If it were possible, Taichi would have the sun put on trial for false advertisement.
If it were possible, Taichi would have the sun put on trial for false advertisement.
All morning it had been gliding along the short waves, glinting right back into his eyes and goading him into a swim. By noon Taichi had been sold, trading in his clothes for a pair of swim trunks, ready to escape the all encompassing humidity that had risen along with the sun. Heat had even sunk into the wooden planks along the dock, nipping at Taichi’s heels as he took a running dive straight—
Into ice water.
From his vantage point still up on the dock, Kousuke barks out a laugh just as Taichi breaches the surface, shaking water from his hair. He doesn’t remember there being a breeze before he’d taken the clandestine leap, but it cuts past his cheeks now, burning from the new found cold and—less admittedly—embarrassment.
“A little warning would have been nice,” Taichi grouses. His glare is undermined by the chattering of his teeth.
Kousuke sways at the end of the dock, the edges of his lips tilting upward. “This is your warning to move,” he gives to Taichi before walking several paces back. Taichi barely has any time to flounder out of the way before Kousuke takes off sprinting towards the edge of the dock, tucking his legs up into a cannonball mid-jump. Water splashes up all around him from the impact and right into Taichi’s eyes. If he didn’t know any better, he’d say Kousuke planned it.
Taichi isn't completely ruling it out, though.
“Not what I meant.”
Kousuke grins. “Bet you can’t make a bigger splash.”
“You’re on.”
Taichi calls mercy just a little after the sun has begun to dip towards the cabin behind them, taking the temperature down along with it. Under the water feels more like a bath now that his body has adjusted, and Taichi thinks that’s reason enough to never, ever leave it again.
Well, other than his splendid swan dive transforming into a surprise belly flop. He’s certain Kousuke must still be cackling over it somewhere down below the surface and Taichi isn’t above hoping he swallows just enough lake water to be unpleasant.
On the shore, Taichi catches Keiko waving at him where she’s since pulled up a beach chair. A novel lays abandoned in the sand beside her. Taichi does his best to return the wave while staying afloat.
Up on the deck Kae and Masami have come out to keep Grandma company. Over their heads the umbrella in the center of the table has been opened. Koushirou, he realizes, must have snuck back inside at some point during their diving contest. Taichi tries not to feel disappointed about it. Koushirou’s already been privy to most of his Worst Moments and Greatest Disasters over the tenure of their friendship. It’s not exactly a list he’s particularly eager to build on any further. So, really, it’s a good thing.
Taichi scrunches his face as he counts every head again. If he counts himself and Kousuke then— “Isn’t there someone missing?”
Kousuke breaches the surface a few feet on, gasping from holding his breath for so long.
“Where’s your, uhm—” Taichi starts as soon as Kousuke swims in his general direction. He hesitates, trying to recall something he might have missed. Koushirou hadn’t been particularly forthcoming with the pronouns, and Taichi isn’t quite sure if that was calculative or not. He settles on, “Partner?”
Kousuke’s face falls immediately, his expression souring. Taichi’s surprised that he can even tell. He lets out a long huff, dropping his head just low enough beneath the surface that Taichi has to ask him to repeat. “Something came up with work,” Kousuke grumbles a little more clearly.
Taichi snorts. He makes it sound like a choice, rather than a responsibility. Oh, youth.
“Aren’t you in high school?”
“We are,” Kousuke says, averting his eyes from Taichi towards the shore. “Just— family stuff.”
“I see.” He doesn’t. Not really. But one thing Taichi’s learned over the years is when to let a subject go. Or, well, he’s trying. Sora would probably say that’s what really matters. “Sounds, uh, tough.”
“Yeah.” For a second they just tread water in silence before Kousuke adds, “I guess you of all people probably get it.” He swishes his mouth about into a wry, half-smile, eyes still locked in the general direction of the cabin. “But at least he meets you halfway.”
Taichi got lost somewhere. “Who?”
But he doesn’t get his answer as Kousuke dives back under the surface, kicking some of the water back in Taichi’s general direction on his way. He’s pretty sure that it’s extra probably on purpose this time. Little shit. Taichi just barely shields his face with his forearm in time.
“Don’t go past the buoys!” Keiko calls out as Kousuke emerges just on the other side of them, tsk ing as he lifts the rope up and over his head until he's technically back on the right side. Taichi turns back to see Keiko sinking contentedly into her chair.
She isn’t the only one on the beach anymore, Taichi notices. His stomach still stings where it had made contact with the water barely half an hour ago, but there’s a pleasant fluttering as well as he spots the little tuft of red hair poking over the top of a laptop. Koushirou has made camp at the single picnic bench, just between the lawn and the lip of the beach. He hasn’t noticed Taichi, at least not since he’s noticed, and he really, really hates that his first instinct is to get out and sit with him.
Instead Taichi sucks in a long breath and plunges back under the surface. Underneath is murky; any bit of sunlight penetrating through is just enough to illuminate specks of sand and dust skittering all around. Some of it glitters. Maybe if Taichi were in a better place, he might think it was pretty. Or poetic. Or something.
His chest just feels tight.
"Working?"
Koushirou starts at the sound of his voice, eyes slowly peeling off the laptop screen to look over at Taichi instead.
Taichi keeps to a respectful distance, toweling off his hair to aid the sun in drying it faster.
"No," Koushirou answers after a minute. His gaze darts back towards the screen, as if double checking himself. "Just emailing."
Taichi feels half of his mouth pull back. "What? Like for fun?"
Koushirou hums, his attention back on the letter now.
He can probably guess the recipient but Taichi still asks, "Who?"
"My American friend," is exactly who he expected.
"Right." Taichi wiggles his toes in the grass. It feels oddly like plastic, grating against the sand still clinging to his feet. He doesn't find it very pleasant. "What's he on now? Like his fifth doctorate?"
"Be nice."
"So, his sixth?"
Koushirou snorts. "Still only the three."
"Only the three," Taichi parrots. It sounds like they should be talking about how many pets he's got around the house, or parking tickets under his belt. Not advanced degrees.
Feeling sufficiently dry, Taichi slides onto the bench beside Koushirou. Without looking at him the other wonders, "Did you enjoy your swim?"
"Yeah. Most of it." His stomach stings at the reminder of his final dive into the lake. He doesn't elaborate even as Koushirou furrows his brows at the screen. Taichi watches him for a moment. "Tell him I said hi."
Koushirou's fingers hesitate on the keys. "Will do."
Taichi doesn't push it. He has no idea if Koushirou's ever mentioned him to his long distance penpal, even in all of the years Taichi's known of him. He must have. Maybe. In vague passing at the very least. They're best friends after all. Nearly inseparable at times. There must have been one instance of, "Listen to this dumb thing my friend did."
He folds the towel around his arms and uses it to cushion his chin as he leans over the tabletop. Sunlight dips between the miniscule waves born from the several boats treading their way back home in the distance. Even with Kousuke still splashing around, it all looks very peaceful. Taichi wishes his mood could match the atmosphere.
Taichi buries his head into the fabric, swallowing back a groan. It’s not that he thinks Koushriou would snub him— not on purpose, anyway. Mostly, Taichi just lacks confidence. Sure, he’s maybe helped save the world half a dozen times, but he doesn’t think Koushirou would find that very impressive since he’d been there, too, with a front row seat to most of Taichi’s tribulations.
He rolls his head over to stare up at Koushirou, still focused on his virtual conversation. Under the attention of the sun, his hair looks all the more vibrant and Taichi wonders what he’s done to keep someone like Koushirou around for so long.
"Don’t drip on the carpet!"
Taichi turns at the sound of Keiko's voice from the other end of the small beach.
"Yeah, yeah," Kousuke calls back to his mom, trudging up the lawn toward the cabin. He catches Taichi's gaze just as he’s about to pass by their table, his lips pulling back into a grin. "Need an ice pack?"
"Are you feeling sick?" Koushirou asks softly. Taichi frowns.
"No?"
Kousuke shrugs. "Just figured you might still be hurting from that glorious belly flop."
Color drains from his face as Kousuke rushes up the steps and right into the cabin, the screen door snapping shut on his heels. On the porch Kae startles at the unexpected sound.
Taichi makes a face. He's probably dripping all over the carpet.
"Does your stomach hurt?" Taichi turns to catch Koushirou's concerned stare. What color he had lost just a moment ago returns to his cheeks vigorously.
Instead of answering, Taichi lets out a short laugh. "Kids these days, huh?"
Koushirou wrinkles his brows. "You aren't particularly advanced in age."
“I’m getting up there,” Taichi hums. He leans forward again onto the pillow he fashioned from his towel. Overhead the sun bares down on his neck, heavy and hot. As the thought comes to him, Taichi presses his grin into the fabric. “But on the bright side maybe I’ll finally have a chance with Grandma.”
Koushirou chokes. On air, Taichi presumes. "Are you insinuating my grandmother is your type?"
"Oh, I think I more than just insinuated it." Taichi turns his grin up at him then, long and toothy and Koushirou can’t seem to tame his own.
"I'll inform you if she expresses the desire to remarry."
"Yeah, do that."
Taichi can faintly hear Masami's firm and distinctive voice somewhere over his shoulder. Loons cry and birds chirp somewhere out along the distance, and beside him the ever faithful click click clacking of Koushirou’s fingers against his keyboard fills in the quiet. It's almost like a lullaby. On their own accord, Taichi’s eyes droop close.
"You're probably the only people in the whole world who still email for fun," he murmurs.
He feels as much as he hears Koushirou halt. Taichi can easily imagine the perplexed frown hanging on his lips. "That's wholly untrue."
"I don't know," Taichi lilts. A soft breeze passes over them, fluttering through his bangs.
"We've sent emails before."
"Yeah," Taichi snorts, "like ages ago. You might actually be the last person I ever wrote an email to. Outside of a professor." Koushirou hums distantly. When he doesn’t say anything further Taichi wonders, "What are you doing?"
"Looking for an email."
"A non-work email?” Koushirou makes another distracted sound, letting Taichi know he’s heard him but isn’t quite listening anymore. “It has to be for fun,” Taichi adds anyway. “And if you go back to 2010 that’s cheating.”
“Mimi,” is the absolute last name Taichi expects to hear.
He blinks his eyes open and squints suspiciously at his best friend. "When did you start telling such blatant lies, Izumi."
"It's not a lie," Koushirou huffs, looking back down at him. He presses a finger to the screen Taichi can't even see with the most absolute confidence. "It's right here."
Taichi already believes him, but he still asks, "From this century?"
"Yes."
Taichi pops up to get his own look at the email. Koushirou scoots over minutely to accommodate him closer, but Taichi still needs to rest a hand on his shoulder to get a more comfortable look as he leans over, using his free hand to rub at his eyes. When they finally adjust to the brightness of the screen, Taichi scans the message, mouthing along as he reads all the colorful fonts. There’s an unhealthy array of emojis breaking up every other word that makes his head hurt.
"A chain letter," he scoffs. "She sent you a chain letter."
"Yes," Koushirou agrees, “which she sent for fun." He scrolls back up to the top and taps the section where the sent date is displayed. "Less than a year ago."
"Well," Taichi smacks his lips. “Now that you opened you gotta send it on to ten people or else you’re cursed.” He can’t contain the jocular grin pulling up his lips as he adds, “Hope you got ten email buddies.”
"I'll manage," Koushirou tells him. His wry smile when he rounds it on Taichi is so very, very cute. And so very, very close. Like too close. Koushirou’s eyes look bright where they catch the sun and for a very long moment Taichi honestly can’t remember what it’s like to breathe.
An elbow to the side of his stomach cures Taichi of that rather swiftly, aided only by a sharp dig into his shoulder. When he snaps, "Hey!" it’s more out of surprise than actual affront.
Koushirou has managed a small distance between them while still seated on the bench, his jaw slack and eyes larger than Taichi’s ever known them.
Taichi stares back. Both his side and shoulder ache and he can’t seem to make up his mind on which is worth nursing first, so he just leaves the hand that had been perched on Koushirou’s shoulder hanging in the air. Slowly Taichi offers an habitual, “I’m sorry?” even though he’s not entirely sure he did anything wrong this time.
"You boys alright?" Keiko calls out to them from across the beach. Taichi doesn't know what to say. Even if he did, he's not sure he can get his mouth to work any more than it already has. A first.
"I—" Koushirou starts. His eyes dart from Taichi, to somewhere over his shoulder, then back again. Finally he manages a rather composed sounding, "Yes," but Taichi knows this time it’s a lie. He also knows it's not meant for him.
Keiko doesn't ask any further. At least not that Taichi hears. Blood rushes about between his ears and all he can do is stare as Koushirou frantically snaps his laptop closed and shoves it into a bag on the table.
"I'm sorry," Koushirou offers to him, head down. "You were just—" he zips up the bag and throws it over his shoulder, mouth pressed into a thin line. He finally decides on, "Cold."
Another lie, Taichi thinks. He certainly doesn’t feel cold anymore. Not on the outside. Still he mutters, “Sorry.”
Koushirou sends him a wobbly smile. "Don't be. It's not— you're fine."
And then he’s gone.
Taichi controls his gaze onto the table top. The paint is so weathered it’s barely even there anymore, just scratches of green still clinging to the ashened wood. He stays there for a while, just waiting for his head to stop spinning.
"Everything alright?" Keiko asks him, lifting her sunglasses up high enough to look directly at Taichi as he hobbles down towards the shore with his towel tucked under his arm a short while later. She motions for him to come closer and Taichi meets her halfway.
"Uh, yeah," he lies.
Taichi snaps his towel outwards and quickly lowers it down to the sand. The farther corners fold up and crinkle, inviting little grains to decorate the end of the fabric. He frowns but only bothers to pull the edges down flat. What's more dirt?
"It was just—" Taichi looks over to her when he finishes smoothing out the towel, almost like she might have an answer. Keiko just stares at him, still waiting for one herself. Under the shade of her giant beach umbrella, her blue eyes look only brighter. Taichi plops down onto the center of his towel. He doesn't really know what to say when he still isn't really sure what happened. He looks out to the far end of the lake. "Got him wet," he settles on. "Near his computer. You know."
Keiko clicks her tongue. "Oh, yes. I know."
Satisfied, she reaches over the arm of her chair and plucks up the novel she had left abandoned most of the afternoon. Her glasses slide easily back over her eyes and Taichi wonders if she can read anything like that. He flops onto his back and flings one of his arms over his eyes to keep the sun out of them. He should really start remembering to keep his own sunglasses on hand. He can’t remember if he even packed a pair. Maybe they're in his glove compartment. He’ll have to check later. And then probably get the keys from Koushirou, so he can finally lock his car.
If he musters up the courage to talk to him again at all this week, of course.
Taichi smacks both of his hands over his eyes, frustrated. He hates not knowing what he did wrong. Worse, he hates not knowing what it is with Koushirou. It feels unnatural. All his mind supplies is that he was touching his shoulder and Taichi’s almost absolutely certain he’s done that more than a few thousand times— so why?
Shame feels a lot heavier than fatigue. Taichi tries to let his muscles relax with a few long breaths in and out of his mouth, the way he’d learned sitting in on Hikari practicing yoga in the living room a few times. It just barely loosens the anxiety clamoring about in his chest, but the familiar touch of the sun sinks into his skin and it almost feels like enough. He tries not to think about it anymore.
It doesn't work.
But somewhere along the line, Taichi falls asleep. He only knows it when he wakes up to the distinctive sound of metal digging into the sand, and Grandma's soft voice melting in with the waves as they lap at the shore. At some point he comes to again, this time upon hearing his own name as Masami wonders if they should wake him. Taichi thinks to tell him then that he is awake, but his arm is heavy over his eyes and the sun is finally playing nice, so with very little effort at all Taichi falls right back into his late afternoon doze. He thinks Kousuke yells something from the deck, his only sign the slamming of the screen door again, and Keiko calling something back to him, but it fades somewhere into a blurry dream he doesn't quite remember.
When he does finally feel himself actually waking up with no chance of drifting back under, there is only silence on the beach. He flings his arms over and drops it over the sand just outside of the towel. Even though the sun's glare has significantly lessened, Taichi still feels the light burning his now sensitive eyes. He squints where he had last seen Keiko and sure enough the only sign any one had ever been there is the same beach chair, now joined with a matching pair, and a tightly closed umbrella still harpooned into the ground. There's no novel or sunglasses left behind.
A second towel he doesn't remember owning slips down into his lap as Taichi crunches into a sitting position.
"Grandma wanted to make certain you didn’t burn," a familiar voice informs him. Taichi looks up the other way just as Koushirou plods through the sand and plops down a short distance from his towel. He reaches through the space between them, proffering up a water bottle. Condensation drips off the plastic and leaves dark stains along the sand. "I brought you water."
Taichi has to lean a little bit over in order to grab the other end. He wastes no time in uncapping it and gulping down as much as possible while still managing to—just barely—breathe. Under his fingers the plastic crumples and pop. When he drops it onto the towel, it's entirely misshapen and practically empty. Taichi remembers to say in between a gasp of air, "Thanks."
Koushirou's eyes are on the farshore and Taichi wonders if the distance between them might be on purpose. He frowns. Hopefully it isn't anything permanent. He focuses his own eyesight onto the curl of red hair by Koushirou's ear. In the distance he can still make out the hue of orange catching on the clouds that dip below the treelines.
Taichi wishes he knew what Koushirou was thinking. Sometimes, he thinks he knows his best friend better than Taichi knows himself. Times like now, he isn't quite as sure. Maybe he knows nothing. Taichi clutches his arm around his stomach as it churns with a now all too familiar sense of queasiness.
"Oh," Koushirou begins, turning to tell him, "Mom says dinner will be ready soon." Immediately his eyes flicker down towards Taichi’s midsection before swiftly averting back towards the lake. Taichi can't tell if it's the shadow of the sun setting, or if his ears have flushed red. "Do you need," he stumbles for a moment and finally manages in a small voice, "an ice pack?"
Taichi thinks about it for a second, lowering his own gaze down to his arm. Any pain in his shoulder has since subsided with his nap. His stomach still hurts, but he suspects most of the pain is from nerves rather than the multiple wallops it’s sustained over the course of the afternoon. Taichi doesn’t think they make ice packs that can help with a bruised ego so he finally declines.
Koushirou hums. Taichi watches his fingers dig into the beach at his side. "At least stay hydrated tonight."
"Okay, mom," Taichi snorts. After a lifetime of soccer and spontaneous adventures, he absolutely does not need the reminder. But he reaches for the abandoned water bottle anyway and finishes what little he had left in a single gulp. Sand has somehow crawled it's way up the edges when Taichi hadn't been watching and it leaves his hands feeling grainy.
It's almost enough of a salve when Koushirou turns back to him with a soft smile, the sort he's always offered Taichi before. It eases something inside his chest. Maybe, he thinks, they'll be just fine, actually. Taichi returns the smile.
"We should go in," Koushirou presses, softly.
"Yeah, yeah. Right." Any bit of relief he had found drains out of his system completely. Taichi feels grimy, caked in lake water and sand. Sitting at the center of attention around a table of half-strangers while feeling his worst both inside and out sounds like a recipe for an absolutely terrible time. "Do you think I have time to hop in the shower first?"
"Only if you're expeditious." Koushirou's lips curl up further as he tacks on, "Grandpa."
it must be exhausting running all these circles around your mind
Word count: ~7500 | Rating: G | Chapter: 1/2 (part 3 of the overall series)
Tags: Miraculous Ladybug AU, Superheroes AU, vague references to violence and trauma
Summary: Taichi struggles with the right thing to do. Ladybug fights an akuma who has the upper hand. Or, well, eight of them.
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Taichi wonders if his mother had ever gotten sick of reminding him all the time when he was younger, "If you've done something wrong, you need to apologize."
Back in elementary school, Taichi spent most of his afternoons with Sora, following her home directly after soccer let out. She had been napping on the couch one of those early evenings, exhausted from their last practice match, and Taichi could only be entertained by glue and construction paper for so long.
Her bangs had been overgrown back then. He had remembered her brushing them out of the way during practice, clipping them to the side to keep from bothering her when she'd lean over worksheets in class. Taichi didn't know she'd been working on growing them out. Honestly, he didn't even know what that meant.
He was pretty sure he was natural with the safety scissors Sora's mother had left him with. The jagged lines, he had concluded, were an artistic choice. Really, he didn't think he'd done too shabby of a job. Not at the time.
Sora hadn't appreciated his thoughtfulness, nor his artistry, and so Taichi had apologized. Several times and over days. Sora had been resolute in giving him the cold shoulder, but the reality of his grievance hadn't really set in until their next practice, when she wouldn't even so much as kick him the ball even if he was the only person open.
Sora had never missed kicking to him before.
"I know," his mother had cooed, kneeling on the linoleum floor in front of him where she had found Taichi in the team's locker room, nearly inconsolable. "I know you mean it," she had said, pulling a crumpled tissue from somewhere inside her purse and wiping the tears right off his face. It had been in vain as more swiftly took their place. "It's okay, Taichi," she had told him softly until he had finally settled long enough to look his mother in the eyes. For the first time she had taught him, "But just because you mean it a whole, whole lot, that doesn't always mean you'll be forgiven."
Across from him, under the shade of the tall oak tree, Sora pushes her bangs out from in front of her eyes, tucking them just behind the shell of her left ear. She had seen it in her heart to forgive him, eventually, when she no longer had to wear hats to hide his magnum opus. Taichi taps his notebook with the capped end of his pen, feeling the well of guilt pooling in his chest again. He wonders if she still thinks of it, if she regrets ever letting him back into her life.
Sora peers up from where she's been highlighting notes. Her eyes hesitate where the tempo of his tapping has become its own drum set before looking him fully in the eyes. Her smile looks sincere when she graces him with it and Taichi thinks, maybe, she doesn't.
A part of him is too afraid to ask.
"Bored?" She asks him, capping the highlighter in her hand and dropping it in the open space between them. It rolls down the table, the only indication of the slight incline the bench had been situated upon, and stops against his notebook. There's a rainbow of them gathering all over the table and Sora plucks another color from the pouch beside her— lime green this time—before returning to her work.
"No," Taichi says. "Just thinking."
A breeze passes by overhead, warm and comfortable, shifting the leaves until they chatter with the promise of spring. The sun feels nice where it leans against his right side.
An absolutely lovely day.
He should be enjoying it, in the company of one of his closest friends. Sora hums as another breeze passes by them, sounding content. It had been her idea to stow away for their shared free period at the end of the day, to get their homework done outside where the sun was inviting. "It'll make the work feel more pleasant," she had reasoned. Maybe it should, but when Taichi breathes in he wishes all that would greet him is the smell of fresh cut grass, the feeling of new life and rebirth and everything he associates with spring and soccer. But all he finds is what feels like a stone, lodged in the pit of his stomach and unmoving.
The bell chimes to mark the end of classes. Taichi can hear it just barely where they're sitting right outside the school building.
A flood of students runs down the main staircase. He's got a great vantage of it just over Sora's head. Several loiter under the roof, taking up residence on the benches as they wait for their rides. A few cross the road to catch the city bus, hesitating to wait for the students as they cross by in front of it. Others start heading in the opposite direction from him and Sora, towards the school fields.
