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Desire

a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen.

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Miss me?

Okay, this time I didn’t post anything in two months. Without any warning.

You may apparently ask why I’m acting like this. In my previous posts I said I would post more posts with my art. First I thought it’ll be so myself. However, I was suddenly unsure WHAT to draw. I’m struggling with my comic progress and I was doubted with thoughts like “Am I good enough to post art?”. 

Ridiculous, isn’t it? Even I admit that. I have so much fears to fight with. I know, I’m not the only one actually. I think, I don’t need to name what fears am I talking about. Fears, that any artist had, has or will have.

Probably the main problem is I don’t know what people think about me. I have to learn to ask questions.

Well, enough speaking weird. What I need is contact to followers who still know about me. Or at least who read the post and slightly know what am I talking about. Write me a private message if you care and capable. 

I need contact.

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2018, Present and 2019

Yes, I noticed that every year I imagine that every 1st January is the new chapter of a book called "My Life". But the only difference is that I'm not ever able to return to previous chapter but to remember it.

As the most people, I also try to treat every new year as a new blank page which I want to make more beautiful or at least interesting than the last one.

The year 2018 was the year of dog and internal rebuilding.

Long story short, before that I was a real MLP fan and right to the beginning of the previous year I suddenly got tired of it. My brain was hungry for something entirely new and being more "freestyle".

Learning more about Mbti types (I'm an INTP, who wants to know) helped a lot to understand myself and others better. At the same time I started to think about the plot of "Under Prism" webtoon.

In the spring I met someone who became my very best friend I never ever had. He helped me a lot to be more confident, understand other people, understand others better, not to feel that alone and to understand what a real friendship is.

In the summer I finally ended the school. After the prom I felt like I was released from some kind of prison. Even if that prison was not that bad it had been always like a prison.

Later I started to visit the college of design and technology. Very soon I chimed in the society. I still have problems with socialising but it's still better than ever before.

I think I told enough about 2018 what I wanted. What happened else you can see on my previous posts.

What I want to do in 2019?

I'll try to make the Under Prism Year. If I make every chapter for one month, there must be at least 8 chapters in one year. Also I want to do some other "easy" comics and monthly chalkenges to keep my blog activity (and creative development).

These things are the only ones I know I want to achieve. Besides, I just want to be this year to be interesting.