the sky!

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

honestly probably not.. a lot of times people say i come off as rude to people i dont know/am not used to which im pretty confident is related to my being autistic... i try so hard to be nice but like i dont know/understand how to interpret their body language and spoken words so i say things i dont mean/misinterpret what they are trying to say.. its so hard lol

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally

ok ok so i saw this in an edit somewhere and basically it was like “you may not be afraid in this world. but there are other worlds” and idk i guess it just reminds me to dream and to keep thinking about everything that could be, even if its just inside my head. and also idk it just reminds me to be considerate of other peoples experiences and to remember that my experiences arent the only ones out there. yea :) 

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

How to Be Sad Without Trying: The Life and Times

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

ive always wanted to dye my hair even darker brown than it is already! ive just always wondered what it looks like... but in terms of like.. ‘unnatural colours’ i would do purple!! because thats my favourite colour ever and my skin is yellowy so i feel like it might compliment it pretty well :) as for styling, i would style it the way i always do (which is not styled at all, curly) because its my favourite style and also Not Enough Spoons

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them

get a job this year! because i need money to escape my living situation

meet you!! because ily and i want for us to be able to meet and be ourselves together

get a gf!! bc i crave companionship ... :’)))))

Thank you so much for asking these PJ!!!!!! <3 i had lots of fun answering them!

[lavenderspeach]

all offense I hate the straight girls who aggressively and relentlessly ship gay couples in media and brag about it non stop they creep me out so so much

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at least my sad music playlist is there to comfort me when none of my friends ever ask me to hang out or initiate social events ever

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sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

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all lesbians (including trans women and excluding terfs) are L.E.S.B.I.A.N: Lovely Everywhere, Super Beautiful, Important And Nice

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i want pickles

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uranus, betelguese, pegasus, cigar galaxy, shooting star? :^)

Uranus: What’s your hobby?

I have a few hobbies! Gardening, painting, drawing, digging up/observing ant colonies, reading, writing, playing PS4.. out of those gardening, painting, and drawing are probably my favourites (i usually draw and paint at the same time)

Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about?

huh ok so once i watched that one scooby doo cartoon movie where they go to some place in the southern us on a pepper plantation and theres like.. weird cat people werewolf things and voodoo dolls and hot peppers and lots of times where shaggy’s like “zoinks!!” (does he even say that? idk) and i watched the movie like 3 times bc i loved scooby and the gang.. the same night i was in my bed crying and praying not to be turned into one of the creatures i was so scared! and then my mom came into my room and was like “shut up” and yea. never forgotten

Pegasus: Favourite place to be?

I have a few favourite places.. the library, a museum, on a (beautiful) beach or coastline exploring, sitting next to a cute girl / someone i love, in my bed!

Cigar Galaxy: How are your flirting skills? 

My flirting skills ooooh... i dont know tbh? probably not very good/very awkward.. im really not good at flirting and its usually so obvious when i try that i dont do it out of self-embarassment.. plus all of my experiences flirting where before i knew i was a lesbian so they were really awkward and gross and gave me massive amounts of anxiety.. but with other girls? idk i havent really actually tried and if i did it might have been without me even knowing it

tl;dr they are very bad and i am a huge lesbian

Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be?

hmm maybe rain semi-regularly.. every year it gets dryer and dryer i hate it and i hate climate change! either that or i would bring back the dill plant i accidentally ripped out of my garden a couple days ago

Thanks for asking these PJ!! <3 <3 <3

[lavenderspeach]

I don't even know why I let that go on.... usually im really liberal with the block button like sometimes if I don't like someone's tags I block them... weird anyways now it's over