"We should probably start heading to our clubs," Sora suggests, but she makes no immediate move to pack her things, still invested in highlighting her notes. She reaches for a bright pink marker next and Taichi collects the lime green one, tilting his notebook vaguely to catch it before it can roll past him.
"Did you hear about the other day?" Someone asks on their way past their bench. "We got ourselves a local superhero."
"You mean that insect man?"
"Ladybug," someone else corrects them. Taichi whips his head in the direction of the conversation. He watches the small group of students, intent, but their conversation is swallowed by the distance as they continue on their way into town.
Sora's pink highlighter thumps heavily against the bench seat beside him before plopping onto the grass. Taichi stares at it where it lays still.
"He's the buzz of the town," he hears Sora saying.
"Yeah, Hikari's a fan." Taichi leans down and grabs for the marker, dropping it on the table between them with his growing collection.
She's got a blue one now, tapping it against her cheek pensively. "I'm surprised the media hasn't been swarming this place since that attack last week."
"There wasn't anything to report since all the damage got cleared away," Taichi mentions.
"It did seem," Sora pauses, pressing her lips together. "Far-fetched to someone who wasn't there. I saw the first explosion knock out half the roof from the tennis court and it still feels hard to believe."
"I rode a magic bull," Taichi says with a long grin. "And I still find it hard to believe."
Sora doesn't seem to find the reminder to be as entertaining as he does and so Taichi let's his grin drop.
He turns back around for a moment, but the group he had been eavesdropping on has since vanished from earshot.
"There's been two more attacks since then. That's three in seven days, isn't it?" When he turns back, Sora's eyes are on her notebooks again, but she doesn't seem as invested in their contents. "How long do you think this is going to keep up for?"
He isn't sure if she wants an answer. Taichi knows he doesn't really have one that she'll want to hear. Instead he offers, "We just have to believe in Ladybug."
Maybe it's the right thing to say after all. Sora's smile returns in full bloom, relief spreading through her bright brown eyes. "He does seem to have it handled," she agrees.
Taichi smiles back, but his answer doesn't sit quite as comfortably with him. He's caught Ladybug's last two skirmishes on the news, watching with bated breath every time the situation turned sour just before the hero found a way to change the tides. Ladybug has gotten better, more practiced. At least from the outside, at the distance between the reporter and the screen and Taichi's couch. But he remembers what Ladybug had looked like up close, the set of his jaw contradicted by the shake in his hands, the fear in his eyes when he wasn't trying to pretend to be in control of their situation. Taichi’s chest feels heavy at the memories.
They're not friends. Taichi doesn't even know if they count as acquaintances, but every time he sees the superhero on his screen, he can't help but wonder, who will be there to save him ?
Only someone with a certain gift, Taichi remembers. His teeth clench at the thought. He'd done well enough without one, hadn't he? Maybe he could—
He meets Sora's gaze. This time concern creases her brow, worry evident in her eyes. He hopes it's not becoming a permanent fixture now. "Taichi?"
"Sorry," he answers sheepishly. "Just had... things on my mind."
"What things?" She asks gently, but there's a pressure to her voice that Taichi finds familiar.
He's not sure she wants to hear it, though. Guilt tugs at the back of his mind because he had, not that long ago, promised he wouldn't do anything stupid. It isn't fair that he should be here with her now, practically wishing for it.
But like a miracle of its own, another source of his anxieties comes careening down the staircase behind Sora's back, almost nothing more than a blur of red. "Koushirou."
"Koushirou?" Sora repeats, sitting up straighter in her shock. "I thought you two made up?"
"So did I," Taichi mutters. His eyes follow the path of the other boy as he crosses the campus. He hadn't really suspected Koushirou as someone who could hold a run quite that long, but Sora had implied he was once on the soccer team. Even if it was just mostly as a bench warmer. He disappears down the farther street. Taichi frowns. He wonders where Koushirou is heading. It's not the way he had seen him going home last week. He's pretty sure his home is on the other side of the city, just behind where he and Sora are sitting. Which reminds him, "Remember I asked you about the bakery?"
"Uh-huh," she hums. "The one Koushirou's family runs."
Taichi narrows his eyes, leaning forward across the table with his elbow. "A detail you forgot to mention."
"A detail I didn't think was important to mention," she corrects him.
"Yeah, well," he grumbles, "I went there on Saturday." Sora's eyes stay trained on him. "He barely said anything to me, then just ran off."
"Ran off?"
"And he's barely talked to me the whole week. We actually got assigned partners on a project and he emailed me to say he'd just do it on his own."
Sora's eyebrows shoot up.
"Here," he says, pulling his phone out of the side pouch of his backpack. He thumbs through several windows before pulling up the email in question and handing his cell phone over to her awaiting hands.
There's a short while of silence as Sora reads over it's contents, her eyes scanning back and forth and mouth forming some of the words unconsciously. Taichi waits, oddly nervous. Laughter cuts through the crisp air somewhere from the other end of the campus. Sora gives the phone a smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes as she hands it back to Taichi. "It's written very politely."
"Yeah," Taichi says. He looks back over the message again with fresh eyes, hoping it will change his opinion. All the words read the same to him and he drops his phone into the abyss of his backpack. "It's the nicest get lost I've ever gotten."
Sora says nothing. Taichi stares at the latest ruined page in his notebook. There's nothing of substance there. Just doodles of lines converging along the margins, hapless patterns that seem to go nowhere. There's something like the sun at the top of the page, opposite a giant tear where he’d attempted to erase some lines. Taichi bites his lip at the image. He'd forgotten about it this last week, but the little box has been sitting in his backpack, waiting for the chance to be reunited with its owner.
Ladybug.
Taichi groans, thumping his head against his notebook. His thoughts keep leading back there no matter how much he tries to chase them away, to those dark eyes, to that stubborn determination and—
"Is it really bothering you?" Sora asks tentatively. He can feel her fingers gently tap over his fist on the table. When he looks up she's sending him her most sympathetic smile. "I can try talking to him like I promised?" She offers.
Right. The Koushirou Problem Redux.
He almost says yes again, wants to just let Sora work the magic that comes to her so easily and patch the whole thing up but, "Nah." She sends him an imploring look, one that asks if he's sure and Taichi tells her, "I should do it myself."
This time when Sora smiles, her lips turn up to the left in the way they often do, tinged now with a hint of pride and Taichi feels his heart swell to know he's the source of it.
Somewhere nearby the first notes to a shrill melody filters in, oddly muffled.
"Shoot," he says, jumping to his feet. Sora pulls back immediately, her eyes widened with concern once more. Taichi gathers everything he's certain is his own from off the bench and haphazardly drops them back into his bag, textbooks and looseleaf paper sticking up at different heights. "I have to pick up Hikari," he explains.
Taichi decides there's little risk of getting caught in a downpour on his way home without a cloud in the sky and doesn't bother struggling with the zipper after it only pulls up part of the way.
"Again?" Sora asks, her eyes following him as he squeezes out from under the table. She's capping her newest highlighter. "What about soccer?"
"I'll talk to you later," he says quickly, pulling his bag over one shoulder. Taichi makes sure it isn't the exposed side, not wanting to lose anything on his way. He gives Sora a hearty wave before jogging off in the direction of the local elementary school.
"That wasn't an answer!" She calls back to him.
Taichi sends her another wave over his shoulder without turning back. The notes of his alarm are singing again and he darts past the two sections of the pick up driveway without barely sparring a glance one way or the other as he crosses over to the main road towards the city.
Taichi feels out of breath by the time the first tower of the elementary school comes into view over the shop buildings. Running isn't normally an issue for him, but after a week of easing up on his usual conditioning, well, it’s to be expected.
He recognizes the teacher on duty today, sitting on the stone wall bordering the school, closest to his side of the street. She looks up from her lap full of papers, dark red ink visibly scattered throughout each page. Taichi assumes she must be taking advantage of her stolen time by grading test papers or homework.
He gives her a winded, "Sorry," but doesn't quite know why. She nods him in the right direction towards his sister before burying herself back into work.
Hikari is easy to find, being one of the last kids still lingering outside of the school. Only earlier this week she used to wait for him somewhere by the teacher, staring at the brick walkway as if it were the most interesting piece of architecture in the whole city.
Today, however, is different.
She's sitting on the wall adjacent, just on the other side of where it opens up to the main entrance. Taichi hears her talking long before he actually sees her, hair and legs bobbing in and out of view behind the large pillar she's tucked behind. He stops for a minute, flabbergasted as her laughter breaks over the sound of the other children in the park nearby, whose guardians had long come by to pick them up.
"They've been talking about Ladybug all day," the teacher tells him, with an amused smile.
Taichi looks back at her, offering a short, nervous laugh. "Talk of the town, huh?" A short hum is the only sign she even heard him. So much for small talk.
"Taichi?" His sister's soft voice calls for him. It's the only warning he gets before a heavy force knocks the wind right out of him. He pats a hand instinctively atop the head of the person hugging him and is bewildered when he spots Hikari still standing over by the wall several feet away, head tilted in a silent question.
He stares down into a pair of bright blue eyes. "Takeru?"
At the sound of his name, Takeru beams. His chin pokes into Taichi's stomach uncomfortably. "Boy am I glad to see you're all right!"
"Uh," Taichi starts. Distantly he thinks that should be his line. He had been looking down at Takeru the last time he had seen him, too. Back then he had looked scared, eyes wet with ready to shed tears. A reasonable response given that an entire building had just collapsed over them. Taichi swallows. Phantom debris fills up his lungs, a great pressure settling over his back, choking—
"How do you know my brother?"
Takeru pulls away. "I was just telling you about the guy who helped Ladybug!" He presents Taichi to his own sister with a sweep of his hand and a smile that could rival the warmest sun. The difference between then and now is startling to Taichi. "This is him! Taichi!"
Hikari stares up at him with her bright brown eyes, suddenly transfixed. It's as if she's looking at a completely new person and not the brother who's been late picking her up for the last week.
Taichi feels the weight settle heavier over his shoulders. "I wouldn't really say I helped—" he tries. Laughter bubbles up from his chest. It's anything but humorous. "It was more like —"
"A hindrance?" Someone suggests. Even though spring has already begun to settle, Taichi feels a sudden nip in the air. He catches Hikari's worried eyes.
"Yamato," Takeru says. In contrast he sounds so bright, leaning around the bend of Taichi's waist to greet the person behind them. Taichi follows his lead, turning on his heels to meet the new stranger.
Yamato looks to be Taichi's age, and even with the space between them he estimates they're probably about the same height, as well. His eyes are about as bright as Takeru's, but not nearly as warm. In fact as he looks between them, Taichi can't help but think the resemblance is striking. Given the circumstances, he probably isn't off in assuming they're related.
"You're late," Takeru chirps.
"Sorry." Yamato offers the younger boy a strained smile. "Go get your bag and wait for me."
"Okay!" Takeru dashes off back behind him, calling out to Hikari.
Without any warning, Yamato swiftly closes the distance, back straight and eyes narrowed directly onto Taichi. Instinctively, he takes a step back, his bag almost slipping all the way down his shoulder.
"You!" Yamato addresses him accusingly, jutting his pointer finger right into Taichi’s chest, voice dangerously low. His eyes remind Taichi of ice, finely pointed at him like daggers. He can hear Takeru and Hikari talking animatedly not too far behind them. "My brother could have died because you wanted to play superhero."
"I—" Taichi can't seem to get his volume down as low as Yamato's, but the timbre of his voice is almost as heated. "I wasn't—"
But it's not meant to be a conversation. Yamato doesn't wait for him to finish, mouth pulled back in a thinly veiled sneer. His finger digs in deeper, but it's not nearly as intrusive as his words. "You can't just be careless with other people's lives!"
Silence.
Several reactions vy for Taichi's attention at once: hurt, anger, defensiveness, guilt. He meets the teacher's imploring gaze over Yamato's shoulder where she's still stationed further down the wall and holds up his hand to tell her it's alright. She doesn't push the subject, returning to her work without a second glance. Taichi looks back to the other boy.
Yamato has since averted his own gaze, fists balled at either of his sides. Taichi drops his own gaze to the concrete, frustrated.
"Yamato!" Takeru calls out tentatively. "Are we going?"
"Just a minute, Takeru!" He raises his voice to call out to him. To Taichi he murmurs a quick, "Stay away from my brother," as he pushes past him. The satchel bag at his side thumps into Taichi's hip, but he somehow manages to swallow an affronted hey .
Taichi turns again, planting his feet heavy on the asphalt. His mouth opens, but Taichi doesn't really know what to say. It just simmers in the back of his throat, burning. Yamato never even looks back. Taichi can practically still feel the anger radiating off of him, shoulders taut and head resolutely high. Takeru tilts his head back to meet Taichi's stare, his bright blue eyes apologetic. He sends a short wave before picking up his pace to keep up with Yamato’s longer strides.
Hikari tugs on his shirt, startling Taichi back to attention.
"Who was that guy?" He asks, shaking his head.
He doesn't really expect an answer, but Hikari offers him one anyway. "I think it's his brother."
It wasn't exactly what he'd been asking.
"So I gathered."
First Koushirou, now this Yamato guy. Taichi seems to be building a rather terrible rapport. He flinches, wondering if Ladybug would count himself amongst them and they'll all start a club with matching jackets.
"We should go home,” Hikari suggests.
On the further wall the teacher is already packing her papers away in a hurry, relieved now of her extracurricular obligations.
Taichi lets out a long winded breath. "You're right."
"Already making friends, huh?" Taichi prompts his sister as they turn onto the main road. It's more crowded here. He holds out his hand and squeezes when Hikari takes hold of it easily.
She keeps her eyes glued to the pavement, her face pensive when Taichi peers down at her. "Maybe," she decides, carefully stepping over the next crack in the concrete. "He kept telling everyone about how he already met Ladybug, but there's nothing like it on the news. Everyone thinks he's making it up for attention."
"I see." Even kids have it rough. "And you believe him?"
Hikari shrugs her shoulders with great exaggeration. She hops over the next line and lands in the center of where the concrete has fractured into the shape of a small triangle, balancing herself on one foot, then hopping over it with the other like a personal game of hopscotch. Taichi's mezmorized.
"He didn't seem like he was lying." She stops for a moment, her large eyes staring up at him. "Was he?"
Taichi feels his cheeks heat in shame, breaking eye contact to watch where they're still walking. Narrowly, he misses trampling a dandelion that's made it's home between two slabs of concrete in the middle of the sidewalk. "Depends on what he said."
"So you really did meet ladybug?" Her voice is filled with awe, her hand squeezing his more tightly.
"Yeah," Taichi admits. "I met Ladybug."
Hikari looks away then herself, eyes focused ahead of them. She's no longer playing her little leaping game, but Taichi catches a glimpse of a long smile curling up her lips. He can't help but feel his own following.
"Hey, uhm, maybe don't tell dad," he thinks to ask her after they’ve walked several more blocks in silence. "About the whole, you know . Actually," he thinks better on it, "don't even mention it around mom, either."
"Okay," Hikari sings, swinging Taichi's arm with the force of her own. "It'll be our secret, then."
"Yeah. Our secret."
When he turns to smile down at her his eyes catch the storefront just over Hikari’s head. Plastered on the window in large, vinyl letters is the name Bakeology , almost perfectly transposed except for the crooked tilt of the ‘e’. Taichi doesn't notice he's stopped walking until Hikari tugs on his arm, having gone forward several paces without him.
"What's wrong?"
Taichi frowns. Baked goods sit visibly on little racks in the front displays, the easiest thing to see without pressing his forehead to the glass. Taichi isn't hungry for once, but he considers going inside anyway with the excuse of buying Hikari an after school snack. Just to test the waters. See if Koushirou's mom throws him out on sight or if she'll be as warm as she was the last time. And then, maybe, Taichi can rustle up the courage to ask her as casually as possible, "Has your son mentioned that he still hates me?"
Instead he says, "Nothing."
Several beeps set off in their general vicinity. Beside him Hikari reaches into her pocket and pulls out her own cell phone.
"It's an emergency," she relays, looking up at him with her honey-bright eyes. "There's another akuma attack."
Around them other people have already started scurrying about, ducking into stores, sprinting on their way to—Taichi assumes—their homes.
"Stay away from the harbor," Hikari reads further.
Taichi swallows. His backpack feels heavier, a reminder of the trinket still sitting inside. He has little doubt Ladybug will be there. It would be the best opportunity to meet him again. Taichi wonders if Ladybug would even recognize him, or if his face would blend in among the thousand others living in the city, just a blurry memory of the guy who almost got them all killed.
"Taichi?" Hikari asks, her hand tugging gently on his own.
He looks down at her, eyes large and worried. Taichi swallows again.
Yamato's voice comes back to him, the anger now sounding scared, shaky. "You can't just be careless with other people's lives!"
Hikari still watches him, and in the back of his mind he can see Takeru's bright eyes, dewey with tears, darkened with fear.
"Let's go home, Hikari," he tells her. The noise of the city seems to filter back in, a hum of panic still running through the streets. It startles Taichi's heart, but he does all he can to keep the fear out of his voice, the shake out of his hands as he squeezes hers tightly. "We'll be safe together, okay?"
She nods, looking as if she actually believes him.
Taichi keeps his eyes forward on his every step, letting new laid memories lead him on the route back home. He can feel his pulse quickening, a smarting of frustrated tears building behind his eyes, but he keeps them back, presses his lips together and just thinks about getting his sister home.
Hikari wastes little time shucking her shoes off in the foyer when they make it back inside. Taichi toes them towards the shoe rack at the door before stepping out of his own.
"I'm home, mom," she calls out. Taichi strains his ears to listen, but the only sound that greets him back is the creaking of a door and Hikari adding a quick, "I'm going to do my homework!"
She spares a quick glance back down the hallway at Taichi, smiling lightly. Hikari doesn't bother shutting the door as she heads into the living room with her backpack still over her shoulders.
"I'm home," Taichi says as he passes the bedroom door. He stands there for a moment, his hand hesitating over the knob, waiting.
"Can I put on the news?" He hears Hikari calling back from around the corner. Taichi feels his heart rabbit for a moment, wondering if someone else will answer.
No one else does.
Taichi closes the door gently as he joins his little sister in the living room, draping himself over the back of the couch. He tosses his backpack onto one of the empty cushions, just missing their cat, Miko, curled up by the arm. Hikari looks back at him inquisitively where she's set herself up on the floor in front of the coffee table, school worksheets neatly stacked on the table beside her. In front of her is a small notebook opened to a clean page.
"If you can still get your work done."
In answer she reaches for the remote. Taichi can see the barely contained excitement in her movements as the television clicks on. It's still set to the local news station where their dad had left it on last night before he'd fallen asleep in the reclining chair.
"—has been fighting off an akuma—"
Hikari grabs out a pencil case from her backpack and chooses one without ever taking her eyes off the screen. He doesn't think it's school work when she starts filling up some of the lines in her notebook, exchanging her time between it and the screen. Taichi opens his mouth to say something when the anchorwoman on the live feed lets out a sharp yell.
"We're alright!" The anchorwoman assures them. Takaishi Natsuko flashes in the lower corner of the feed as she offers up a long smile to the camera. "As you can see, Ladybug has pushed the akuma further into the harbor behind me here."
Taichi releases a long breath. The camera isn't close enough to see anything too well, but he can make out eight, long, spindly tentacles reaching out from beneath the waves. It must be some sort of sea creature—like a squid. He's not sure what the criteria is. Koushirou would probably know. But whatever it is looks huge. Comparatively, Ladybug looks like nothing more than a dot. Taichi squints. He might not actually be looking at Ladybug at all. It could be lint glued to the screen by static.
"What was it like?" Hikari wonders. Her voice is hushed, likely to keep it between the two of them. “Fighting with Ladybug, I mean.”
Exhilarating , comes to mind first and Taichi swallows it down. Unbelievable follows. He can still hear the crackling of lightning from The Minotaurus' horns, her yowls as Taichi held onto her nosering for dear life. "Terrifying," is too far down on the list to be comfortable.
On the screen the little dot, which is decidedly not lint, falls back. Natsuko reports, "He's still had no luck breaking through the akuma's defences."
Taichi has to hand it to her. He'd probably have gone stock still at this point, but if she's feeling any sort of fear, it doesn't come through.
"Unfair. It's like eight against one," Hikari comments as if she were talking about a schoolyard fight and not the forces of good versus... well, whatever they are. She scribbles something into her notebook.
"Someone should tell the monster to play nice," Taichi jokes. No one laughs. Taichi stares back at the scene, his heart pounding in his ears. He worries this time might be it. This time, maybe, Ladybug has met his match. Like, the worst sort of match. His hands feel clammy where Taichi balls them into fists, frustrated and helpless. He wishes —
"It would be nice if he didn't have to always be alone," Hikari says. She turns to look back up at him. As the afternoon sun dims outside, the light from the television looks brighter where it reflects in her eyes. "I'm sure even superheroes need support. That's why they're usually in teams, right?"
Taichi leans back until he's standing again, never breaking eye contact. It feels almost like, for a moment, she'd read his mind. "I guess," he manages to say.
Hikari hums, satisfied with his answer. Somewhere in his bag Taichi hears his phone chime again. He'll get it out, eventually.
The akuma on screen smashes through a row of boats lined up along a stretch of docks, sending splinters of wood and brightly colored flags rushing through the air on nothing but inertia from the one swing. Taichi swallows thickly as both Natsuko and the camera person shout once more.
"Takeru said Ladybug put everything back the way it was after he defeated the akuma." She adds, "Like magic."
"Just like magic," he agrees. Hikari writes that down, too.
Sensing she won't get much work done with him around, Taichi excuses himself to his room, swinging his backpack over the couch again to take with him. Miko makes a soft sound of startlement, blinking up at him before settling back into her ten hour nap. Lucky, Taichi thinks.
"Would you do it again?" Hikari asks him, her stare heavy on the back of his head.
Taichi hesitates near the door of his room. When he says, "No," he wishes he wasn't lying. "Finish your homework."
"I will!"
Taichi hangs his bag on the back of his chair, unzipping it in full this time to pull some of his notes and planner and textbooks out. He hopes they're the right ones. He finds his cellphone lodged in the center of one of his notebooks, dog earring the still clean pages in half. When he clicks it on there's about a half a dozen texts from Sora and a single one from his dad asking if they made it home safe. Taichi answers that one first before thumbing through all of Sora's.
Did you make it home? Is Hikari with you?
It's dangerous out there. I just want to know you made it somewhere safe.
Taichi please let me know you made it home alright.
I still haven't heard anything back.
You didn't go to the harbor did you? Taichi please tell me you didn't go.
Should I come over?
He sends her a quick, We just got home. Stay safe, Sora.
Instantly a little relieved smiley face answers him. Taichi smiles down at it. At least someone in town probably won't be investing in a club jacket any time soon.
He docks his phone on the charger stand at the back of his desk. It blinks onto the image of his now clear lockscreen and Taichi stares at it for as long as the image stays. His old soccer team grins at him, standing in two imperfect lines with their arms thrown over each other's backs in camaraderie. It's blurry, off-center, and clipping some of his former teammates half out of the photo. Hikari had taken it, shortly after a stint in the hospital, declaring she wanted to be a photographer that winter. Everyone had made sure to come out for the impromptu team photoshoot.
Taichi buries his face in his crossed arms. His family had moved away not too long after that, leaving his teammates behind.
After a moment Taichi sits himself back up, gently smacking both of his cheeks. "Moping is best paired with chores," his mother always said before handing him off something like a load of laundry or some latex gloves. Really, she had just wanted some help around the house, but it did usually take his mind off whatever was bothering him, so Taichi grabs for his school planner and gets to work on the first subject for tomorrow.
He's bored of it halfway through.
Bored, maybe, isn't the right word. Taichi taps his pen on the page of his notebook, then against his desk, his bare foot thumping along to the beat. It almost matches the tempo of his heart right now.
Just outside his room the muffled news report is streaming in, but he has no idea what's being said. A part of him thinks about holding his ear up to the door, or pulling up his own stream to watch on his phone. Indecision weighs him to the spot. Listening won't help him get any work done. Not listening also isn't helping any. For all he knows the akuma could have been neutralized by now, but he'll only be more restless if he finds out Ladybug is still in trouble.
Restless. That's it. Taichi is feeling restless. It's odd to consider that not too far from here a monster is ripping up part of their home, harming people. And here Taichi is, doing his homework like it's any other school night.
But what else can he do?
Believe in Ladybug , Taichi reminds himself. He taps the pen harder, frowning. He does believe in Ladybug. Really, he does. It's just—
He remembers what Ladybug looked like that first time; terror barely concealed on his face, his voice trembling around the edges. Mere stubbornness had probably been all that was keeping him together. Taichi's sure that's at least true of himself.
Taichi groans in the back of his throat, frustrated. He leans back in his chair, resting his knees up on the desk until the front legs tilt off the floor, letting it rock ever so slightly.
If he really wanted to help, Taichi needed one of those doo-hickeys . What had the old man called them? A—
His chair suddenly loses out to gravity, and Taichi tumbles down with it, heels over head.
"Ow," he complains to no one, rubbing at the sore spot on the back of his head. He's absolutely determined to give himself a lasting concussion, Taichi thinks grimly.
Half the contents of his backpack have slipped out across his already cluttered floor. Taichi swears, pushing breakfast bars and folders with all their unfiled papers back inside. He frowns at his soccer Jersey crumpled up on the floor where it, too, has tumbled out. Taichi debates whether or not he should shove it back in with everything else or toss it in the garbage.
Hamper , he decides, is the middle ground. Taichi grabs it as he stands up and is surprised to hear another thunk as something heavier rolls out from the bundle of fabric.
A small, cherry-wood box.
Oh. Taichi reaches for it. His fingers run through the intricate grooves, tracing over the abstract sun pattern he had noticed when he first found the box in the grass beside him, right after Ladybug had departed. He remembers the last time he had seen the other boy's eyes, dark and on the verge of tears. For him . The memory makes his heart simultaneously swell and ache.
In his hands, the wood feels warm suddenly, electric— awake— and it burns—
"Gah!"
Taichi drops it to the floor again. It clatters and tumbles along the hardwood, falling several steps away. When it settles, Taichi notices the sliding lid is now askew, a dark colored band leaning over the exposed lip.
He kneels down to inspect the contents closely, carefully. A voice in the back of his head tells him to leave it, maybe grab a fire extinguisher in case it starts to burn a hole in his floor, which he knows his dad will hate because they won't get the security deposit back again. But even knowing it might be dangerous, Taichi finds himself reaching out to touch it. Under the pads of his fingertips the wood feels cool again. He slides the lid the rest of the way down revealing a set of, "Goggles?"
Taichi used to own a pair a couple of years back, but he'd passed it down to a fellow teammate. These look more expensive, the strap a fine, navy blue and as his fingers pass over the glass eyewear they leave no smudges. The connecting end of each strap bears the same sun-like pattern engraved on the box. Taichi runs his fingers over this as well, feeling the small grooves so finely cut into the metal. Sun from outside bounces off the bright surface and for a moment Taichi is certain the little sun pattern is actually—
His eyes widen. It is glowing.
Like a fireball the light bursts out from the goggles and rockets across the room. He shields his face for a moment, ready to see his curtains go up in flames and have to evacuate the whole apartment, with an akuma attack in progress no less. But what he finds is much, much worse.
Taichi screams.
A small, orange creature stands atop his math textbook. "Taichi!" It greets him in a deep, scratchy voice with a long, sharp-toothed smile.
Great, Taichi thinks. It knows his name. It—
"Taichi?" A softer voice calls his attention to the door, complimented by a light thrumming that can barely be called knocking against the wood. "Is everything okay?"
Hikari . Taichi slowly turns his gaze back to the creature on his desk. It's bright, curious green eyes have also latched onto the door, head tilted to listen. Fear grips his heart like ice. The creature knows about Hikari now.
Taichi fumbles blindly for something around him to use as a weapon, but all that meets his grip are dirty socks and the goggles he's still got tightly clutched in his other hand. Nothing. Absolutely nothing useful. Taichi swallows. If he survives this, he's investing in a baseball bat. Or twelve, just to have on hand.
Taichi looks around the room, eyes darting from one more useless thing to the next until— aha !
Taichi slides himself along the floor, a little closer to the creature, leaning his way over to grab for the little box the goggles had been in. Those bright green eyes are back on him. Taichi refuses to break eye contact.
"She shouldn't know I'm here," the creature tells him. Taichi stares, bewildered. "No one can know I'm here."
"Taichi?" Hikari calls again, her voice soaked in concern.
Something makes him call back, "I'm fine!"
Hikari doesn't sound convinced. Taichi can't blame her. He doesn't sound convincing. "Why did you scream?"
"Just—" he notices the still fallen over chair and says, "fell off my chair!"
"Again?"
"Yeah. Everything's fine. Go back to the living room, okay?"
"Oh," she says back, still unsure. "Okay."
He listens for her footsteps creaking along the floorboards. Once he's satisfied she's far enough away he addresses the little creature, gripping the box tighter in his hand where he's hidden it behind his back. "Are you an, uhm," the word escapes him briefly. The creature still watches him indulgently as Taichi moves as slowly as he can forward. To him, they look just like a miniscule dinosaur. He'd heard once that they can't see someone if they're not moving, but Taichi doesn't remember from where. He knows even less if it's true. "An, uh..."
Lightening crackles in the back of his mind, dark red eyes staring down at him filled with rage and, maybe, the smallest glimpses of anguish.
"Akuma," he finishes. He rises to his knees not too far from the desk. Taichi hesitates, waiting for the perfect time to strike, like calculating when and where to kick the ball to get past the opposing team’s goalie in soccer.
The creature seems undeterred by his proximity, completely unaware of Taichi's intentions. He holds a long, clawed finger up to, what Taichi suspects is, his chin. "I'm Agumon. I'm a kwami."
Taichi stares. His grip almost loosens before he tightens it once more. He's so close now— "And that's different?"
"That's right!" The self-proclaimed kwami nods his head, sharp teeth poking out again from beneath his grin. Taichi jeers back as the same clawed finger points down at him this time, bracing for an attack that never comes. "A kwami gives the power to fight akumas to whoever holds a miraculous."
"Miraculous," Taichi parrots. The box clatters to the ground behind him as the familiar word eases something inside him. He follows the line of Agumon's finger down to his other hand where the goggles lay loosely in his grasp, against his thigh. "This is that thing? A miraculous gift?"
Agumon nods again. "You were chosen."
"Chosen." Taichi stares at the innocuous item in his hand. Sunlight glints off the glassware. A miraculous . His whole body shudders. With fear, relief, awe, gratefulness. But—
Maybe it wasn't really meant for him. He hadn't really done anything to deserve it.
" Don't ever do that again ," runs through his head. Taichi knows that he shouldn't. Last time he had tried to help he’d been much more of a, well, " A hindrance ."
Perhaps Ladybug had simply misplaced it.
"Can," Taichi stares at the goggles, his fingers slowly loosening from around it. "Can you give it to someone else?"
Agumon makes a short, deep noise above him while shaking his head. Even for such a small creature, the shadow he leaves towers over Taichi as he taps along the edge of his desk. "You were the one who was chosen. It has to be you."
“Oh…” Taichi looks back down at the miraculous. It feels like, no matter what action he takes, he's going to let someone down.
Muffled through the door, Taichi hears another shriek followed by Hikari's own stuttering gasp of, "Ladybug!"
No. No, no, no.
"Even superheroes need support."
Taichi looks back to the little kwami. Those bright green eyes are trained on him still, head tilted to the side imploringly. Taichi’s resolve thickens.
Rating: G | Word count: 1915
Tags: Future Fic/Epilogue, Family Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Snow
Summary: It’s been a long day.
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"It's still really coming down."
Koushirou starts at the comment, trailing off on the sentence he had just been reading aloud from his tablet. Instinctively his eyes dart to the sliding door window. Flurries twirl about themselves, this way and that. It is barely any different from when Koushirou last glanced outside, but the already settled snow has risen past the empty ceramic pots Taichi had bought with the intention of starting a garden last spring. It had never really gotten off the ground.
Or even, well, in it.
Koushirou cracks a smile, watching the winter storm for a moment longer. He had been tuning out the sound of the wind rushing by the windows, but he hears it now, howling through the cracks, as if begging to be let in.
In response the heater whirrs audibly.
But still the memory of the cold causes a quick shiver down his spine, a phantom chill over his hands. Although the afternoon had seen a brief end to the snowfall, it had been consistent all through last night, piling up along the roads and parks within the city. Koushirou would have preferred to have spent the day indoors, where the heater could shield them against the winter, but he had been outnumbered easily and so a trek to the park had inevitably become the day's activity.
Koushirou feels the soreness in his legs from trekking up and down hills all afternoon, fighting for a foothold in the billowing snow of the slopes.
Still, he had found himself quite enjoying the experience, sheltered by the sound of familiar, mirthful laughter. Some of it had been his own, cheeks rosy from more than just the cold nipping at them. Tree branches over their heads had been heavy, bending under the great burden of last night's snowfall, dusting across the park here and there on a rogue wind. Against the gray sky the tall lamp posts along the park's main path had been bright. To Koushirou it had looked almost like something out of an old-timey picture book, or a scene frozen in time inside a snow globe.
"Wonder if we'll get snowed in."
He blinks, his eyes taking back in the view of their backyard where the streetlights sit gracefully atop the fresh snow.
"Looking that way," he answers. He hums when there's no chorus of cheers, his eyes darting down to his right side where a thick head of dark hair rests heavily against his arm. He leans forward, cautiously, doing his best to not make any jostling motions and, "Oh."
"What's—" Taichi starts as he turns the corner around the kitchen wall, but Koushirou signals for him to be quiet with a quick finger to his mouth. He halts at the lip of the living room. Steam rises from the mugs clutched in either of his hands as his eyes lower along the couch. "Oh."
Koushirou follows Taichi's gaze down to his left this time. A shock of red fans across his dark slacks. Gently he brushes back the bright locks of hair to reveal a soft, serene face, long dark lashes pressed against pale cheeks. He finds his lips turning upward as he watches her breathe evenly, completely unaware of the world around her.
"They're exhausted," he reports, unnecessarily. The weight against his right side shifts further down, but when Koushirou checks there's no sign of the boy waking. "Storytime must have been the final affront."
"I bet." Taichi's laugh is purposefully tamed, though Koushirou wonders if either of them would stir now if a hoard of monochromon came rampaging through their house. "I'm beat and I only climbed the hill twice. They were running up and down all day. I almost thought we'd have to drag them home to get them to leave."
Koushirou titters. "Technically, Hotaru was dragged home."
"Not by us." Taichi cracks a grin that Koushirou finds himself easily mirroring.
"True." His fingers run through her hair again. She lets out a tired little huff, but otherwise barely stirs. "She took quite a tumble on the ice there."
"Yet Akihiro was the one sobbing," Taichi remembers, leaning back to rest the mugs on the breakfast bar counter. "Kept dragging her around everywhere on that sled."
"It was very sweet." Koushirou turns his head to press his smile into the untamed, dark hair of his son. "He's quite unstinting in succor." He keeps like his father to himself.
"I'll pretend to know what that means." Koushirou catches Taichi wrinkling his nose down at the mugs. "Guess the hot chocolate was a waste."
"Pour them in a thermos," Koushirou suggests. "I'm sure they'll want some tomorrow."
Taichi disappears back into the kitchen without a word. Koushirou listens to the sound of the cupboards opening and closing, followed by a whispered, "Aha!"
A soft chime calls Koushirou's attention back to the tablet still in his hand. Clicking it back open he scans the message quickly before telling Taichi, "Jyou wants to know if we have sufficient rations should the storm last the rest of the week."
"What, is he planning on bringing stuff over himself?" Koushirou can hear as he pours the liquid of both mugs into their new container. "In this weather?"
Koushirou stares at the message again. "Perhaps with Ikkakumon?"
Taichi barks out a laugh in the other room. "Just imagine a bunch of emergency duffel bags on his horn. Harpoon torpedo! Right onto the front doorstep. Like a newspaper boy."
"Taichi."
"Sorry."
Akihiro murmurs something in his sleep, head nodding forward. Koushirou gently recalls his arm, stiff from underuse, and let's the boy lean in further, replacing it around him instead. He slumps further down, almost into Koushirou's lap, with a quick, heavy snore.
A stampede of monochromon indeed. Not even a harpoon torpedo through their living room could wake them, Koushirou surmises.
The telltale sound of the refrigerator popping open is followed by Taichi's report of, "We'll survive."
"I'll inform Jyou."
"Tell him my idea about the duffel bags."
"No."
Taichi emerges back from the kitchen, another set of mugs in his hands. This time he makes it all the way to the sofa, holding one of them out for Koushirou to grab. "Your tea."
Koushirou takes the offered mug, his ring clinking on the ceramic as he wraps his fingers around it, balancing the tablet on his lap. With a smile he says, "Thank you."
Now with one of his hands free, Taichi braces himself against the back of the couch. Koushirou feels his heart quicken as he realizes the other's intention and although he gives a weak protest of, "Taichi," he still tilts his head up to press his smile against his husband's own.
"They're asleep," Taichi offers after the chaste kiss. And true to his words, there's no chorus of groans, but it does nothing to cure Koushirou of his personal embarrassment.
He had thought by now he would be used to this— that after years and wedding vows and raising children together, nothing would phase him quite so much. And yet, still, Taichi never ceases to make his heart flutter, to bring a flush to his cheeks with even the simplest of gestures.
As he leans back up, Taichi's eyes drift towards the view of the sliding door window. He sounds soft, wistful, when he says, "Snow always reminds me of August."
His gaze seems distant. Koushirou wonders if his husband is watching the current snowfall, or if his mind is replaying one from almost a quarter of a century ago.
Sometimes, his own does, even when the sky is clear and the humidity sweltering.
That one summer had changed each of them in some way. Himself, perhaps, especially. At times he wonders, if they had never gone to that other world, had never faced those tribulations, how would things be different now?
Unconsciously he trades the mug to his other hand, brushing his fingers back through Hotaru's hair, tightening his arm about Akihiro. Like a reminder that they're there. That he's really here.
Taichi sends him a quick smile, long and unbidden, just the way he always had; before camp or summer blizzards, tinged now in a way that is undeniably with love, and Koushirou finds himself believing then that no matter how the road had been paved, no matter the bumps and cracks along the way, it would have always brought him here.
But he's still immeasurably grateful this particular route had brought him to Tentomon. Life without him seems quite unimaginable now and he almost wishes he had been here, today, too.
"Me too," Koushirou agrees, quietly, taking a tentative sip from his mug. But when he looks back out towards the blizzard, Koushirou realizes, he hadn't been particularly thinking about that summer at all today. Not until Taichi had mentioned it.
His mind had been occupied with winter afternoons, nippy but warm, gray skies brightened with laughter. Hills, once pristine and glittering with rare sunlight off freshly packed snow, marred with foot prints and sled trails. Hair clumped with snow and toothy grins with little gaps.
Koushirou hides his smile in his next sip of tea. New memories were taking their own place in his heart, occupying parts of his mind, but certainly no more or less important to him than those before them. They were all part of his own journey, after all.
Unable to move, Koushirou holds out his arm with the mug, motioning quietly for Taichi to put it on the center table. Wordlessly, he complies as soon as Koushirou gathers back his attention.
"Thank you," Koushirou says.
Taichi smiles at him before his expression takes on a more considering look. He places down his own mug next to Koushirou's.
"Taichi—" he starts cautiously as the other man scoops their daughter off the couch and into his arms.
For a moment Koushirou worries she'll actually wake up, but Hotaru just murmurs a soft, "Papa," her arms instinctively wrapping around her father's neck from far too many nights being carried to her own bed. Her eyelashes barely flutter.
"It's fine," he says. Koushirou can't discern if the sentiment is meant for him, or for her sake. He doesn't seek clarification.
Taichi falls into the now free cushions, completely flush against his other side. Hotaru's head lolls back, cradled against Taichi's upper arm, fast asleep.
To his right, Akihiro mumbles again but remains still.
Taichi yawns, dropping his head on Koushirou's shoulder. "Were you going to finish the story?"
He smiles down at the black screen of the tablet, leaning his cheek against Taichi's head as his fingers pass through their son's unruly hair. He doesn't think the ending will be much of a surprise. Most of these stories come with a promise; a happily ever after. A quarter of a century ago, he may have found that predictability lackluster. Lately, he doesn't quite think so.
Rather, Koushirou finds, he looks forward to it.
"We can finish it tomorrow night—" he yawns himself "—when the kids are awake."
Taichi makes a short noise, something distant and barely there. Koushirou's own eyes feel heavy. They should get up, he knows. Make it to their respective beds before they all wake up with cricks in their necks. They really should, but the couch is warm, comfortable, and Koushirou is surrounded by some of his favorite people and he can’t really be bothered to change any of that.
Based on the Otomedia 2015 interview on what the kids would get each other for christmas
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"I know that you've wanted to attend for some time," Koushirou starts. He allows himself a brief moment to quietly revel in the victory of the practiced words slipping naturally off his tongue. He continues, "And I was able to procure a set of tickets this year with some excess funds."
Koushirou swallows, the shake in his hands all too familiar now. His fingers slip into his pockets, feeling for the thick set of tickets resting inside. He pets the glossy paper, careful not to cut his fingers along the sharp edges.
"Merry Christmas, Taichi,” he manages, smiling. “I was hoping—" and it's always here, Koushirou laments mentally, that he cannot get past, has never been able to pluck up the courage to finish. The line he had planned feels as if it has been quieted beneath the sonorous drumming of his heart.
On the wall before him, Koushirou's reflection frowns back, clearly dismayed.
He breathes in and levels it with a steady gaze. "Shall we go together?" He says instead, the words falling from his mouth without a single slip. Elation brightens up his own reflection and Koushirou—
“Not together together!" He tells himself. His cheeks flare with heat and Koushirou throws up his free hand defensively, as if to convince his mirror image that the thought had never occurred to him before. "I would never presume that you—that we— I—"
"Yeah, I'll go."
Koushirou feels everything stop at those words: His brain. Time. His heart.
In the mirror, over the shoulder of his own reflection, Taichi leans coolly against the door frame, grinning. Koushirou stares back at him through the glass, petrified at being caught.
"Your mom let me in," Taichi explains as he strides across the room to join Koushirou at his side. He holds up his one hand and instinctively Koushirou relinquishes the set of tickets into his grasp, his tongue heavy with the words he had spent weeks rehearsing, now all for nothing. "So where are we going?"
Taichi's eyes widen just a bit as Koushirou presumes he reads over the event title.
"You can take whomever you wish," Koushirou throws in, quietly. "It was presumptuous for me to not consider you may want a different companion.”
Taichi smiles at the pair of tickets before handing a single one back to Koushirou. "It wouldn't be bad, right?" He asks, amber eyes bright when he clarifies, "If it was together together?"
This turned out more like a date on a Halloween, but I happened to go to my first corn maze this year since it was the only social distancing, outside seasonal activity available and the whole while I was thinking about this haa I hope you like it and have a swell day!!!
Cross posted on Ao3
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"It was the first bright idea you've had all day," Koushirou says, hugging the small cup of cider as evenly between his two hands as possible. When Taichi flutters his eyes up to meet Koushirou's questionly, he clarifies, "Waiting three hours in line for hot cider."
Taichi settles him with a withered look. "It was twenty minutes."
"It felt like three hours."
Taichi rolls his eyes, settling them back on the paper in his hands. He turns it one way, checking their surroundings, then frowning. He tries a different way, but the results are the same. "Maybe we should go back to One," he mumbles. "Get our bearings."
Koushirou looks behind them. At least, he thinks it's behind them. Everywhere looks the same. He has to swallow down the panic rising in his chest. It helps when a family rounds the corner behind a row of tall, green stalks to remind him they aren’t truly lost out here. “We can attempt it."
"It's just this way," Taichi says, leading them, hopefully, back the way they had just come. It takes a few extra turns than Koushirou remembers, but he eventually recognizes the one way signs leading back into the off-way path where the very first checkpoint had been. "See?" Taichi grins at him, his shoulders rolling back as they stand by the white sign post proudly stating Checkpoint #1. Koushirou quells his own smile. Taichi just looks so proud. "Told you it was here."
"You certainly did." Warmth seeps from the cup still between his hands. It won't last too much longer. It will be cold long before they make their way through here.
Taichi goes back immediately to starring down the map. "It doesn't make sense."
"Can I see?" Koushirou queries, stepping closer. They back further up against the wall of corn as several other groups begin to crowd around the signpost, whipping out their cellphones to record the code written on the sign next to it.
"We're here," Taichi explains unnecessarily. He points to the One marked on the map. "So if we want to find the second checkpoint, we should go... left," Taichi points to the distant left.
Koushirou considers the paper and then the proposed path. He frowns back at the map. The lines loop and curve into the shape of a great kraken wrapping its arms about a huge vessel.
There's a crispness to the wind as it passes around them, teasing the leaves of the corn stalks. Koushirou wonders if they leave some of the corn unharvested for aesthetic reasons, or because they haven’t quite ripened yet. His nose burns from the cold. Taichi shuffles beside him.
Behind them leaves rustle and the tall stalks bend this and that, pushed by something heavier than wind. Koushirou pulls away first, his shoulder bumping back into Taichi's chest. He would have planted on his rump, Koushirou is certain, if the other had not righted him with a hand to either side of his waist.
His heart doesn't quite settle as quickly as his momentum. He should be used to these surprises by now, Koushirou reminds himself. Safety had never been promised in the digital world. His odds are more favorable in the realized world, among children at a farm.
"Agumon!" Taichi chastises at the first sign of the yellow dinosaur emerging out from between the tall stalks. Koushirou must be strange, for he finds relief looking at the familiar sharp canines protruding on either side of his long snout. "You’re not allowed to just walk through the corn."
"Why not?" Agumon wonders. He tilts his head.
"The corn is a barrier," Koushirou tries. "They're walls."
If he had a nose to wrinkle, Koushirou is positive Agumon would. "Isn't corn a food?"
"Not here, buddy."
Agumon makes a confused sound. His bright green eyes trade attention between Taichi and Koushirou for a moment. "Okay," he concedes finally. "I'll go back to Tentomon."
"Don't go--" but it's too late as Agumon retraces his steps back. Still Taichi finishes with, "Back through the corn."
"They're going to beat us," Koushirou comments as he watches the tops of the corn stalks wiggle over the distance until the area about them is still again.
Taichi snorts. "By cheating."
Koushirou huffs a laugh of his own, looking back and up to the other man. He freezes. Taichi's eyes are still watching the distance, lips pulled back in an exasperatedly fond smile, dusk drenching his face in a lovely shade of sun-kissed even this far into autumn. Koushirou's face feels warm enough to combat the crisp evening breeze, his nose almost close enough to brush along the broad side of Taichi's jaw. The hands still settled on his side feel warm even through several layers of wool and fleece.
His heart stutters.
"You okay?" Taichi asks. Concern crinkles the corners of his eyes.
"You're warm," Koushirou says, dumbly. It answers nothing.
Taichi smiles brightly.
Wind rushes past them. His fingers feel excessively frozen and sticky. Koushirou looks down. The cider cups rolls against his foot, empty, pushed by the breeze. It's lid lays on the ground. The bottom of his slacks are damp.
"I apologize," he lets out, looking back up. "I dropped your cider."
Taichi laughs. Koushirou can feel it reverberate where his back still meets Taichi's chest. He rights himself just as a family comes around the bend of the corn walls. Taichi tells him, "It's fine. I'll have hot chocolate when we get back to your place."
"So," Koushirou continues, pressing his lips together. "Left."
"Right." Taichi says.
"You said left," Koushirou quips. He smiles back when Taichi sends him a nonplussed half-glare. He picks up the now empty cup from the dirt floor, never one to litter on purpose, and follows Taichi along. After a moment the taller boy freezes, looking back to the map.
"Hold on. There should be," Taichi starts, wetting his lips. Koushirou stares, wondering if the action leaves them feeling colder. He tries not to think of ways to help. "There should be a loop here."
Koushirou looks down, squinting at the map as he slides up beside him. He feels like the lines should make sense, but his head feels like it's swimming. He scans the instructions on the far side and snorts. "What are we following?"
"The patches of white."
"The black lines are the path. White is corn."
"No," Taichi insists, but his face reads as if he knows Koushirou's right.
Koushirou motions for Taichi to relinquish his map duties. With a deep frown, he complies. Koushirou snorts as he hands over his phone, the website for the corn maze still open. Taichi takes it from his hand, fingers warm where they brush against his skin. To distract himself, Koushirou looks back to the map. They must be a higher left than the first checkpoint and so he decides they must go, "That way."
It takes them less than five minutes this time to find the next checkpoint. Taichi purses his lips to one side, defeated, as he enters the code on the white post.
"You're as bad at reading these as you are at drawing them."
"Come on," Taichi complains a second behind him as they work their way to the third checkpoint. Koushirou checks the map at the next looping path. One suction cup of the tentacle. Three more before they turn. "I was like ten."
Three suction cups; six paths, Koushirou counts. To Taichi he says, "Some traits are immutable I suppose."
The third checkpoint is crowded. They stand back as the few groups enter the codes on their own phones. Koushirou breathes in. It feels cold all the way down his throat.
"Speaking of change," Koushirou starts, "have you adjusted to college?"
Taichi leans in close beside him, his weight steadying. "Different," he seems to decide after a minute. "It's good to be back in Odaiba for a short while, though."
Koushirou keeps his gaze forward even as his chest tightens. "New friends?" They move forward as the groupings abate from around the sign post.
"I guess," Taichi shrugs. He sniffles a little. "I was actually invited to a Halloween party tonight."
Koushirou looks up at him. "Oh."
"I'm, uh, not going," Taichi adds needlessly.
He hadn't meant to mention it in the first place, Koushirou knows. They move forward again.
Taichi adds the new numbers in. He snorts and shows Koushirou the screen where a small pop up declares, "We never thought you'd make it to checkpoint number 3!"
Koushirou looks up at him. "Why didn't you go?"
He hadn't meant to ask it.
Taichi hums. His eyes dart back down onto the phone, even though there’s nothing for him to do at the moment. "I thought this sounded more fun," he says. His ears look red. Koushirou suspects it might be from more than just the cold. His own ears burn. "Plus there's a chance for a free iPad, right? Thought we could win it together."
"We should pick something up," Taichi suggests as they start walking again, "before we head back home."
It hasn't been very long since they last met up, Koushirou knows. Taichi is still Taichi, from his charming grin to the way he speaks. He isn't really sure what's bothering him. Maybe, he thinks, it’s that things should be different.
"Watch something a little seasonal," Taichi is still saying. "How does that sound?" He hesitates for a moment, waiting for Koushirou to fall into step beside him.
"You could have gone to the party," Koushirou tells him, quietly. He wishes the moment it leaves his mouth that the wind would carry it away. He looks away when Taichi turns to look at him. "There's only one entry per team for the raffle."
Taichi hums. "I don't need an ipad."
"Then what do you acquire from this?"
Silence settles in between them for a moment. "Time with you," he finally admits. When Koushirou looks up this time, it's Taichi who avoids his stare.
By the time they make it to the eighth checkpoint Taichi asks, "How's school for you?"
"I see Hikari in the hallways sometimes," Kosuhriou mentions. "I'm sworn to not tell you she misses you."
Taichi rolls his eyes, fondly. "You know we spent all night binging the end of this show we started before I left. She was gonna watch it without me if I refused." As if to emphasize his point, Taichi yawns.
"It's been different," he tells Taichi after a moment. They return back to their pace. Familiar one way signs hint to another checkpoint. Koushirou checks the map, eyeing the paths as they walk by them to not miss the turn.
"Senior year's a pretty big change."
Koushirou looks down. His face burns, simultaneously too hot and too cold. "I suppose," he admits. "But mostly, I miss being able to see you there."
Taichi stops again. Koushirou wishes the corn maze would swallow him whole. Taichi switches his weight from one side to the next.
"I wish I'd had the nerve to ask you out before I went off to college," he admits. His voice is quiet, especially for Taichi. Koushirou wonders if it would be easier for his heart, if Taichi were to sound more brazen, more confident. He doesn't quite know what his mouth is doing, can't quite remember how to use it for anything worthwhile.
Several people around them also stop, muttering and gawking. He thinks he hears someone say, "A giant ladybug."
Koushirou looks up curiously and feels a wave of amusement and weariness wash over him at the sight of a dark red creature rising over the corn in the distance. He recognizes Tentomon's silhouette immediately, his wings beating to keep himself up. Clutching to the end of his claws is certainly--
It feels like the tension snaps all of a sudden and Koushirou laughs. Taichi grins back at him, soon dissolving into a deep, stomach aching chortle of his own.
"At least we have the moral high ground," Koushirou offers as the two digimon disappear behind the grove of corn stalks once more.
"At least we have that," Taichi agrees, nodding. He steps back for a moment, reaching out just a bit before his hand finds Koushirou's own. "And more time together," he adds.
Koushirou thinks his heart might be in danger of hammering out of his chest asTaichi pulls him along the path once again. He blames it on the other boy when they come to a deadend sometime later, for distracting him from the map.
"Longer time together than I thought, then.”
"Salutations," Tentomon greets them, standing by the giant Congratulations sign off the side of the exit.
"We won!" Agumon calls, throwing his clawed hands up in the air as he runs up to greet Taichi and Koushirou at the exit to the maze.
Taichi narrows his eyes in a not entirely unkind way. "Flying was also against the rules, bud."
"No it wasn't," Agumon argues. "You never said it was."
"I think it was implied."
Koushirou snorts as he walks over to the last poster.
"Do you think you'll win it?" Tentomon wonders, hovering nearby.
"Statistically," Koushirou says, inputting the final numbers into his phone, "it's improbable we'll win anything." The screen flashes a confirmation that they completed all the checkpoints. Koushirou adds in a few personal details where the app prompts him.
"I don't know," Taichi laughs. His hand finds Koushirou's again the moment he drops it at his side. Taichi's smile is blinding as he squeezes his fingers between each of Koushirou's own. "I already kinda feel like I won."
Word Count: ~7048
Part: 2/?
Summary: Taichi gets invited along on a free vacation with the Izumi family to a quaint little cabin where there promises to be great food, plenty of activity, and sun in the forecast. The catch? The whole family thinks he’s dating Koushirou.
Taichi wishes it were true
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Years of conditioning for soccer has rendered the act of sleeping-in a useless feat for Taichi. That, and the aroma of coffee slowly permeating into the room beckons him to find the source and consume, at minimum, fifty cups to get through the day.
It must be a little before seven when he finally wrestles off the strip of the blanket he had thrown over his stomach at some point in the night, rolling off his side of the bed as silently as he can muster. His phone confirms his suspicions, the little analogue clock rearranging the numbers into the new hour. A small sense of pride wells in Taichi’s chest to know he had been right.
He fishes through his duffel bag for the first pair of sweatpants, slipping them up and over his thighs swiftly. He spares a glance back over his shoulder, to make sure he hasn’t yet disturbed his roommate—No, wait, his boyfriend— and lets out a relieved sigh when Koushirou seems no less awake.
He grimaces a moment later when the bedroom door squeaks upon opening, and practically howls when he pulls it back towards himself on the other side, trying his best to be careful. He considers letting the door sit where it is, so as not to test fate by sealing it closed, but Taichi frowns. He can already hear cluttering down the hallway, where he remembers passing through the kitchen last night. Of course Koushirou would hear any bits of conversation or clattering of items with the door opened and so he makes sure to listen for the dead bolt to click into place, keeping the one barrier between Koushirou and sleep fastened tightly.
Without the resistance of their bedroom door, the scent of coffee is far more pervasive. Taichi takes a deep, indulgent breath in where he stands and it is enough to feel just that little more awake. He hums in anticipation, following the fragrance all the way down the hallway and into the kitchen where the coffee pot greets him with the chatter of promise.
Someone has hoisted themselves onto the counter adjacent, kneeling just in front of an army of mugs placed beside them. Taichi just about offers his services when they bounce back to the hardwood floors and he recognizes Koushirou’s mother, smiling as she notices him.
“Did you sleep well?” Kae wonders, her demeanor disarmingly cheerful for the time of morning. She closes the cabinet door she had just been rummaging through, another coffee cup in her hands.
Taichi only hums. It’s simpler than telling her, “Your son is too pretty for my health and I spent the whole night contemplating my life’s choices, thanks.”
Behind her the coffee machine sputters and hisses, reminding him of why he had come here in the first place.
“Would you like some?” she asks. Taichi counts the cups already sitting out and surmises there must be enough for almost every member of the family. Kae places the mug she had hazarded out of the cabinet onto the counter among it’s kin. It proudly exclaims, “You’re Stressing Meowt,” around a little silhouette of a cartoon cat.
Taichi smiles at the image before he remembers to say, “Yes, please!”
“It’s only going to be black for now,” she warns him, checking on the machine. It looks more than halfway to the full line point and so Taichi waits on the edge of the kitchen, teetering from one foot to the next, not sure if he should retire himself to the living room and stay out of her hair.
But Kae smiles back at him and asks, “How was your drive in last night? Masami says you boys got in pretty late.”
“It was pretty late,” Taichi reasserts. His fingers catch an edge of the countertop where the stiff, wallpaper-like overlay hasn’t been properly cut away, running his hand back and forth along it, watching as it springs back to the center after every pull or push. He remembers when his family had similar counters back home, a sickly yellow that always clashed with the faded blue backsplash up until the apartment complex renovated all the units with marble slabs instead. Taichi kind of likes how it looks in the cabin— rustic, comes to mind again as he flicks at the paper. It’s a nice light green, blending kindly into the accent wallpaper between the counter and the walls, where odd little cows graze on a grassy pasture with blue skies and puffy white clouds. He remembers to add in, “The drive was fine,” when she tilts her head, still waiting on the answer.
“Good to hear,” she says, still smiling brightly. The kitchen falls silent. Kae perks up at the lack of noise, and turns her focus back on the now full carafe and takes it from the hot plate. Little bits of liquid pass through the top and sizzle on the burner in its absence. She pours the dark liquid into each of the cups on the counter, humming a tune Taichi can’t quite place. Over her back sun leaks in through the kitchen window, sifting through her hair as she dips back and forth over her work, making the edges of every strand appear more blonde than he knows them to be.
Kae hands him the cat mug he had been admiring earlier. Taichi accepts it with the highest level of gratitude he can muster. He doesn’t have the patience, or state of mind, to wait, already tipping back his first sip. It burns the tip of his tongue and tastes awful without the sweetness of sugar to chase out the bitter notes, but Taichi already feels the effects. It’s a shame coffee always smells better than it tastes.
“Would you—” Kae starts, then pauses, her fingers already around a second cup. Taichi beckons her to continue. “Would you mind taking this to my sister-in-law?” she holds up the mug briefly before settling it back on the counter. “I was going to bring Masami’s to him in bed,” she says, a sweet, rosey color tinting her cheeks as she admits it. “But Keiko’s waiting for it on the front deck and I—”
“No worries,” Taichi pushes through quickly, taking the mug off the counter. His heart sings at the prospect of being useful, even for such a small task. It isn’t quite a new feeling, but he wonders if it’s in no small part a vague desire for redempedation, for the trickery he has and will play on them in the coming week. The thought settles thick and hot in his stomach, like a full pot of coffee. He swallows. “I was going to take mine out there, too,” he tells her, sheepishly.
Kae beams at him. It could rival the sun, he thinks.
Keiko is as boisterous as Taichi had gathered from Koushirou’s briefing of the events yesterday. She calls him over with an enthusiastic waving motion over the brim of her wide sun hat and a bright, “Taichi!” before the screen door can even shut.
He drops the ceramic cup onto the glass countertop in front of her, frightened for only a moment that he might have cracked something. She simply smiles up at him. Dark black hair curls around her ears from beneath her hat, and even in the shade of it Tacihi can tell she’s as pale as the rest of the Izumi’s he’s been familiar with. Though her eyes are covered in thick, dark sunglasses, Taichi can feel the bright intensity of her gaze on him.
It’s much cooler out here, than in the city, but it is still so damn muggy. Taichi considers taking his coffee out to the dock where he can dip his feet into the lake. He hadn’t noticed it at all last night, in the dark, but under the sun the polished wood is bright, the structure swaying peacefully over the quiet ripples of the lake stirred only by a slight breeze.
As if sensing his defection, Keiko pats the cushion beside her and urges Taichi to, “Take a seat!” And as if it will help anything she adds, “I don’t bite!”
Which is always so very welcoming.
Taichi casts a forlorn glance at the lake, already missing the feel of the water around his skin, and takes the proffered seat instead.
“I’m Keiko,” she says. “Koushirou’s aunt.” Taichi doesn’t know how to answer, since she already seems to know his name, but he offers it up anyway. “Of course you are,” she says, lightly touching a hand to his shoulder. He suspects she’s been out here for a while now, yet her fingers are still cool where they graze his skin. “I’m so glad I’m finally meeting you,” she gushes.
She says it in a way that sounds like it’s been months, or years, and not just a little over a week since Koushirou started the ruse. Before Taichi became a part of it. He keeps his mouth pressed together, almost afraid that any syllable left uncheck might be a giveaway, that he could possibly be speaking every thought aloud. In contrast her smile is long and exuberant, colored brightly in a shade of red that reminds Taichi of Koushirou’s hair and he wishes he were up and out here with him, if for nothing more than in camaraderie of their shared secret.
Taichi downs a longer sip of coffee. It’s a mistake, the liquid far too hot for consumption still that it burns his throat all the down. Keiko takes her own mug from the table and blows across the top of it for a moment, before gracefully taking her own sip. If it is still too hot, she shows no signs. Taichi frowns at his lap.
“Is Koushirou still asleep?” she wonders. This time she does not look directly at him, her face down into her own cup. She seems, somehow, small and it feels uncharacteristic in the short time he has known her. Taichi just nods. “What time did you boys make it in last night?”
“Late,” Taichi offers at first. He takes another gulp of coffee and specifies, “Sometime after one, I think?” He’s glad she must not have heard the door slamming last night, when they’d first come in.
She frowns at him. “What time did you leave yesterday?”
They’re very innocent questions, Taichi reminds himself, but more than one feels like an interrogation. His eyes focus on the lake. There’s an unopened umbrella sitting in a hole in the center of the table, obscuring part of the view. He almost thinks to open it, but somehow feels like it will be an admission of guilt. Which is just ridiculous.
He should have stayed in bed. Taichi’s heart prickles, wondering if Koushirou would have greeted him with a tired, little smile, and contemplates if it would be weird to just go back now, and take a nap.
Instead he answers, “After dinner. But they, uh, shutdown two lanes of traffic for a huge accident.”
“No!” Keiko gasps. Taichi stiffens for a moment— this is it —but Keiko just watches him, her mouth partially slack open in horror as she asks, “Neither of you were hurt, right?”
Oh. His leg bounces just under the table. “No, we, uh, just hit the backend of the traffic. So everything was down to one lane for miles.”
“Koushirou must have loved that,” she huffs out a laugh. “I bet he just typed away every hour of it.”
“He drove the whole time,” Taichi tells her.
Keiko stares at him from behind her shades. He thinks he can see her eyes, blinking at him, stricken by this information. Just as quickly she recovers, leaning against the table with another long smile, a single finger lifted over it as if she’s whispering something conspiratorial to him. “Koushirou must really love you,” is not what he expects.
“I don’t—” he tries, not really sure what the proper response should be in this scenario. Is it, “Thank you”? A, “I don’t know”? Does he say, “I really love him, too”? He can barely think with his heart pounding aggressively in his chest, all the blood in his body pooling to his head but none of it actually coming to the aid of his brain.
“Oh, Taichi,” Keiko coos, her lips curling upward even more. She presses the red of them together and tells him, “You look like a cooked lobster!”
He’s ready to scream like one, too.
The screen door opens just about then, Kae ducking out from behind it. She looks at them both questiongly for a moment, before she tells them, “I’m heading off to the store. Does anyone want anything?”
“Breakfast!” Keiko shouts, standing up from the table immediately. “Let me get you some money.”
“That won’t be necessary,” Kae starts as her sister-in-law passes by her to get back inside. She sends Taichi a fond, exasperated smile. He knows now where Koushirou picked up the habit from. Her expression fades to a more concerned one as she takes in what Taichi presumes to be his still red face. “Are you getting burnt already? If you need sunblock there’s some in the little basket by the couch, okay?”
“I’m fine,” he manages. His heart doesn’t seem to take the cue and settle down, but on the bright side the breeze that passes over them feels much cooler than it had before.
He leans forward into his hand and stares down the lake. Koushirou loves you, is something he has only ever dreamed of hearing someone else say. It feels surreal, even when he reminds himself that it is, in fact, not real.
“Bring back something you think everyone will want,” he hears Keiko instructing Kae a moment later. He looks over to see the darker haired woman shoving a wad of bills into Kae’s purse, smiling proudly. “Should be enough for some groceries, too!”
“It’s no problem—”
“It’s my treat,” Keiko insists, coming back to sit beside Taichi on the deck.
“How about you, Taichi?” Kae asks. A moment later she clarifies, “Is there anything you want me to pick up for you?”
“Oh, uhm,” Taichi starts. Grocery shopping isn’t exactly high on his activity list, but he does need something to eat later, and so he asks, “Can I actually come with you?”
Kae looks taken aback. He wonders if no one usually offers. “Are you sure? You’re welcome to stay here.”
“Nah it’s fine,” he insists standing up. “I can help load the car, too.” He offers up his best attempt at a grin and watches as Kae’s shoulder’s droop, her smile back at him grateful. “Just let me get dressed.”
“I’ll start the car!”
Koushirou is still fast asleep when Taichi opens the door to their shared living quarters. He breathes in slowly, almost fearful that any quick gasps of air might disturb him into waking. This time Taichi keeps the door just ever slightly ajar so he won’t have to shut it more than once and digs through his things. With more light to aid him, it’s easier to find a more presentable shirt and jeans.
He’s reaching for his wallet off the nightstand where he had left it, when he notices the pair of dark eyes quistively watching him. “Morning,” he whispers, leaning over the comforter and resting his head on his crossed arms. “Did I wake you?” he wonders, but Koushirou merely shakes his head.
He does, in fact, send Taichi a small, still sleepy smile, his eyes barely able to keep open. Instead of words all Taichi receives is a grunt, which he chooses to read as a Good Morning back.
“I’m going to the store with your mother,” Taichi informs him. Koushirou blinks. He wonders if it’s a form of morse code that he was supposed to learn before coming here. “Did you want to come?”
Koushirou groans.
Taichi smiles into his elbow, poking Koushirou on the cheek with his other hand. “Is that a no?”
Koushirou huffs back at him, throwing the duvet over his face.
“Okay,” he laughs. “Did you want me to pick you up anything?”
This time he gets no response and Taichi pats the only tuft of red still poking out from beneath the covers. “Have a good nap,” he tells Koushirou. He makes sure to actually grab his wallet this time and place it in his back pocket before heading out to meet with Kae.
It is only after Kae pulls out of the driveway that Taichi realizes his mistake.
In all the years of his friendship with Koushirou there have of course been pockets of time when Taichi has been alone with his mother. With a movie playing in the background; at a dinner table; waiting for everyone else outside of the bathroom at the movies, or the zoo, or museums. Places where there was something to talk about, or activities to pass the time.
Back then, he’d simply been Koushirou’s best friend. But now, he was supposed to be his boyfriend. He hadn’t given any thought to how heavy that title would feel until it was sitting between them.
For miles there is nothing but dirt and trees. Taichi watches them silently, trying to memorize any specific characteristics in case he has to roll out of the car and escape.
“You’re awfully quiet,” Kae comments on a short laugh. It might be his imagination, but maybe she’s just as nervous as he is.
Taichi takes a deep breath in but nothing telling really comes to mind so he simply says, “Yeah,” as they pull out onto a main road. He assumes there’s nothing on the radio, and he’s too afraid to ask if she has any tapes or CDs.
He touches his forehead to the cool glass of the passenger seat. Down the road a family of balloons wave at him, several blue and one gold, ruffled by the wind generated by the cars speeding past it. Each of them are anchored to the earth by one of those signs Taichi associates with wet floors. He squints as they come up on it, a vibrantly printed sign pasted on the front. Fun! Rides! Prizes!, it promises him with a prominent display of a ferris wheel set in the background. A carnival, he assumes, as their own car whizzes by too fast to read the whole thing.
“I’m glad you could make it on such short notice,” Kae continues after another round of silence.
“I don’t really have anything to do until school starts back up. But, uh, thank you for letting me come,” he mentions, feeling his cheeks heating up. His mother would be disappointed he waited so long to say it, but Taichi’s always had trouble with timing. “And for being, uh,” he thinks about the shared room, of Koushirou’s sleeping face under the moonlight and feels his cheeks heat up as he decides on the word, “Open. About everything.”
“Oh,” is all Kae says for a while, puckering her lips. “That’s—you don’t have to...” She makes a soft noise in the back of her throat, but anything she means to add to the conversation seems to trail off there.
Taichi doesn’t recognize any of the names on the store fronts when they pull up to a small-scale mall. He suspects the main grocers are probably a local chain judging by the signage and coupons laying in the outside crates. He grabs one out of curiosity on their way in, skimming down through the non-perishable section. There’s a sale on cereal, he notes wryly. He had half expected their outing to be at some farmer’s market, but he’s both disappointed and grateful it’s not the case.
Kae wipes down the handle of a cart, pulling it away from the rest with a quick tug. She finishes wiping off her own hands before throwing the soiled towelette away in the nearby receptacle and smiling at him. “I’m going to grab the dry items first,” she explains, pointing towards the far end of the store. “You’re welcome to look around on your own,” she offers. “It’s a small store so we shouldn’t get too lost.”
“Oh,” Taichi says. “Sure.”
Kae beams at him.
He hates to think of it as relief, the moment Kae disappears down one of the far aisles, but it can’t be anything else. It feels nice to be relatively alone for a moment.
Taichi takes his own hand basket and peruses the aisles leiserously. He’s used to the stores in the city, where it’s generally ten people to a cramped aisle on weekdays, but here it feels like he could wander the whole store and only ever see two other people. It’s nice. He takes his time in the easily prepared meal section, pulling out a few microwave meals and sprinkles some junk food into the cart as well. In the drink aisle he grabs a few options of almost fluorescent colored sports drinks and pauses for a moment where he’s crouched.
Just to the left of his fingers is the shelf stable tea drinks. Taichi considers them for a moment, and then grabs several of the tall bottles of Oolong. They’re heavy, weighing down his basket and almost knocking him over onto the hard tiled floor as he tries to stand back up straight.
He only runs into Kae when he’s waiting behind the only other person in the store, at the only open register. She pulls up right behind him with her shopping cart brimming with groceries.
“Find everything okay?” She asks brightly, placing a few of the items right behind his on the conveyor belt.
“Yep,” he answers, placing one of the dividers between their items and then helping her with the rest of her stuff. Taichi has never seen this many groceries before in his life. She must have taken half the store’s stock of eggs alone. He’s glad he decided to come and help.
By the time the person in front of them has finished up both his purchases and friendly chat with the clerk, they’ve already unloaded the entire cart. Taichi tries not to look surprised that they all fit, even with his own still up there. Kae slides past him elegantly, standing in front of the cashier and Taichi feels his shoulders stiffen. He doesn’t know how to remind her that he’s next. She doesn’t seem to notice either when the clerk starts scanning all the items he’d grabbed, just smiling and making polite conversation about how lovely the day has been, how bright the sun is.
As the clerk notices the divider at the end of his personal items, Taichi takes a step closer to pay, but Kae waves at her and says, “Sorry, we’re together.”
Taichi stares as she starts handing him back the already filled bags of his groceries, telling him to put them in the cart. “I—” he starts when Kae moves to give him another bag. “I have money,” he mentions, sheepishly. He taps the wallet in his back pocket, ready to relinquish a couple of dollars on her just as Keiko had done, but Kae snorts at his words like he has told a rather well-timed joke.
“Nonsense,” she tells him. “You’re our guest this week.” When she grabs for the last of his now bagged items, she gently pulls out one of the bottles of Oolong, staring at the label quizzically. “I didn’t know you liked this drink.”
“Can’t stand it,” he admits. Just the thought of it coats his tongue with an unpleasant memory. Kae looks taken aback for a moment before her face brightens with a grin and she hands him off the bag.
“He’ll be happy,” she tells him quietly.
Taichi watches the numbers on the register go higher and higher, like it’s competing to match his pulse. The clerk smiles pleasantly at him when their eyes meet by accident and she asks him about his day. All he can manage is, “Fine,” and feels like that’s a lie. He hates to think it’s becoming a habit now.
“You’re so helpful, Taichi,” Kae gushes as they finish loading up the car. He can’t read a single flippant motive in her expression as they slip into their respective seats.
“Can I get that in writing?” he jokes. He slips on the buckle of his seat belt and to her questioning gaze answers, “My mom wouldn’t believe it from anyone but you. She’s always raving about the way you raised Koushirou. Since he’s so polite.”
Kae colors a little under the praise, but the corners of her lips seem unable to settle. Instead she places a hand on the back of his seat and watches the back window over her arm as she pulls out of the parking spot. On habit, Taichi turns and looks along with her.
Even though there’s no other cars on the road in either direction, Kae hesitates for a while at the end of the parking lot. The only bit of her expression Taichi can read with her sunglasses flipped back down over her eyes is the puckering of her lips, the white of her knuckles as she holds the steering wheel unnecessarily tight.
“Do—” she hesitates longer. Taichi waits. “Do your parents—know? About you and Koushirou?”
Taichi whips his gaze forward at that, the same stiffness returning to his shoulders. Kae turns out of the parking lot and back down the road they had been on probably about an hour ago.
“No,” he finally manages. His knee bounces on the carpeted floor, his eyes darting towards his side of the road. It’s barely a different view than before.
“Oh,” she says back. Kae lets out a long breath— an almost contented sounding sigh. Then a moment later she seems to startle and wonders quickly, “Would they be— your parents wouldn’t—?”
“Oh, no!” Taichi realizes, waving his hands as if to dispel the very thought. “My parents are fine, I just, uh. We thought—” he breathes in, trying to remember what Koushirou had said to him yesterday and explains, “Koushirou and I thought it would be better to wait, before telling anyone. In case it didn’t work out, you know. It's, uh, a big change."
He doesn’t tell her it’s not meant to work. Taichi looks up to the bright blue of the sky and lets out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding onto, his head thumping back against the seat. All at once it feels like a day's worth of fatigue has been dropped on him.
“But they know I,” he swallows. It feels weird coming out to someone else’s parent, even if they are his supposed boyfriend’s. “That I also like guys.”
Kae thumps a hand over her heart and lets out a very winded, “Oh, good,” as she relaxes further back into her own seat. Taichi watches her curiously. Kae catches his gaze and smiles back at him sheepishly. “I’m sorry,” she says, sparring him another quick glance before watching the road again.
"Koushirou said the same thing, but you know how he can be… I thought it was to spare our feelings, that maybe he didn't feel comfortable with us ," she wrings her hands on the steering wheel again. "Then I wondered if perhaps it was your family situation and I just wanted you to know, you're always welcome in our family."
She smiles at him quickly, something apologetic and welcoming. "I'm sorry," she repeats, softer, "that we made you two share it with us before you were ready."
Taichi looks down at his hands. “It’s alright.”
“I am glad it was you,” Kae admits to him. Her smile is only sweet now, lacking in anything facetious, when she turns it on him briefly. “You’ve always been like family,” she adds in. The admission makes his heart sing, his head dizzy as the words spin around it. “And Koushirou always seems much happier with you around, Taichi. You’re a good influence.”
“Now that I will definitely need in writing.”
Kae laughs.
They stop at a small diner somewhere near their turn back to the cabin. Kae orders several helpings of pancakes and grits and eggs to take back and Taichi’s stomach growls in anticipation. She takes the bag of food with her as soon as she turns off the engine, right back in her parking spot at the cabin. Taichi meets her around the back of the trunk, the whole thing lifting at once with a click of a button.
Taichi's arms are already sagging with the weight of one too many bags when a new face pokes around the edge of the car and offers, "Can I help?"
"Oh," Kae startles, pulling a few bags of her own out the trunk, "that would be very sweet of you, Kousuke!"
“You must be Taichi,” Kousuke says, staring up at him consideringly. After a moment he decides, "You're not what I was expecting."
"Sorry," is all Taichi can muster under the other's gaze. Kousuke's blue eyes remind him of Yamato's, deep and scrutinizing. A breeze passes between them, disturbing the shadows across the ground from the trees above their head. The plastic handles slip along his fingers, digging in and burning his skin.
"Don't be," Kousuke finally says, stepping around Taichi and accepting a few bags from Kae. He doesn't expand on either comment, heading back to the cabin with nothing more than an acknowledging nod back in Taichi's direction.
Great start.
Taichi traces the same path back to the cabin, eyes watching the dirt and pebbles as he walks. All he needs now is to trip and faceplant. He makes it to the stairs where Keiko greets him, all wide smiles.
"You can leave them right here," she tells Taichi, pointing to the top step. As he places the first one down, Keiko takes it up, humming on her way back into the kitchen. Taichi deposits the rest of his load, then turns back to check if there’s more.
Behind him, Taichi hears a set of footsteps quicken to meet up with him. Masami taps him with the full weight of his palm onto Taichi's shoulder saying, "You boys sure got in late last night."
He knows Koushirou's father well enough to read his words at face value and not the deadpan delivery of his tone, but Taichi still feels his stomach twist, his nerves walking on a tightrope over a volcano.
"Yeah," he agrees. "Sorry you had to wait up for us," he adds.
Masami hums, falling easily into step beside Taichi. "Wanted to make sure someone was up. In case you boys hit some trouble."
Taichi doesn't really know what to say to that so he settles on a simple, "Yeah."
Like a goddess of mercy, Kae passes them not a moment later. "You should be able to finish between you two," she relays, dropping the keys into her husband's hand. "I'll see you inside!"
She is right. Taichi's second load is considerably less, and with Masami they're able to clear out the entire trunk. Taichi drops his own bags to the dirt to help close the door as Masami locks it up.
Their walk back is silent. Masami takes the stairs first and heads directly into the kitchen. Taichi hesitates on the stoop.
It is odd, he decides. Taichi's never really felt uncomfortable around Koushirou's parents before. During soccer season Masami even humors him, keeping the sport's channel on in the mornings whenever Taichi spends the night, pretending he cares enough to know the player’s by name and number even when he can never seem to remember their positions.
Nothing has changed. Not really . He doesn't think either of them have changed in any case, but it just feels different.
Or maybe, it should be different. He doesn't really know.
"Is this the last of it?"
Taichi looks up. Koushirou stares back down at him from the top of the stairs, curiously, reaching out a hand to offer his assistance. Wind ruffles his hair lovingly, sun brushing gently through his fiery locks. Thoughtlessly, Taichi transfers over several of the bags. His skin feels warm beneath Taichi's palm for the briefest of moments. The shirt he’s slipped on is dark, a lovely compliment to his skin. Taichi wonders if he’ll get any color this week, other than sunburned. Unlikely, he knows.
"Morning sleepyhead," he manages in jest, hopping over the last step to follow Koushirou inside. He levels Taichi with a quick glare over his shoulder.
Behind them the screen door snaps back shut, but no one else in the kitchen pays it any mind. Kae and Masami are filling the shelves easily between the two of them, skirting around each other as if it were a practiced dance.
Koushirou drops the bags he'd taken from Taichi onto the counter, some of the items spilling out along the surface. Taichi follows suit, pulling a full bag of onions out and frowns. He looks around the kitchen, but there’s no indication of where the produce should go and there’s not enough room with the four of them to start opening every cabinet in the hopes he’ll find a clear sign.
Koushirou bumps against his side momentarily. Taichi freezes, even though he feels warm, right against him. "You've helped enough," he tells Taichi, his voice low and airy. "Procure some breakfast before my cousin comes back and devours it."
It's an out, he supposes. Taichi smiles graciously and takes it.
Taichi takes his plate back outside to the deck table where the only evidence of other people is the constant clattering of cabinet doors and small echoes of chatter let out through the screen window to his back. He cuts off a piece of one of his pancakes with the flat edge of his fork and even though it’s completely saturated in syrup, he still runs it through one of the amber puddles on his plate. Pancakes are, afterall, just a vessel for syrup.
Even as the sun ascends above him, beating down directly atop the crown of Taichi’s head, it is unarguably cooler out here than within the city limits of Odaiba.Taichi doesn't mind this type of heat, when a trickle of a breeze rolls through, the crisp scent of the outdoors and lake water riding past. He can breathe a little more easily here.
The coffee he had abandoned before his trek out to the store with Kae sits still in front of him. Taichi contemplates going back inside for milk or sugar, or to even pour the whole thing out for a fresh cup, but he decides better on it and takes a large gulp of the dark liquid. Even under the bearance of the sun, it has somehow cooled down, a decent enough temperature on his already scalded tongue.
"Let me get that for you, mom." Taichi thinks the voice sounds like Koushirou's aunt. His guess is proven correct when he can see Keiko's bright pink hat through the dark screen of the door, her back holding it open.
"Oh, don't fuss," another woman says. Despite her words, she sounds in no way as if she is scolding Keiko. Taichi recognizes Koushirou's grandmother, from a few dinners at the Izumi's household. He still remembers when she had first come over, telling Taichi he could call her, "Grandma," as well, if he was going to be part of the family’s festivities.
He wonders blithely if the invitation is open to ersatz boyfriends.
"Do you mind if mom joins you?" Keiko asks Taichi, sweetly, already dropping the other woman's plate onto the table across from him.
Taichi can't say no, so he settles on a rigid, "Sure."
"Good morning, Taichi," Grandma greets him, taking the already designated seat. Her head barely obscures the view behind her. Taichi remembers when Koushirou had once been shorter than her and hides his snort of laughter between a healthy bite of eggs.
"Isn't it pretty?" Grandma asks him, positioning herself in the chair to look back towards the lake. Wind plays with the curls of her pepper gray hair, a long, pleased smile crossing her lips.
"Sure is," Taichi breathes. She is, surprisingly, a calm presence, but Taichi still feels the prickle of nerves tip toeing across his shoulders. He hadn't considered the possibility of lying to Grandma.
The door slams shut again.
"Where are you going, Kousuke?" Grandma asks, frowning.
"For a swim," he tells her. Taichi wonders if he's struggling to not tack on a duh , as he motions to his bathing suit with the hefty beach towel draped over his shoulders.
Grandma purses her lips. "You'll get a cramp if you swim after eating."
"I'll be careful," he promises, already racing down the steps for the beach.
The temperature seems to rise for a moment, as if goading Taichi to take a swim himself. It sounds inviting right now. He cuts off the last piece of his pancake and runs it through the sticky, dried syrup clinging to his plate still.
"It's a common myth," a more familiar voice pipes up. Taichi smiles at Koushirou as he wrestles his own way out the door, both of his hands filled. He squeezes between the wall and Taichi’s chair, placing his own plate on the table and one of the large bottles of Oolong tea. “Statistically it’s improbable he’ll drown on just a full stomach alone.”
“Oh,” Grandma starts, perking up as Koushirou drops into the seat beside Taichi, “are you joining us?”
Koushirou looks caught at the suggestion, his fingers hesitating where he was uncapping the bottle of his drink. “Taichi is my guest,” he answers simply, before wrestling the cap off and taking a long sip.
Grandma settles him with a long, pointed stare before returning her attention back to the lake, where Kousuke has already divested himself of his sandals and towel on the small strip of sand.
Koushirou plops part of his egg atop one of the already cut pieces of pancake. “It all digests the same way,” he attests without even looking back at Taichi, taking another egregiously prepared bite.
“But it doesn’t all taste the same going down,” Taichi argues even knowing it’s a waste of breath. Instead he takes his own fork and cuts off a portion of Koushirou’s still intact pancake, sliding it along the syrup on his own plate and popping it into his mouth.
Koushirou levels him with a second half-hearted glare for the day, even as he takes another sip of his drink. When he caps it back on the table, he tells Taichi, “Mom says you acquired these on my behalf.”
“Yeah,” he says intelligently. “Thought you might want them.” He adds, “She bought them, though.”
“Nevertheless, I appreciate the thought,” Koushirou tells him. “You indubitably are the world’s most superlative,” he pauses there, dark eyes flickering upwards, to their audience of one and finishes simply with, “boyfriend.”
And oh. Taichi likes the sentence when it doesn’t come with the extra adjective for their relationship. He almost pokes himself in the eye with his fork, when he clamps a hand over his mouth when his grin refuses to temper itself. Grandma meets his gaze where he’s trained it back towards the lake, her smile knowing and sincere. He really hopes his face isn’t as red as it feels.
“You’re welcome,” he manages.
Koushirou hums, still working slowly on his breakfast. As revenge, Taichi swipes another piece of plain pancake off his plate much to the other’s chagrin.
“What are your plans for the rest of the day?” Grandma wonders, turning back in her chair and digging into her own food.
Taichi chews consideringly on his stolen meal. “I might hit the lake,” he decides.
“And risk cramps?” Koushirou asks wryly.
“Grandma will save me,” Taichi says. Across the beach, Kousuke cannonballs off the dock, the splash making its way to even Taichi’s ears. When Grandma doesn’t deny the possibility Taichi pushes, “Bet she could carry me and Kousuke back to shore single handedly.”
Koushirou snorts. Grandma levels him with a bemused look as she cuts a piece of egg herself.
Taichi takes another pancake piece and wonders, “What do you usually do on these vacations?”
“You should come to the lake with me,” Taichi insists, leaning in a little closer until their shoulders bump. “You mentioned a kayak, right? We could take that out. I paddle, you work.”
Koushirou stares at him. Taichi shrugs.
“I’m not risking getting my laptop drenched.”
“What about without your laptop?”
“Improbable.”
“I’ll get you on the lake this week,” Taichi promises with a toothy grin. His eyes fall back on the glittering water and he doesn’t quite understand how someone could ignore the call of it, especially in this heat. If anyone can, he supposes, it would be Koushirou. Treat me as any other partner you’ve had slips through his mind and so he tacks on, “Babe,” nudging Koushirou’s elbow with his own.
Taichi hums when nothing else is said to his proclamation. Still, Koushirou says nothing. When Taichi looks over he’s already staring into the far off distance, somewhere between the treeline of the neighbor’s yard.
“What’s up?” Taichi asks, nudging against him once more.
Koushirou startles. “I,” he begins, pressing his lips together for a moment. “Nothing,” he says, gaze slowly trailing back to where it had been shortly before. “I thought I had spotted a painted turtle.” He points briefly in the direction, to the strip of lake still visible between the trees.
“Oh?” Taichi squints, but sees nothing. “If you take out the kayak with me, we could meet your friend.”
“I’d prefer not.”
“Oh, go swimming, Koushirou,” Grandma puts in.
“See?” Taichi says. “Grandma’s on my side. I’m sure she could pull you to shore, too.”
“I take back my last assessment,” Koushirou decides, taking a rather large bite of his pancake, his eyes narrowed at Taichi. “You are the worst.”
Taichi leans back in his chair, pulling his legs up to rest heavily against the edge of the table and feels his grin pull tighter. “I try my best.”
Title: Bring the Sun (Chapter 2)
Word Count: 19,448
Summary: Koushirou expects to spend the whole engagement party in the company of his close friends, if possible, but things don't go entirely as plan.
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“It’s so cold,” Miyako complains, already turning the direct fan on the dashboard in front of her up and away. She adjusts the one in the center as well, flipping it away from herself so that it streams straight down the middle of the van. Koushirou feels the concentrated jet of air along his arm where he rests it on the center console between them. Miyako huffs a little, shouldering herself further away until she’s practically up against the side door. The residual, muggy temperature from that afternoon's heat spell lingers in the air, invited in to mingle with the chill from the air conditioner when Miyako cracks the window on her side open.
“It needs to be cold,” Mimi explains. A hollow thumping follows her declaration. Koushirou catches her lightly smacking the tupperware on the seat beside her through his rearview mirror. If he remembers correctly, it’s the one filled with the cupcakes Mimi had ordered him to ice for her just that morning.
“Nothing’s going to spoil in ten minutes,” Miyako shoots back. She lifts herself up in her seat, straining against the confines of her seat belt in order to sit closer to the fresh, less cool air. Koushirou wonders if it’s working. “But I might lose a limb to frostbite.”
“It’s not just the ten minutes,” Mimi protests with an indignant sniff, whacking the tupperware container again. Koushirou really hopes the frosting is safe, both because of all of the time he lost that could have been spent on finishing up some of his own projects, and also because he knows Mimi will be inconsolable if they’re not still perfect. “It's going to be a while before people start eating . I did not put food poisoning on my menu.”
“That’s why they invented coolers,” Miyako volleys back. There’s a beat before she whips around in her chair, looking back at Mimi between the headrest and car door, “So wait, anyway, you know about Iori’s great aunt—”
Mimi gasps, “That’s right! She’s the one with—”
“Absolutely, get this—”
Koushirou rolls his eyes, making sure to train them back forward on the road as he turns into the entrance for The Cove. He thinks they’re onto their fourth half-finished conversation of the evening, but he’s already given up on following along. Years of their friendship has taught Koushirou to not engage when they’re both this giddy. All he’ll get for trying to keep up is whiplash.
Even with just the sliver of Miyako’s window open, the smell of salt water permeates throughout the car, mingling with the intense scent of Mimi’s homemade cooking. It must be low tide. Koushirou wrinkles his nose, wondering if he’ll be able to stomach a single thing.
He follows the winding paths down towards the little beach front, past the recreational fields where children are still chasing each other along the designated pavement with scooters and rollerblades. Dusk is already settling along the farshore, pinks blending in with the gold of the sun, and soon the park will be shut down to all non-licensed activity. On habit, Koushirou turns the headlights on, barely just illuminating one of the signs telling him to turn right onto the dirt road to continue to their destination, rather than on towards the designated picnic area. It’s a narrow road, barely large enough to accommodate his mother’s van he burrowed for tonight’s purposes. His hands shake minutely, hoping no one else is leaving from the opposite direction, as he’s not quite sure how they’ll pass him.
Miraculously, no one does. The parking lot is barren save for a few wrappers littering the pavement. Miyako’s already jumping out of the car before Koushirou’s fully parked between barely there white lines, exclaiming, “Hallelujah! Finally blowing this literal popsicle joint!”
Koushirou catches Mimi’s fond smile in the rearview mirror, and feels his lips mimicking the sentiment.
Miyako’s already waiting for them at the trunk, sitting along the bumper until Koushirou motions for her to move so they can collect their belongings. She grabs quickly for a stack of colorful tupperware, tucking the top one under the point of her chin to keep them all from toppling over onto the pavement. Koushirou pulls out one of the wheeled coolers, letting it roll off the bumper and thunk heavily on the ground to Mimi's blatant displeasure.
“There’s glass in there,” she hisses, but Koushirou doesn’t really know what she expects of him at this point. Blunt strength is not, well , one of his strengths. Mimi presses the button on the block handle of the cooler and extends it until she’s able to tug the white, wheeled container closer to her side. Koushirou places a box labeled votive candles onto the back and assures her he can handle the tables on his own.
“Hey,” Miyako calls to Mimi from the bottom of the hill, already engaging her back into one of their conversations with a, “Did you know that Yamato—” before the wind picks up the rest of their conversation. All he can hear is Mimi’s loud shriek of, “What!”
Unloading the tables isn’t a terrible task since, when they’re closed, leaves Koushirou with distinct handles. The plastic is easy to handle, but the metal bars strain his grip as he shuffles them out of the trunk, careful not to scratch the paint too harshly as he pulls them down enough to lean against his leg so he can close the door. It wouldn’t do if they got robbed blind. He takes the tables back in each hand and begins the arduous task of trying to handle them as he waddles towards the end of the parking lot, which gives way to a long slope of shells and pebbles and dirt, right into the actual makeup of the beach.
Koushirou stalls for a moment, taking in the sight of it.
The designated event section has the largest pocket of beach at the Cove. It’s usually opened to the public unless a notice of events has been put up. Koushirou eyes the little bulletin board, the bright yellow paper declaring, Private Event: Engagement Party; June 12th; After hours. He smiles at it for a brief second before he looks over towards the beach just below him.
Cove is a misnomer. It’s more of an estuary, but Koushirou can’t fight the city on it more than he already has, so he let’s the thought roll right out of his head as he breathes in the sea air again. A little too much. He hopes the eventual smell of smoke and alcohol will choke out the unappetizing stench. Koushirou wrinkles his nose. Was he growing accustomed to this lifestyle now?
“Koushirou!” Mimi calls to him, standing along the cleanest, most level part of land, just before the thick dirt gives way to the unstable sand. She clicks the handle of the cooler all the way down, beckoning him over and oh right, he realizes, he’s got the fold up tables they need to start prepping.
Mimi has a practiced hand with opening them, with all those years of catering under her belt. Miyako rushes back to the car at Mimi's request, to grab the box of linens she'd had Koushirou pick up from her storage facility earlier that morning. He follows Miyako back up the hill, to grab the folding chairs they'd brought along, strapping two across his back and holding the other one in his arms. For convenience he grabs the final table from the trunk and pulls it along by the handle.
It's a mistake.
He doesn't know how he makes it without toppling head first and somersaulting the whole way down.
"We could have gone back for those," Miyako tells him far too late.
Koushirou doesn't know what to do with his hands as Mimi hems and haws over the finer details of dressing the plastic tables up with ivory skirts. It's got a lovely pattern too, some Damascus overlay in a darker ivory, just barely popping out against its similar colored backdrop. Koushirou thinks it's a shame when the real festivities pick up, such a fine nuance will be hidden by the lack of lighting.
Over Mimi's head, his eyes roam the endless structure of barely unclimbable rocks. They incave the beach on either side. Koushirou spent some of his youth here, when his mother had taken him with her for a personal beach day, scraping his hands on barnacles, callusing the bottom of his feet, all in the name of studying the local marine life in the tide pools once the sea had gone back out. Koushirou smiles at the memory. Before computers, he had thought taxonomy would be his calling.
When Mimi finishes with the first table, Miyako digs around into the still unopened cardboard box, pulling up a small, fake candle in each hand. She smiles at Koushirou asking, “Want to help me set these up?”
Koushirou smiles back, unsure.
He tries placing them in what feel symmetrical to every one that Miyako puts down, but it feels like every time he walks away, Mimi comes up behind him to straighten them out and replace each one. She’s rearranging his last votive when someone shouts down toward them from the top of the parking lot.
Daisuke waves enthusiastically at their little group before taking the plunge down the slope, kicking up dust and shells with the velocity of his footwork and the large cooler trailing behind him. He almost takes a tumble across one particularly stubborn cluster of beach debris, but rights himself without missing speed. Koushirou wonders if that’s something they teach you in college soccer just as Daisuke narrows in on their location.
Mimi yelps as he reaches for her first, easily lifting her above the ground as she giggles out her own greeting, squeezing her arms around Daisuke’s head. In the breeze the offensively pink tassels of her coat’s sleeves rustle, shielding his head as if they were a curtain. He rights her back on the flats of her sandals and wryly Koushirou wonders how long Mimi will keep them on before she shuffles them off to some unknown corner of the beach, possibly to be swallowed up by the brackish waves.
Koushirou doesn’t really know how to greet him, so he offers Daisuke a small smile when their eyes meet. They’ve only met a handful of times so he doesn’t know if that makes them acquaintances or friends. He wonders if Daisukes even considers him in his sphere of people and swallows, suddenly feeling like he shouldn’t really be here.
His trepidations don’t last long as Daisuke envelopes him in a hug instead, calling him, “Iz-man!”
It’s nice, Koushirou thinks, trying to relax against the tight grip around his midsection, arms pinned to his side, that Daisuke has a nickname for him. Or at least partially remembered some part of his name. It’s that, or the bear hug, making his head dizzy. But he does, actually, think it’s charming.
“Congratulations, Daisuke,” Koushirou offers up when he can breathe again.
“Thanks, man,” he gets in return. His grin is a thousand watts bright and it makes Koushirou think of a different one, a little more tamed but no less bright, and he feels uncharacteristically restless.
Koushirou frowns. Much like Miyako, Daisuke knows everyone. At least, everyone knows him . An infuriatingly symmetrical smile flashes in his mind, and he wonders how vast Daisuke’s pool of people reaches.
He’s forgotten all week to ask Miyako for the stranger’s name, but now that he’s remembering it doesn’t feel appropriate when Daisuke pulls her into a tight hug as well, promising her into a round of shots later in the evening. He should have let Mimi ask one of them on his behalf back when she had offered, instead of insisting it would feel more organic to ask on his own.
“You really outdid yourself, Mimi,” Daisuke whistles as she begins pulling even more tupperware out of a reusable grocery bag and a couple silver chargers to dress the tables. “I’m kind of glad Ken talked me out of the ramen stand idea. It looks so good.”
Koushirou can attest to that last bit. He’d been the guinea pig back when Mimi was putting the menu together, and the volunteer when she had needed someone to sample each batch as it came out of the oven this morning.
Mimi leans over her work, moving some of the hors d'oeuvres out around on the platter to get them to look more presentable. Her curls slips over her shoulder, obscuring her face, but Koushirou can make out the pleased flush she’s sporting. He smiles.
“It tastes amazing!” Miyako says, suddenly beside Koushirou. She props her arm up on his shoulder like it belongs there. “Because I helped her cook all day!”
Daisuke wrinkles his nose. “So you ruined Mimi’s cooking on my special day.”
“Hey!”
“Miyako is a great assistant,” Mimi comes to her defense, lifting her own head high again. “And her family was nice enough to donate most of the ingredients.”
Miyako grins as if she’s won, crossing one of her legs over the other and leaning deeper into Koushriou’s personal space. He thinks there might only be an inch separating them by height now, but Koushirou’s certain that makes all the difference to her. Since she gained a few inches on him early on in high school, Miyako has never let him live it down.
“Anyone want a beer?” Daisuke wonders, lifting the lid of his own cooler. He pops a cap of one off with the bottle opener keychain Koushirou had bought for him as a Secret Santa present, at the party Miyako had hosted last year. She’d insisted he would love it and Koushirou’s chest swells with pride that it is, in some way, useful to him.
“Later,” Miyako decides for both of them. “We’re gonna go stake a claim at the bonfire,” she relays.
Miyako pushes one of the camping chair bags against his thigh, smiling back at him. Koushirou takes it from her, noticing the bright blue strap already fastened over her bright pink sweater, a vibrant contrast already to the bright orange binding tape along the fabric’s edges. Koushirou doesn’t know much about fashion, but somehow Miyako pulls off the oddly bright colors. Mimi always tuts that she missed her chances of making it big as a model, but Koushirou’s glad he’s got her around the office, sending him barely work appropriate emails and gossiping about their less than appetizing co-workers.
“I’m driving,” Koushirou adds in helplessly, taking the chair from Miyako’s grip.
“You’re always driving,” Daisuke complains, tipping back his drink. “Next time I’m gonna get you to do shots with me,” he tells Koushirou with a very blatant pointing motion.
Koushirou smiles back politely. It’s a slim to none likelihood, but telling Daisuke those statistics will either fire him up, or dampen his mood— and Koushirou just doesn’t think he can do that tonight of all nights.
“I’d love to,” Mimi throws in, “but I can’t until after I put out the dessert.”
Daisuke groans. “You’ll have to make up all that time,” he’s telling Mimi as Miyako drops her arm from Koushirou’s shoulder and easily loops it through his own arm, tugging at him gently.
“Let’s go get close to the fire so we can have a front row view when all the drunks start falling in.”
“You’re going to be one of those drunks if Daisuke has anything to say,” Koushirou snickers back, allowing Miyako to lead the way. She shushes him, reaching for their third seat as they pass by it, leaning up against the buffet table.
Towards the center of the beach someone has jammed four stakes into a large square with tape looped about each pole, framing a small hill of dry wood. Koushirou breathes in. At least tonight when he inevitably left to his own devices, he’ll be able to hide his boredom by watching the crackle of a roaring fire.
He had meant to do just that last time, Koushirou remembers, before that had been welcomely thwarted. He doubts he’ll be quite so lucky this time. Koushirou wonders if people-watching is a solo event, if it can even be fun with just his own imagination to bounce off.
It’s weird, Koushirou thinks, to miss someone he can’t even place a name to.
Which reminds him, “Hey, Miyako?”
She hums distractedly, dropping the two chairs on the sand to hold her hands up in an odd rectangle, surveying the scene between her thumbs and humming again, this one with less intent to acknowledge him. She takes a step forward, and then a large sidestep to the right, as if she were performing the box step for his entertainment. “Aha!” she exclaims finally, leaning over to grab for her chair without compromising her current position. Koushirou pushes it towards her with the heel of his foot.
He unfastens the drawstrings around his own chair and shimmies the fabric down to reveal the deep purple canvas seat. They used them a lot back in high school, when the old drive-in movie theatre would host a collection of nostalgic movies. He misses when they used to marathon Star Trek with subtitles, and he and Jyou and Miyako and Iori would spend the ride home discussing their favorite episodes, arguing over which roles they would have on the Enterprise if given the chance to explore space.
“The perfect spot~!” Miyako lilts, looking quite pleased with herself as she plops into the chair to enjoy the view she’d spent so much time scouting.
“I was wondering about your house party,” Koushirou begins when she finally prompts him to continue. Miyako watches him with her head tilted slightly. Sunset drapes lovingly over the purple hue of her hair. “There was—”
“Yo,” Daisuke calls once more, jogging his way up to meet them with another wide smile. “Can’t wait ‘til we light this thing!” He says, jumping the distance towards them, his arm sweeping wide and pointed towards the designated section, just in case there were any doubts.
Koushirou’s not sure if his lips are frowning or smiling. Perhaps both.
“What happened?” Miyako asks, pulling the second chair up towards herself to undo the fastening without having to stand back up. “Thought you were goading Mimi into drinking.”
“She shooed me away,” Daisuke pouts. “Said I was fucking with her muse.”
Miyako snorts. A moment later she notices, “I haven't seen your better half yet. Where's Ken?”
“He had to pick up some extra supplies and he’s gonna grab Jun from work.”
Miyako stares pointedly at the beer Daisuke is already tipping back again. When he notices he lets out a huff, “He dropped me off first. Jun’s going to drive us home.”
Koushirou busies himself with wiping leftover sand off the seat of the chair. It's fine , he reminds himself. What would he even do with just a name?
"Hey!" Daisuke shouts. "What did you mean better half ?"
"It's an expression," Miyako exhales in a way that sounds long-suffering. To Koushirou she adds, “But it’s not wrong in this case .”
He snorts.
Daisuke makes an unintelligible noise in the back of his throat before he manages to make the accusation, “You’re just jealous!” He points at Miyako with the hand still mostly holding onto his beer bottle. She scowls back.
“Of what?” Miyako asks, standing to her feet. There’s not much of a difference between her and Daisuke, but Koushirou imagines she still makes an intimidating figure, hands on her hips and lips pursed as they were.
“That Ken—”
“That I what?” Ken interrupts them. Koushirou bristles in surprise along with his company, none of them having noticed their approaching friend. He watches Daisuke with a passive inquisitiveness, arms filled with long, wooden poles. Citronella torches, Koushirou realizes.
“Uh,” Daisuke starts. His cheeks darken, eyes meeting Koushirou’s as if he half expects to find the answer with him. Koushirou stares back.
“Nevermind,” Ken gives a short, airy little laugh. He shrugs his arms towards their group, adjusting the burden within them, and asks sheepishly, “Could one of you give me a hand setting these up?”
“Sure,” Miyako offers easily, lifting at least two of them from his arms. She carries them like two long staffs and Koushirou has to bite his tongue from declaring, “ You shall not pass! ”
Miyako smiles brightly as Ken leans in to give her a quick kiss on her cheek in greeting with a gratuitous, “Thank you, Miyako!”
“Hey!” Daisuke wails immediately, stepping forward between them. “What’s the big idea?” He turns on Ken, “You’re my fiance!”
“That I am,” Ken responds, mildly. Koushirou feels the air between them soften, watches as the heat in Daisuke’s expression melts, a long, dopey smile growing in its place, as if the words have just struck him. Ken returns it.
“I’ll take these,” Koushirou offers after a moment, stepping around his chair to pull the last few torches from Ken’s grasp. For a moment he looks at Koushirou as if he had forgotten he were there at all. He’s not sure if it’s insulting, or endearing.
“Are you sure?” He asks, his grip loosening around the rest of them. Koushirou manages to lay them across his own arms. “I wanted to set them up at the buffet table,” he explains, shooting Koushirou a gracious smile. “Thank you.”
“Indubitably,” Koushirou answers. He tries and cannot stop himself from adding, “And no kiss required.”
Miyako laughs behind him, nodding her head and telling them, “Lets get them set up before everyone else gets here.”
“I’ll light them!” Daisuke volunteers, running off before them to presumably acquire the lighter. Ken follows quickly on his heels, smiling over his shoulder at the two of them before quickly catching up to his fiance.
“It’s like I adopted another brother sometimes,” Miyako lets out a long breath when they’re finally alone, rolling her eyes. She wrinkles her nose, “Does that mean my ex-boyfriend is now my brother-in-law?”
Koushirou laughs.
“I’m really happy for them,” Miyako confesses on their walk over, her feet stepping to an unhurried beat. The edge of one of the torches smacks gently against Koushirou’s knee. He doesn’t bother to mention it, picking up his pace minutely to avoid another soft whack. Miyako makes a soft hum and continues, “In high school I thought Ken and I would work, because we were so similar, but I like them together,” she admits, her smile sincere.
Koushirou follows her eyes, watching as the two bump back and forth into each other, almost as if they’re racing without running. He can’t stop his own smile. It’s nice to see Ken like this, he thinks. Happy looks nice on him.
“It’s like they compliment each other, you know?”
“What’s taking so long!” Daisuke calls back to them, waving his arm over his head wildly. “Everyone’s gonna be here soon!”
“We have important cargo!” Miyako fires back, waving one of the sticks at him. Despite her words, Koushirou notices her pace quicken, his legs taking longer steps to keep up with her before it feels like they’re lightly sprinting towards an end goal together. He tries to hide how deep his next few breaths are.
“They just have to be fairly even,” Ken instructs them as Miyako hands her second one off to Daisuke. With a concentrated effort, she successfully stakes the first of the citronella torches into the ground, kicking a healthy amount of sand up and over the base to keep it upright. “So,” Ken trails off, taking a few steps back, carefully shuffling his feet along to keep the line, “right here,” he decides, rubbing the tip of his sneakers into the ground. Koushirou pierces the marked earth with his own torch, handing the other one off to Ken who paces back further to set it up.
Miyako finishes off with the last one as Daisuke comes down the line, lighting each of the frayed wicks. Black smokes circles along the torches head, dispelling the lovely scent of citronella and lemongrass. It masks some of the low tide, to Koushirou’s delight.
“You have such exquisite taste,” Mimi gushes. Koushirou looks behind himself and sees the newest member of their team already organizing items onto the table. He needs very little contextual clues to deduce that she is, in fact, Daisuke Motomiya’s sister, from her bright grin, to the wild, cherry-brown of her hair.
“I’ve always had an eye for design,” she tells Mimi, empathetically. She pulls several shells from a plastic bag, laying them carefully between every platter and the votive candles they’d placed earlier.
“I’m Jun!” she introduces herself when she catches Koushirou’s stare. She has the same high energy most people around Koushirou seem to just exude. He wonders if, perhaps, he’s an extrovert magnet. Koushirou smiles back politely as Jun explains, without needing to, “I’m Daisuke’s sister!”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you,” Koushirou says. “I’m Koushirou,” he adds a beat too late. Jun doesn’t seem to notice, already heading down the line of the table to place more shells.
Koushirou looks down. He is no stranger to shame, and yet every social event has him feeling as if it is their first time becoming acquainted.
Miyako passes in front of him, placing something new atop the table. From the back, it looks like a photo frame. She gives Koushirou a brief, assuring smile as she continues down along, placing smaller looking frames bundled against her chest. He plucks the object from it’s placement on the table.
Koushirou admires the frame first. It’s simple, with wooden, engraved flowers sitting in each of the four corners. It makes the colors within the actual photograh pop, the mirth on both Daisuke and Ken’s faces palpable and stark where their hands are clasped together, the gold bands of their engagement rings small, yet bright. Koushirou thinks he might have seen it before, among their engagement photos on one of Mimi’s social media accounts.
“Hikari took it,” Ken tells him suddenly, peering at it over Koushirou’s shoulder. His smile is more subdued than inside the picture, but no less happy. “She’s one of Daisuke’s friends from middle school,” Ken explains further.
“Well, Hikari has a lovely eye,” Mimi adds on her way past them, placing tongs and silverware next to each charger.
Hikari. Koushirou frowns. He knows the name. Perhaps Daisuke had mentioned her in the few times they had met.
But it’s not Daisuke’s timbre in his memories.
He places the frame back on the table in its designated spot for the evening, facing away from them both.
“I’m really grateful, Koushirou,” Ken says softly, still beside him. Koushirou looks up, but Ken has his eyes trained on the white tablecloth instead. His gaze is too steady to be searching for the almost invisible patterns.
“I haven’t been of much help,” Koushirou feels. "Mimi put most of this together."
"That isn't wasn't I meant,” Ken says quietly. “I'm just grateful you would be here. As my friend." His pale skin is an honest canvas, the bright red on his cheeks so easily perceptible.
Koushirou thinks his cheeks might be a perfect mirror. This directness must be a side effect from spending too much time with Daisuke. It's not an adverse one, he decides.
“I wouldn’t miss it,” Koushirou admits, hiding his hands in the pockets of his cargo pants. He doesn’t know how his chest manages to feel so light, yet so heavy simultaneously.
“Let’s get some food before everyone else gets here,” Miyako jumps up behind them, throwing her arms over both of their shoulders. Her grip is tight, but not unpleasant, where it slips and sits around Koushirou’s neck. “Come on,” she pushes, grabbing for both of their hands and tugging gently.
“I still have a few things to attend to,” Ken says, apologetically, letting his fingers slip through hers. “But you both enjoy your time,” he tells them politely.
“You’re still obligated to hang out with us,” Miyako says, making a show of pointing at Ken as she walks backwards, still dragging Koushirou along with her, “I won’t let schmoozing be an excuse, you hear me!”
“Louder than Daisuke,” Ken replies. “And crystal clear.”
“What does that mean?” Daisuke calls from the farther end of the table, holding an entire box of something for Mimi and Jun to rummage through. "What is with everyone tonight!"
The rest of their banter gets swallowed by the wind as he follows Miyako over to the coolers. She fishes out a bottle of a bright, almost enticing drink that Koushirou knows better than to test. He manages to find one of the few water bottles after shifting through mountains of aluminum and glass.
The chill from the plastic bottles bites him even through the fabric of his shirt when Koushirou tucks it under his arm so he can use both hands to fill up his plate. He smiles, remembering how appalled Mimi had been, when Ken wouldn't budge on the practicalities of paper at the beach, just because fine china would look nicer.
"I'll get half of everything," Miyako conspires with him, already scooping a large portion of wasabi potato salad onto her plate, "if you get the other half and we'll share."
"Deal," Koushirou decides, taking a healthy portion of bruschetta off it's platter with tongs.
Over the hill by the parking lot, someone calls out to their group again. Koushirou looks up in time to see another woman standing atop one of the dunes, a camera pressed over her face as a light flashes along the top of it. She pulls it back to, presumably, check the digital screen.
Koushirou’s heart stutters. He thinks, maybe, he recognizes her. He sucks a breath in as the tip of another person’s head crests over the hill—
But he has no idea who the other man is.
"I'm glad we didn't miss this lighting," the woman says on a relieved breath out as she joins their party around the buffet table. She takes a quick photo of some of the trays and Koushirou feels ashamed for having taken part in ruining Mimi's masterful plating.
"Hikari!" Daisuke shouts, waving at her from still further down the beach. It looks like he's been bathed in wires—fairy lights, Koushirou guesses. "T.M!" He calls out next. Koushirou presses down on his lips to keep from chuckling as Mimi and Jun try desperately to tame his arm, for the sake of the lights.
"I'm gonna go see if I can help out there," the new guy says with a long smile, tilting his head over in the other direction. His white bucket hat falls over one of his eyes, but he doesn't seem at all bothered to fix it. "Then I'll get us a place at the fire,” he tells Hikari, indicating to the two chairs in both of his arms.
"Alright," the girl—Hikari— answers, but she seems more invested in her photography, squatting down before the table. Koushirou catches a small peek of the digital display, of the water and the sunset captured just over the edge of the fine set-up.
"Hikari!" Miyako squeals when she notices the other woman, dropping her plate on the table long enough to envelope her in a full body hug. Hikari doesn't return it where her hands still keep a grasp on her camera, arms pushed up against her chest in Miyako's embrace, but she looks no less gleeful.
"Have you met Koushirou?" Miyako asks offhand, reaching for the very last item to complete their smorgasbord.
Hikari's eyes light up when she trains them on him and Koushirou feels his cheeks burn under the attention. "Not formally," she says, sending him a half smile. She reaches over in front of Miyako, offering her hand. "I'm Hikari."
"Koushirou," he says needlessly. Hikari drops her hand the moment her eyes notice that his own are quite full. Koushirou feels the color drain from his face. He should have put his plate down, he realizes.
"You and Takeru should come sit with us," Miyako offers, popping a cocktail shrimp into her mouth and throwing the tail out in the nearby receptacle.
"Sure," Hikari says, her eyes drifting over towards her friend. He's got their chairs still propped up against his hip, chatting amicably with Daisuke and Ken as Mimi and Jun bustle around them. "I think Takeru's trying to get some time in before Daisuke's too inebriated."
She shares a knowing look with Miyako.
"Just come by whenever," she says and to Koushirou she tilts her head towards their destination and urges him to, "let's go. I'm starving."
Back at their seats, Miyako fills in him on her side of things at work, the gossip he'd missed since they last went out to lunch, and Koushirou feels, minutely, comfortable in her companionship as they knock their knees together like a makeshift table, so they can pick from each other's plates and laugh.
"I wish Iori had decided to come anyway," Miyako laments, frowning as she scoops some of the seven layered dip from Koushirou's plate with a chip. "I know he doesn't want to be around the,” she pauses, “ temptation,” she finishes. “But still. "
"Ken tried to change the date until after his birthday," Koushirou mentions. "But then Mimi would have—" he cuts himself off there and Miyako sends him a tempered smile and agrees with a quiet, "I know."
As the sun drops below the offing, so with it does the temperature. Koushirou finds himself going back to the car for the hoodie he had brought in case , huddling over himself in the chair. Miyako seems less affected, already working down her second wine cooler.
Chairs begin to dot the landscape around them, other guests filing in. Some of them come over to greet Miyako, a few staying for a while to talk. Koushirou doesn't know where to look. Sometimes he chances to glance up, and hopes he'll recognize a face.
He never does.
Koushirou almost wishes he had chosen to risk sand in his hard drive. He almost contemplates going for seconds, even though he's still stuffed from lunch, just for the sake of having something to do with his hands, his eyes, his mind.
He's grateful when Mimi finally ambles her way over and takes the empty seat beside him. “It has been a day, ” she crows, but the long smile on her perfectly pink lips speaks volumes. Koushirou wonders if she’s been draped in much due praise over her cooking all this while.
Waves clatter along the shore, as if joining into their chatter. It’s becoming more and more difficult to discern where the beach ends and the sea begins. A few couples have begun pacing along where Koushirou assumes is the shoreline, the silhouette of their shoes clutched in their shadowed hands. He’s wondering when they’ll proceed with the highlight of the evening when Daisuke barrels between his and Mimi’s chairs, the very tip of his shoe disturbing the cup of soda she had placed between them as he skips by proclaiming, “Let’s get this thing lit!”
Between them the dark, sugary beverage bubbles and fizzes in the sand. Mimi frowns at the tilted cup.
“At least it didn’t get on one of us,” she concludes after a moment of mourning, lifting the cup from the sand just as Ken filters between them, less hurried.
He mouths an apology back towards their group, before he follows his fiance along. “I thought you wanted to wait for Taichi?”
Daisuke huffs, ducking beneath one of the ropes. “He said he’s not coming—” is all Koushirou hears before the rest of his sentence gets swallowed under new guests arriving.
It is evident to Koushirou whose idea the bonfire had been. He presses his smile into the palm of his hand, watching as Daisuke lifts the can of fuel from its hiding space, making a show of throwing it along the kindling. Ken offers him a lighter from his pocket, the two of them burning what appears to be stuffed egg cartons before tossing them into the fire.
“Candle wax and recycled paper,” Ken explains when they’ve cleared the area, standing on either side of their group. “I read that egg cartons ignite well.”
Slowly flames begin to lick up from the ground, climbing and circling the wood as it rises. Koushirou does not have words to explain the sound of the fire catching, but it is as magnificent as it is terrifying, as if they had captured a ferocious dragon and confined it to a cage. Koushirou cannot look away even as Daisuke crosses in front of him, to seek out the hand of his partner. For the longest while, there is nothing but the sound of silence and fire, each of the spectators as marveled as their group. Soon it is broken by a group of cheering, the jubilation spreading as swiftly as the flames had. Even Koushirou finds himself unable to escape it, sending several quick claps into the air before his hands feel too exhausted to continue.
“It’s quite pretty,” he hears Ken saying.
“Not as pretty as you,” Daisuke follows up. It sounds like he means it, which is worse, and Koushirou coughs into his hand to hide his personal embarrassment.
Miyako, less discrete and more inebriated, shouts, “Get a room!” over Koushirou’s head. Mimi dissolves into a fit of laughter and even Koushirou can only hold back so much, his shoulders trembling with the force of his own chortling.
“You guys are the worst,” Daisuke decides with fond exasperation in his timbre.
“You love us,” Miyako drawls, “because we’re family.”
Family.
Koushirou feels himself sober at the thought of it. He wonders if any of them consider him part of that and his cheeks feel as ignited as the flames.
Daisuke and Ken stay a bit later with them before several new guests walk by, pulling them into conversations Koushirou doesn’t even try to understand. Eventually they bid them farewell, with the promise to talk later in the evening.
“You better come back!” Miyako shouts at their backs. Koushriou thinks they’re too far away to hear anything.
“Jyou!” Mimi shouts at one point, waving her arms enthusiastically to presumably catch his attention. Koushirou looks up from his plate in time to see Jyou noticing their camp.
“Hey guys!” He calls, stopping momentarily to allow a small group to cross over in front of him. “It’s hard to see anything.”
His smile is the same as it has always been, genuine and unsure, and Koushirou finds himself grateful to see it even when Jyou looks absolutely apologetic. He comes to squat beside Koushirou’s chair after they exchange quick greetings, holding himself up by perching a hand along the arm rest. Koushirou tucks his elbow close to his side to accommodate him.
“Sorry I missed you at Miyako’s,” he offers sheepishly. Koushirou can see licks of the pyre reflected in the glass of his spectacles. “By the time I actually saw you, it looked like you were,” Jyou pauses for a moment, swishing his mouth as he seems to grapple with the exact wording before deciding, “well, you looked like you were having fun and I didn’t want to interrupt.”
Koushirou feels his own face color again. “Quite alright,” he tells Jyou, eyes flickering towards the fire briefly. “I am grateful to see you nonetheless.”
Jyou beams at him before his own gaze crawls back over to the bonfire. He frowns a moment later. “You know bonfires can be quite dangerous. We should probably move back about ten feet.” He explains, “For safety. Maybe twenty.”
“Nonsense,” Mimi groans. “We’re perfectly safe right here.”
After they settle further back, Miyako shifts the conversation towards more pleasant territory, which for Koushirou means work. Eventually it leads to Jyou sharing stories of his residency, up to his plans for the summer and into the next year. Koushirou thinks most of the details are for his benefit— surely he’s already shared them with Mimi and Miyako last week. Miyako excitedly shares her upcoming vacation before the New Year, an escape to warmer climates when the snow first starts to hit.
Mimi reaches for her spilled drink, frowning when her fingers come up with the empty plastic cup. “I’m going to get another drink,” she tells them all, pushing up to her feet. “Do you guys want anything?”
Koushirou shakes his head. “I’m quite sated,” he tells her. Mimi takes his empty plate, promising to toss it out on her way.
“I’ve actually got to get going,” Jyou admits, wiping the sand off his pants legs as he too comes to stand up. He pulls his cellphone from his pocket just long enough to check the time. “I just meant to stop by to congratulate them, but I’ve got to head over to work now.”
“Boo!” Miyako calls, cupping her hands over her mouth.
“We’ll hang out more next time,” Jyou promises her even as Miyako continues to boo at him. “You too, Koushirou,” he adds, smiling back down at him.
Koushirou can’t hold back one of his own. “Indubitably,” he agrees. “Enjoy your night,” he tells Jyou as the other man starts to leave, waving back at all of them until his figure is indiscernible among the rest of the shadows beyond the fire’s reach.
“Bye Jyou!” Mimi calls out to him regardless, still waving enthusiastically. She turns back on the two of them, shaking her still empty cup and asks, “So, drinks? Food?”
“I’ll go with you, actually,” Miayko decides, struggling out of her chair with both of her hands still full. Koushirou eventually takes her mostly empty wine cooler until Miayko rights herself. “You don’t mind watching the stuff, Koushirou?” She stops to ask him. Koushirou hums in the positive as the two girls thank him. “Oh, so back to Iori’s aunt—” Miyako starts as they, too, become nothing more than shadows.
Koushirou leans back in his seat. His neck feels cold where the fire light does not touch it, an odd contrast to how warm it feels when he leans in closer. He checks the time on his phone and frowns. It’s still quite early in the evening, but he already feels drained. Koushirou considers imploring Mimi to place out the cupcakes early so they can begin packing away the essential items and be one step closer to making it home. Or perhaps he can persuade her to let him leave early, if he promises to come back in time to pick her and Miyako up at the end of the event.
He could feign a weak stomach, if needed.
Koushirou heaves out a long sigh, letting his eyes fully slip closed.
Something taps along the canvas backing of his chair, a cool shadow passing over his face where the fire had still been keeping it warm.
“Hey, you!”
Koushirou startles at the proximity of the voice. Above him is a face he recognizes, from the dimpled smile to the untamed brown hair.
“Mind if I sit with you?” He asks, gesturing towards the seat Mimi had once occupied. Dazed, Koushirou nods. His companion from last week’s party looks him over once and has the nerve to look disappointed when he notices, “You’re not in uniform tonight.” He gestures along his own neck until Koushirou remembers the gaudy keychain holder and snorts.
“Took a different car," Koushirou explains. He lifts an eyebrow at his companion, doing his best to seem actively concerned. "But if you'd like, I'm sure Mimi wouldn't mind lending you her lanyard for the night."
“No,” the man laughs, “I think it looks best on you.” He plops heavily into the seat and wonders, "So does that mean you're drinking tonight?"
Koushirou looks down to the ground, where his still unopened bottle of water sits, waiting. "Still the," he stops, trying to remember the acronym that his companion had coined last week, "D.D."
"Oh man," the guy whistles, rubbing his hands together for what Koushirou assumes is an attempt to warm them. He leans closer towards the fire. Light caresses gently along one of his cheeks as he sends a grin back in Koushirou's direction. "Is this a case of the short straw?"
"It's more or less voluntary," Koushirou admits. "I'm not particular to drinking, so logically I make the best choice."
"That's pretty cool of you," his companion says, genuinely smiling at him. Koushirou isn't sure if a single other person has come this close to calling him cool before, especially in response to his aversion to consuming alcohol . His cheeks feel anything but cool , so he turns away, watching the fine sparks of embers bursting and popping before them, hoping the light of it will mask the color dawning on his face. Koushirou can still feel the other's eyes on him. “Oh,” he starts after a beat, “I’m Taichi, by the way.”
“Taichi,” Koushirou repeats the name without meaning to. It feels nice on his tongue. When his eyes meet Taichi’s, the other is already grinning back at him and Koushirou tries his best to return it. “I’m Koushirou,” he adds in.
"I'll remember that," Taichi promises with a short laugh. “So, uh, which side of the aisle do you fall on?”
"Mostly Ken’s.”
"Cool," Taichi nods.
Silence passes between them before Koushirou ventures to ask, "How about yourself?"
"I guess I kind of fall on both sides," Taichi decides, tilting his head so the light shifts briefly from one cheek to the other. "Daisuke and I have been friends forever, you know? He went to school with my little sister—" Hikari , Koushirou's mind supplies "—and we were both really into soccer so I guess we kind of clicked."
Taichi pulls a water bottle out from the pouch of his black hoodie, uncaps it, and scowls the second he tips it back. “Yuck,” he sticks out his tongue as if to drive home how truly disgusting he finds the drink. “Warm water is just the worst.”
“There’s water in the coolers,” Koushirou mentions. He reaches down for his own, fingers slipping over the condensation that’s formed around the plastic now that it’s been sitting out for so long. It is nowhere near as cold as it had been when Koushirou took it from the coolers, but he offers it towards Taichi, hoping it will be a better alternative.
“Nah,” Taichi says, but Koushirou pushes it towards him once more. He smiles and asks, “You sure?” before taking the bottle from Koushirou’s grip. Taichi takes a few, long gulps out of the bottle and tells Koushirou, “Much better.” He frowns at the bottle he’d brought along with him. “I have no idea how long this has been in my car.”
Koushirou considers the clues and ventures to guess, “You’re also the D.D. this evening?”
Taichi hums in affirmation as he places the two water bottles between their chairs, gently ripping the label off from one of them. Koushriou assumes this is to keep track of the less desired one. Taichi meets his eyes as he leans back up and says, "It somehow just ended up that way. My luck, I guess?"
A couple pulls up somewhere to Koushirou's back, their chatter lending itself to the festivities around them. It is a stark contrast to the early evening that he had spent with his close friends. Most of these people are strangers. Koushirou hears the crackle of the fire, but the sound of waves has been lost to the evening now.
"So how do you know Ken?" Taichi asks, reaching again for one of the water bottles.
"High school." Koushirou frowns, wishing his social sphere had been a little more diverse as he tells Taichi, "We met in computer club. We also attended the same undergrad."
"Oh," Taichi says immediately, eyes cutting directly back towards Koushirou. "Are you still in school?"
"I got my doctorate in computer engineering a couple of years ago," he confesses. Koushirou stares measuredly at the fire. His heart feels like it wants to escape his chest.
"Oh," Taichi says again, this time with a careful slowness. Koushirou notices him cap the bottle, also slowly. He wonders if Taichi needs the time to make up an excuse, to get himself away from the brainiac buzzkill without sounding rude. Instead he wonders, "How old are you now?"
"Twenty-four."
Taichi whistles, the edges of his eyes slightly wider than Koushirou's come to know them. His heart picks up the pace, hammering away. His hands feel clammy. It shouldn't matter to him that this once, perhaps still is, stranger is off put by Koushirou's achievements. He should be used to it. It’s fine.
"I'll be twenty-six at the end of next month," Taichi says. He barks out a laugh. "You're something else," Taichi comments vaguely. Koushirou's too afraid to inquire as to what that something is, so he looks over to the sea instead. Wind whips across his nose, a chill just outside the border of the fire's focus.
"Oh, anyway," Taichi continues after a short while. "You remember my friend Yamato, right? He's the entertainment tonight so we needed a big enough car to fit some of his set, which narrowed it down to me and Takeru. But see Daisuke used to like my kid sister, uh," Taichi hesitates for a moment, his eyes searching along the edge of the fire, as if searching her out. Koushirou wonders if he counts as a stranger now, or if knowing Taichi's name has sealed some sort of acquaintanceship. "I think you saw her at the party, right? Hikari."
Ah. So he'd been right. Koushirou can't stop the self congratulatory smile crawling on the edges of his lips.
"Well she's super close with Takeru, grew up together and stuff, so even though Daisuke's got Ken now he's never fully warmed up to Takeru. Jealousy, you know? Anyway when he gets drunk he's always kind of picking on the guy."
There are a lot of actors, but Koushirou does his best to follow, watching the way Taichi's eyes brighten with no assistance of the pyre, relaying bits of his life so easily.
"...And," Taichi trails off there, catching Koushirou's stare with his own curious gaze. "What?" He asks.
"Nothing, you're still—" Koushirou pauses "—talking." He stops himself from finishing his sentence with an incredulous, “To me.” Instead he adds, "I'm just listening."
"Oh," Taichi says back. His grin is wide and sweet when he turns it back towards the fire. Embers shifts in the reflection of his golden brown eyes and it reminds Koushirou of a rich whiskey, the sort Mimi's dad would always try to pour for him when he would visit their house. Taichi stares hard at the fire for a minute before asking, “What was I talking about?”
Koushirou doesn’t think it’s a test, when Taichi asks. He’s not even sure it’s directed at him, but he remembers, “Daisuke is a belligerent drunk.”
Taichi stares back at him and this time Koushirou asks, “What?”
“Nothing,” Taichi starts, an odd expression crossing his face. “Just,” he tries again, sending Koushirou a charming half grin. “I guess you were listening,” he laughs lightly.
Koushirou frowns. He wonders if people often don’t. Ignoring Taichi seems like it’d be a hard task to pursue.
"But right, they get along for the most part, just Daisuke gets rowdy after a few shots and Takeru figured he should leave early to preserve the peace, so I ended up as the Chauffeur to his highness of the Teenage Wolves. Ah, and then Hikari came with Takeru since there wasn't much room in my car with Sora, too, and, so yeah." Taichi considers the ground for a moment. Koushirou can't place his expression. "Sorry, that was a lot."
"I had no qualms listening," Koushirou tells him. Taichi cuts his gaze back up to meet his, looking almost uncharacteristically relieved. "How do you know Ken?" Koushirou changes the subject.
Taichi's face brightens even more. "Oh, well, you know Ken plays soccer, right?" Koushirou nods even if he doesn't think it's a question needing an answer. "Yeah, we're on the same team. Kid's a beast."
Koushirou raises a brow. "As in the same university team?"
Taichi hums in the affirmative. "I think I only got in because of my soccer skills," he laughs disparagingly. "But it's got a great master's program for polisci and some great internship connections."
Koushirou stares. "I wouldn't discredit your achievements," he puts in after a short moment. "It's not a particularly easy school to get in, even on a sport's scholarship."
"Yeah?" Taichi says. His eyes are back on the fire, but there's a sheepishness in his smile. Koushirou wonders if the lighting were better, if he might be able to tell if Taichi were blushing. "You know you should come watch us some time. We’re pretty good. If you want?”
Soccer in itself sounds incredibly unappealing, but Koushirou finds himself offering a, “Perhaps,” despite himself.
"Hey," someone calls out, approaching them from the other side of the bonfire. He recognizes Hikari as soon as she steps into the ring of light, the camera that had been stuck to her face a few short hours ago now lax about her neck. To Koushirou, it looks heavy. “I seem to have lost Takeru,” she confesses, gesturing back to what Koushirou assumes is the banquet area with her hand holding up a dark, glass bottle. “And our chairs,” she laughs, taking a long swig of the bottle as if she just remembered the liquor existed. “Miyako said I could sit you with guys,” she addresses Koushirou with a disarmingly sweet smile before taking another quick chug.
“Slow down, girlie,” Taichi cuts in. “Or I’ll find you on the stairs later and have to heft you up myself.”
Hikari makes a face at him. "Why are you like this every time we go out?"
"Big brother privileges."
“It sounds preferable to the need of dissimulating cat waste," Koushirou puts in.
Taichi gives a full, hearty laugh, throwing his head back over the canvas backing of his own chair.
“You two should take your act on the road,” she suggests, taking what can only be considered a defiant sip of her beer, “and leave. Speaking of,” she adds, switching her weight from one foot the other. Koushirou worries for the overfilled plate in her other hand. “Daisuke requests your presence at the buffet table, Taichi.”
“Such is the burden of being popular,” Taichi says. He makes sure to tell Koushirou, “I’ll be back,” as if it was somehow a concern he might have. Koushirou refuses to humor the thought, just sending Taichi a crooked half smile back.
“Insufferable that one,” Hikari scoffs jestingly, falling into the newly unoccupied seat. She balances the full plate of food atop her lap and throws back her dusty purple shawl from her shoulders, then hangs her camera strap along the back edge of the chair.
"I'm sorry," Koushirou says. His cheeks feel hot and shame fills his stomach. "I hadn't meant to—"
He catches Hikari mid-sip, but she's already batting her hand towards him. When she finishes she reassures him, "It's fine. I know Taichi's a bad influence." Koushirou presses his lips together, unsure how to proceed, but Hikari adds, "I did think it was pretty funny. Just don't tell him that."
Hikari smiles at him and Koushirou returns it.
"He has a way about him," Hikari continues out of nowhere. Her expression is fond when she tells him, "he's a little overbearing at times, but it always feels like his heart's in the right place."
Koushirou swallows. He doesn't quite know how to compliment her confessions so he settles on saying, "It must be nice to have so many friends in common."
She hums, "Sometimes." And then lets out a soft giggle. "It's hard to keep to secrets that way, though." Hikari smiles at him, something sweet yet conspiring. "Which means this is all between us, got it?"
He has never really had to keep a secret before. Mimi and Miyako are open books, and if even they weren't he doesn't quite know who he would share such gossip with.
Hikari holds up her hand towards him, this time only her pinky extended. Koushirou catches it with his own and when she grins at him it feels as if it transfers through their bond and he cannot stop himself from returning it.
Hikari is a comfortable presence, even in the interims of silence that passes between them. "I can't believe you've known Miyako all this time," she breathes out, taking a healthy bite of Mimi's famous barbeque brisket. "I wonder if we met before somehow."
"Perhaps," Koushirou humors the thought.
Over the humdrum of other guests, a few, strong musical notes drift through the night. Around them people start cheering, the excitement electric in the air. Hikari seems to perk up at the first sign of them, dropping her beer bottle at the base of her chair and hurries the rest of her meal into her mouth.
"Sounds like they're starting," she surmises, reaching behind her for the camera she had retired not too long ago. "I'm going to take some pictures of the band," she relates to Koushirou, stretching as she stands to her feet.
She barely takes a step before she rounds back on him. Koushirou finds it hard to tear his eyes away from hers. "You wanna come with me?" Hikari asks, tilting her head towards the source of the festivities. "I bet desserts out, too!"
Koushirou has never really been one for a great many sweets, but it’s also not often someone asks for his company and so wordlessly he follows her back.
In the distance the reception area looks, quite honestly, like a dream. Flames atop the tiki torches dance in the wind, accented by the fairylights pinned to the table. The cupcakes he had spent the afternoon decorating now sit atop their silver charges, but to his chagrin no one has seemed interested. He hopes it's not because of his lack of skill.
Not too far from the buffet a makeshift stage has been erected; fairy lights drape between several poles stuck into the dirt, something that looks like a rug has been rolled out along the sand for the band members to stand on with their equipment.
A very large group of people has already gathered before them, obscuring most of the view. It only gets more crowded as the band actually starts up, the vocals almost drowned out by the belting of guitar strings, of the pounding on the drum set.
Koushirou stands back with Hikari, closer to the buffet table. Every so often she holds the lense to her eyes and a rapid fire set of clicks sound off. Wind rushes past them, blowing Hikari's hair this way and that. He has to hold her camera at one point when it threatens to dislodge the little red clip fastening her bangs out of the way of her eyes.
"Koushirou!" Mimi finds him, dispersing part of the crowd as she rushes to his side. Her cheeks are flushed and her smile wide, the sand perhaps only partly to blame for her uneven gait. He notices that her sandals are missing and frowns. He really hopes they weren’t too expensive this time. “Come dance with me!" She urges him, pulling on his wrist with a gentle force.
"I—" his gaze catches Hikari's momentarily and she beams at him encouragingly, until he shakes his head.
She considers him for a moment, then carefully slips the camera’s tether from around her neck and pushes it into his hands. “I’ll dance with you,” she volunteers in his stead.
Mimi is fast to switch targets, excitedly taking Hikari’s hand in her own. Over her shoulder, Hikari makes a motion with her pointer finger. Take photos, is how Koushirou interprets her signal. He can hear the two of them cheering just over the music as they venture further onto the dance floor.
His fingers tap gently along the odd buttons and switches adorning the camera. He can find his way behind a firewall just fine, but operating one of these fills his chest with dread. Koushirou has no doubts that if given an hour or two he could divest the instrument of it’s secrets, but he knows he doesn’t have the time and the thought of failing Hikari, even a stranger he barely knows, is almost devastating.
“Just look through the little viewfinder," someone instructs him. “I know there’s a live feed switch somewhere but it doesn’t like to work for me.” Their weight against him is warm and Koushirou looks up to be greeted by one of Taichi's smiles. His companion taps a little raised button at the top of the camera and tells him, "Then you just click this."
Koushirou sends a wary look back at the camera. It’s digital screen is dark and gives him no help. He offers it up with a quick, "Perhaps you're more qualified," but Taichi backs away with both of his hands up in surrender.
"The only machinery I'm qualified to operate is my cell phone."
Koushirou quirks an eyebrow. "And your car, I presume?"
Taichi narrows his eyes in a not unkind way and agrees, "And my car. As far as anyone needs to know."
Koushirou considers his options for a moment and then lifts the camera up to eye level, finding the little window and surveying the crowd through it. He doesn't have the right skill for this, the equipment heavy despite being held up with both of his hands. The button at the top is almost completely unyielding against his attempts to press it that he almost drops the whole thing to the compact earth several times.
"These are horrible," Taichi laughs as they thumb through each of the photos after Koushirou manages to take a dozen or so. He groans. Taichi's right. Every face is a blurry mess, the torch lights a fuzzy glare across the screen.
"Hikari looks like she's on fire," Taichi cackles when they stumble on one of the few Koushirou managed to take of them dancing, with Mimi raising both of their arms high in the air, twirling Hikari on the unstable floor. The fire behind them has blurred across the screen, making it look as if it has consumed most of her hair.
Koushirou huffs a laugh.
She had slipped not a moment after the trigger had gone off. Koushirou smiles at the next image, of Mimi hovering worriedly over the other woman as Hikari merely laughs, the mirth bright and alive on her face even in the still image.
Taichi had found the scene uncontainably funny, his laughter belly deep and contagious. Seeing it again does little to temper the humor, and Koushirou finds himself laughing along with Taichi again as the fire settles lovingly in his wood-brown eyes, burning brightly. His fingers where they overlap Koushirou's own to view the screen better are welcome, the warmth they harbor traveling up his body and into his cheeks.
The music comes to a soft end, the last notes as crisp in the air as the wind brushing over them. This time it does not fade into another song.
"We'll be back after a short break," the lead singer informs the crowd. He looks a little like the guy who Hikari had come with, but Koushirou can’t fully discern most of his face from this distance. "We’ll keep the mic open if anyone would like to say a few words."
Taichi relinquishes his half of the hold on the camera, telling him quickly, "I'll be back." He flashes Koushirou a quick thumbs up as he runs towards the makeshift stage.
A majority of the crowd disperses over the news, lines of dancers making their way back over to the bonfire.
It is colder now, where Koushirou stands by himself. He teeters on his feet, wondering if he should hazard some photos of the speakers, if he should have perhaps not turned down the invitation to say something when Ken had first requested it of him.
Hikari comes to his side at just right the moment, her smile pushing out both of her prominent dimples. "Taichi's going to take the stage soon," she informs him, gently taking back her camera. “So let's grab some dessert and leave before he goes ham," she adds with a wicked laugh.
“Shouldn’t we stay?”
She wrinkles her nose. “He’s going to do an encore at the actual wedding, trust me. Besides I’ve been his test audience all week, I’ve got it memorized.” She reaches for a plate and fills it with several cupcakes. Koushirou wonders if it’s for their group, or just a personal serving. “I can give you the low down as we walk back,” she offers with a wry smile.
Koushirou can't decide either way when Hikari loops her arm through his and pulls him, not unwillingly, back in the direction of their camp for the evening, only stopping by the coolers to get another drink.
"These are awful," Hikari cackles, echoing her brother once they've settled back into their seats. Her face lights up at what Koushirou assumes is her devastating fall on the dance floor. She grins at him, her flush highlighted by the glow of the pyre. “But I think you captured the feeling of tonight pretty well."
Koushirou's certain he's done no such thing, but he chooses not to argue, hiding his slight smile with the bow of his head.
Across the way Koushirou can barely make out any distinguishable sounds aside from the occasional feedback on the mic. He doesn't know if Taichi is still speaking, or if he's probably joined the crowd by now. Maybe he'll stay over there for the rest of the evening and find a more suitable partner to hang around, who prefers to dance the night away instead of tucking into corners and playing antisocial party games.
Koushirou huffs at the thought.
“I won!” Mimi declares as soon as she returns, throwing both of her hands up into the air as if she has stuck a particularly flawless landing. Clutched in one of her fists is a distinctively red cup. Hikari claps on her behalf which only seems to fuel Mimi’s ego as she strikes several new vogue-like poses in victory. Miyako ducks beneath one of her arms with a pointed snort.
“What precisely did you win?”
“Daisuke goaded us into a drinking game,” Miyako explains, falling into the only free chair left. Mimi doesn’t hesitate to fall atop her lap, keeping her solo cup safely unrattled over both of their heads. “Results are debatable.”
“No they aren’t,” Mimi argues, drawing out every syllable. “ I won. I just said that. Where’s the debate?”
Miyako snorts, resting her forehead against the broad of Mimi's back. "Alright," she says appeasingly, "you won."
When Mimi dips her cup back to take a nice long sip after a final self-congratulatory whoop , Koushirou suspects it is no longer soda. About them the scent of alcohol has become thicker, rivaled only by the sweet smell of burning oak and just the right hint of smoke. Koushirou breathes it in, not missing the low tide in the least.
"Your hot friend is here," Mimi pipes up a moment later. Koushirou wants to assume she's not talking to him, with her eyes taking on that distant glaze as if she's not really looking at anything, but then she follows up with, "You know the one. Bush hair boy."
Miyako cackles into the crook of Mimi's arm where her head still rests. "Taichi," she corrects her.
"Mimi," he whispers harshly. He tries to motion with his eyes, over his head, where the other girl can no doubt hear them.
"What?" She snaps, the absolute vision of drunkenly defensive.
"Hikari is his sister," Miyako explains with little tact.
Mimi sits up straighter to look over Koushirou's head at the other member in their party. "Oh!" She says, settling back down, this time throwing her legs over the arm of the chair until her bare toes wiggle just barely out of reach of Koushirou's elbow. "Then what does she care if he's hot?"
"I love you," she adds, crunching herself up in Miyako's lap to wave at the girl. "We should dance more later."
"I'm good for the night," Hikari says. When Koushirou chances to look at her, she's pressing her lips together as if to contain her own trembling laughter. "Maybe another time?"
"With less sand," Miyako complains, rolling her head back. "My thighs are killing me ."
"My butt is going to hurt in the morning," Hikari adds, taking a swig of her new beer.
Koushirou's just glad they've changed the subject from—
"Koushirou's hot friend!" Mimi greets him as soon as Taichi slips into the light. He gives her a funny look before finally greeting her back with, "Lanyard girl!"
Mimi doesn't hesitate when Taichi offers up his fist to bump her own against it. She even imitates his impression of an explosion when they pull apart. Koushirou smiles fondly at her as she settles into giggles.
And, oh, Koushirou falters. Taichi hadn't corrected her when she declared that they were friends.
"Up," Taichi directs his sister, motioning her to move with both of his hands. "I was sitting there first," he reminds her.
"I was sitting there first!" Mimi puts in, raising her arm like she’s waiting to be called on in class. Both of the siblings send her apologetic smiles but Mimi doesn’t appear bothered as she reclines back into Miyako laps and hums around her cup.
"Finder's keeper's," Hikari says defiantly, exchanging one leg over the other as she sits up straighter. Her smile is sweet, yet coy. "Besides, Miyako invited me to sit with everyone."
Miyako says something, but even next to her Koushirou cannot discern any words. Her glasses have been displaced from over her eyes, just barely sitting on the rounded part of her forehead, suspended only by where she's slumped against Mimi's forearm. They shift precariously whenever the other woman moves around. He almost thinks to grab them off for her before Mimi plucks the spectacles from her head and rights them on her own, as if they were sunglasses.
Hikari beams up at her brother, as if somehow she’s finally won. "There’s plenty of other seats to choose from," she suggests, sweeping her hand above the sand at her feet.
Taichi frowns at her.
"You can sit here," Koushirou offers instead, gesturing to his own seat. He has no qualms with standing, or even taking some part of the dirt.
Taichi looks as if he'll decline before his gaze shifts over towards Mimi and Miyako and he seems to reconsider the offer. "You sure?" He asks. Koushirou thinks he should be weary of the way Taichi tries to press down a very obvious grin.
But he still says, "Of course," and lives to regret it when Taichi takes the chance to settle right into his seat—with Koushirou still occupying it. He mirrors Mimi's position, throwing his legs up and over the armrest and has the audacity to give Koushirou the widest, sweetest grin imaginable.
"Am I too heavy?"
And that's— well. It's unfair, really. What is Koushirou supposed to say to that? Yes?
“No,” is what his mouth decides on without his consent.
"On guard!" Mimi calls, wielding her feet to smack against Taichi's as if they were fencing with swords. Taichi takes the cue, leaning back a slight bit to tap against her until Mimi is no more than snorts and giggles, her curls almost sweeping against the dirt as she sways back in Miyako's lap.
The arm of the chair groans against the excessive weight as Taichi finds a comfortable position. He grins up at Koushirou as if nothing were amiss, but it feels to Koushirou as if the whole world has been turned on its axle, the blood pooling in his cheeks almost enough evidence to prove his theory.
"Let me know if it gets uncomfortable," Taichi tells him.
Koushirou won't. He knows this about himself.
"We can switch later," he offers.
"I'm fine," he answers politely.
But he's not. He's really not. His head is spinning. Where does he put his hands?
Koushirou decides to leave them where they are, along the arm rests, though it almost makes it feel as if he's carrying the man princess-style and he doesn't know how to digest this information.
Taichi grins at him as if he is privy to Koushirou's every thought, leaning deeper against the armrest. His weight against Koushirou's arm is almost pleasant. "How's work been treating you?"
"Yeah? Not getting accosted by any aliens on your way home?"
Koushirou squints at the man in his lap before he remembers. He levels Taichi with a dramatically withered expression. "I'm not their intended target, sir."
"You're right," Taichi looks briefly aghast. "I should have been more careful lately, huh?"
"I know a former Russian agent who may agree to shifting careers toward mercenary work."
Taichi wrinkles his nose. "Does that include fighting aliens?"
"Indubitably."
"Sounds like an amazing movie idea," Taichi comments after he sobers up from a quick burst of laughter, giving Koushirou a lopsided grin. "We should sell the rights to a film company. Make millions."
"Invest heavily in Cranberry juice?"
Taichi laughs. "It all comes full circle, man."
Hikari snorts at them somewhere to his right. "What are you two talking about?"
"I don't want to be left out either!" Mimi makes it known, scrambling to sit up straighter by clutching at the arm of her shared seat with Miyako. She tosses back another long sip of her drink and frowns at the cup, tipping it over haphazardly. "It's gone," she informs Koushirou, miserably.
"There's still more to drink," Hikari says over his and Taichi's head. "With Daisuke involved, I'm certain of it."
Mimi stares in the direction of the fire, several clips in her hair glinting like stars in the night where the light catches them. She makes a clicking sound with her tongue, still trying to decide if it’s worth it to take the long trip.
"Sora's still over there," Taichi mentions. Koushirou perks up at the unfamiliar name. "I'm sure she'll dance some more."
"That's right!" Mimi shouts. "I forgot about dancing!"
She takes a few minutes before rushing off to try to coax Hikari to join her, but it's to no avail.
"She sure has some energy," Taichi comments with a shrill whistle.
"I heard she made all the food tonight," Hikari adds in, humming appreciatively around her first bite of a cupcake.
"All morning," Koushirou confirms.
Miyako mutters something, leaning over to one side now that there’s no one keeping her up. Her eyes are just barely open and her gaze is straight on the fire. Koushirou thinks her glasses might still be on Mimi's head and he frowns, hoping they don't end up as the same fate as Mimi's sandals.
When Taichi wonders if she's fine, Miyako just waves them off.
Drunk , is what Koushriou deems her. She's always the most quiet when she's had enough to drink. He smiles at her, ready to offer if she wants a ride home when someone else walks up to them with a casual, "Hey guys!"
Koushirou recognizes him from earlier, when he came down to the beach with Hikari. Takeru, if his recollection doesn’t fail him.
"Sorry, I totally spaced," he says to her. She only smiles back at him and motions to the open space next to her chair. Taichi leans his neck all the way back to look at their new member, waving his greeting at the blond who returns it without question. "I got caught up talking to Daisuke and Ken and then helping out my brother with the equipment," he titters. Takeru places the two chairs down along their line of seats already, positioning them on a slight tilt so when he finally sits down Koushirou can still clearly see his face.
Mostly . Even with the additional seating, Taichi does not relocate a comfortable seating arrangement. Koushirou thinks he'll need the rest of the week to process this.
Takeru catches his stare under the brim of his hat, smiling up at him. "I'm Takeru," he introduces himself with a long wave and an equally lengthened smile that sets Koushirou at ease.
"That's Koushirou," Hikari says offhand, taking a large bite of the cupcake on her plate. Koushirou almost takes the chance to tell her of the frosting sitting on her cupid's bow, but Takeru pulls back his attention with an enthused declaration of, "I owe you my life!"
Koushirou stares.
Takeru stares back up at him where the lawn chairs he'd carried don't stand quite as tall. Taichi in his lap let's out what can only be described as a cackle after a spell of silence.
"No," Takeru pushes on, "you don't understand."
Koushirou doesn't. He's no longer sure of what he does understand.
"Plan 9 From Outerspace is now my favorite movie ever."
"We rented some of the movies you recommended to me last time," Taichi explains. He rests his head on the canvas backing of the chair. Koushirou can feel the ghost of Taichi’s laughter just along the shell of his ear. All he can manage to do is look forward. "Takeru really likes bad movies."
"He's watched it at least 3 more times afterwards," Hikari adds, licking away all of the evidence of pink frosting from one of her fingers. "So thanks for that."
“Just doing my civic duty of spreading the gospel of execrable science fiction,” Koushirou finds himself adding in his own defense. A moment later his cheeks color. The only person he knows with any certainty is Miyako, and he’s not entirely sure she’s awake anymore.
But Takeru just asks him with a definite shine in his eyes, “What else have you seen?”
“You don’t have to worry,” Taichi tells him softly. Koushirou makes the mistake of turning to look at him, because Taichi is just far too close, his eyes ((disgustingly)) soft for anyone’s good, but least of all for Koushirou and his poor heart. “Not with them.”
"Have you seen The Brain from Planet Arous? " Takeru wonders, calling Koushirou's attention back.
"Absolutely,” he manages. “Easily in the top ten."
They fall into a pattern then, of going back and forth on their favorites. Takeru even takes out his phone to jot down some of the new one's he's never heard of. Koushirou keeps his notes mental, rather than bothering trying to reach for his cell phone in the pocket of his cargo pants.
"You know the truly wonderful movies are only found when you deep dive into the dollar bargain bins," Takeru says, sagely.
"Just like all quality items," Hikari deadpans.
" Listen,” Takeru insists. “Kung-fu From Beyond the Grave is cinematic genius ."
"You can't even see the whites of anybody's eyes," Taichi adds with a roll of his own. "There weren't even any zombies."
"Not every good movie needs—"
“TJ!” Daisuke’s voice calls across the distance, the feedback from the microphone deafening even all the way across the beach.
Immediately, Takeru’s on his feet.
“That’s my cue,” he says, giving everyone a calm smile. Hikari picks herself up, throwing her dusty purple shawl back over her shoulders. “It was nice meeting you,” Takeru says. It takes Koushirou a moment to realize he’s talking to him, which, well, of course he is. Koushirou’s the only stranger in their group.
“Likewise,” he manages. His cheeks burn. He hopes no one’s noticed the timelapse.
“It was fun,” Hikari adds in. Her eyes meet Koushirou’s when she says, “We’ll have to do something like this again soon.” Lovely smiles must be hereditary, Koushirou discovers, when she turns one on him.
“Indubitably,” Taichi answers on his behalf.
"We can rent Flash Gordon!" Takeru offers, snapping the second chair up.
Hikari takes it from him with an exaggerated, "Again!" But her long, fond smile tells Koushirou she doesn't mind the idea of it.
"Indubitably," Koushirou answers for himself this time.
And then they're gone.
Koushirou's eyes watch the fire, unbelieving. It's not that he expects to see them again, that either of them will make good on their promise. It's just— Koushirou's never made plans with complete strangers before. His friend group has never branched out from school or work. It’s the second time in one evening that it feels as if the entire world has been uprooted and turned on its head.
Taichi adjusts himself momentarily, asking Koushirou, "Still alright?" as he slides more into a sitting position, his rump not quite directly in his lap anymore. Koushirou manages to nod, even if he's not sure what the question is pertaining to.
Taichi tucks both of his hands into the front pocket of his hoodie and breathes out a quick laugh. "So any cool adventures this week?" He wonders.
"Do you mean more fulfilling than saving Japan?"
Taichi laughs. "Yeah, cooler than that."
"Nothing," he answers honestly. Then he remembers to ask, "And you?"
Taichi hums. “Definitely not anything that cool,” he titters. The fire looks brighter when Koushirou catches the embers sparking in Taichi’s gaze as he turns his attention directly towards the bonfire. “But I guess vigilantism is hard to compete with,” he tacks on, pursing his lips in consideration. Koushirou moves his hand once Taichi starts to bounce both of his legs along the chair’s armrest, tucking it into the space between the both of them and across his stomach.
Taichi just exudes warmth and Koushirou feels it like a salve on his tensed muscles, relaxing into Taichi's offhand stories about his week; regaling him in adventures that involve skirting his coursework in favor of midnight milkshakes or tag at the local park. They involve more extracurricular activities and less extraterrestrial lifeforms than Koushirou would prefer, but he thinks, perhaps, Taichi could spend the rest of an evening explaining a sandwich he made, and Koushirou would still find the tale no less intriguing.
"What are you doing to him?"
Koushirou looks up to see the lead singer of the band from before, regarding them with a critical eye.
Taichi swings one of his legs exaggeratedly and simply tells the other man, "Nothing. We're hanging out."
" Right ." He plops into the seat Hikari had been occupying not too long ago. "Blink twice if you need help," he instructs Koushirou in a harsh stage whisper. There's nothing discreet about it and Taichi tells him just as much. The blond seems unbothered, lifting a bottle up to his lips.
"Where's Sora?" Taichi wonders into their newfound silence, bouncing his legs again. Aside to Koushirou he explains, "Sora is Cannibal A."
"Ah." He vaguely has a face in his stored memories to pull upon.
Although Taichi can't see him, the other guy shrugs. He takes another sip, eyes entranced with the pyre before them as he relays with a heavily distracted tone, "She was hanging out with some new friend. Said they were going to collect sea glass."
"This is Koushirou by the way," Taichi introduces him, straining his neck back to look at his friend. "This is cannibal B," Taichi tells him a moment later, shooting Koushirou a secretive smile. “Or just Yamato, I guess.”
“ You ,” Yamato starts, pointing directly at Koushirou with his beer hand, “owe me six hours of my life back.”
"Plan 9," Taichi explains. "He's not so much into the bargain bin movies."
"Time is a non-refundable currency," Koushirou answers before he can stop himself. He’s starting to think this might be all Taichi’s influence, especially as the other man follows up with a firm, "Should have read the terms and conditions, man."
Yamato shoots them both a withered look.
Taichi rolls his head back once more to look at Yamato directly and wonders with a vague sense of sympathy in his tone, "Did Takeru make you watch it twice?"
Yamato scoffs in answer. Koushirou can hear the whistle of his breath through the hollow of the bottle just before he takes another chug. "Solaranite, though? It's too contrived."
"Yamato's training to be an astronaut," Taichi adds in as if he's bragging of his own accomplishments.
"It wasn't even funny," Yamato continues, sounding absolutely offended. He makes a face at the fire. "Fake science always takes me out of the plot."
"I prefer more preposterous science," Koushirou argues. "I find it preferable to spreading false information that sounds credible."
Yamato takes a short sip of his drink, the furrow in brow enough to indicate to Koushirou that he’s considering the point. Finally Yamato concedes, “I guess that’s better.”
Eventually the fire before them begins to dwindle with the absence of anything more to consume. It is the only indication of time passing that Koushirou has for the evening and he is bewildered by it when Yamato halts them in the middle of discussion on the poor science in fiction to ask, “Is she alive over there?”
Koushirou looks to Miyako, still slumped in the chair beside him. He hadn’t noticed her lightly snoring away since earlier in the evening. The fire cracks atop one of the logs and Koushirou feels his cheeks burn. Around them, everyone else has packed up and left.
"I should take her home," Koushirou says. Regret seizes in his chest the moment the words spill out and Taichi’s lopsided smile falls into a frown.
"Yeah," he agrees, but makes no move to reseat himself.
Oddly, Koushirou doesn't mind.
"Yeah,” Yamato repeats. “I should start getting the equipment back in the car," he tells them, sounding very much like that is the last thing he wants to do. He takes a final gulp of his beer and wrestles his way up to his feet.
"Here are the keys," Taichi says, pulling them out from his jean’s pocket and dangling them blindly over his head.
Yamato snatches them briskly. "Let Sora know we're heading out soon if you see her first."
"Aye, aye," Taichi salutes the blond. "And if you see a nice pair of sandals, I think Mimi's missing them!" He calls to the other's back. Yamato just throws a thumbs up to indicate he heard.
"She kicked them off as soon as the music started," Taichi explains to Koushirou's curious gaze. "I was helping move some of the equipment and they nearly smacked me in the face. Never saw where they went."
Koushirou can't help it. He can see the image so clearly in his mind, can imagine what it might be like if one of them had made their mark on Taichi’s face, that the laughter bubbles up from his chest, throwing his head back against the canvas backing of his chair.
Taichi beams at him. "You have a nice laugh," he comments, bouncing his legs once more. It’s enough to sober Koushirou up, and he is so very grateful for the diminished light of the fire now.
Ken finds them not too long after Yamato's departure, Taichi still spilled across his lap. His friend sways lightly where he stands, squinting at them as if trying to solve a puzzle. A bucket clatters against his hip as he stares.
"Closing up shop?" Taichi asks.
Ken looks down. "Yes," he says, unsure. His eyes settle in Miyako’s direction. “Is she alright?”
In answer, Miyako snores.
“I was just about to take her home,” Koushirou says, smiling sheepishly up at his friend. Ken nods, every dip of his head far too deep and long. He almost offers to put out the fire himself before Ken finally douses the embers, blanketing them in an unnatural, unadjusted darkness, a pillar of dark, gray clouds rising against the muted sky. In his lap still, Taichi seems to hold his breath. It smells aggressively of smoke and soggy wood and the same cologne Koushirou’s certain Taichi wore last weekend.
“I should get her to the car,” Koushirou continues, turning an apologetic look in Miyako’s direction. She looks so at peace.
Taichi lets out a long suffering sigh, but he complies and rolls his way off the chair. Without the other's weight atop him, Koushirou's lap feels unnaturally cold, and the sense of relief he had been predicting earlier in the evening feels, strangely, like remorse.
It doesn't last long. His thighs ache when he attempts to stand, feeling like rubber and prickling with numbness. He winces at the first step. If it counts as a step.
"You okay?" The very reason for his problem asks. Koushirou frowns back at him and Taichi only grins, shoving his hands through the pouch of his hoodie. In the dark the color is almost indiscernible against the night sky.
"I hope the aliens get you," he says. Taichi laughs.
"Come on, Miyako," Koushirou urges his friend. She only answers with a defiant groan, falling deeper against the side of the chair. Koushirou shakes her shoulder gently, calling to her once again. It’s to no avail.
Taichi laughs heartily. Ken chuckles besides him.
Koushirou glares.
"Miyako~" Taichi coos, coming up on her other side. He reaches gently for one of her arms, coaxing her to sit up further. Miyako makes a garbled noise, huffing as Taichi places a hand across her back to keep her from slouching back into the seat. Her head rolls over on to her own shoulder and she blinks up at him.
Koushirou has no idea what she says next, but Taichi laughs. "Koushirou's going to take you home now. To sleep in a real bed, okay?"
Miyako nods. Or she's drifting back off. Koushirou isn't really sure, but Taichi somehow manages to convince her to stand. Miyako rubs at her eyes, giving several hard blinks before she starts to attempt to walk forward, her gait unsure. She slurs out a quiet, “Sorry,” when she sees Koushirou watching her.
“Let’s go to the car,” Taichi suggests, throwing his arm around her shoulder as they start towards the parking lot. Koushirou isn’t sure if it’s to keep her upright, or just a friendly gesture as he asks the girl, “Did you have fun tonight?” Miyako nods.
"Incredible," Koushirou breathes out.
Taichi back at him, grinning. "Just your local drunk whisperer hard at work."
"I’ll help," Ken offers, “with the chairs”. Koushirou just about tells him to not mind it, but the other man is already folding up one of their seats and stuffing it into the respective bag and so he merely says, "Thank you," as he follows suit with his own.
They meet Taichi and Miyako at the pavement of the parking lot. Miyako’s eyes are barely open as she rests her head against the side of Taichi’s shoulder.
"Which one?" Taichi asks. Koushirou points out his mother's SUV, it's lights blinking at them from where he had parked it earlier that evening.
He tosses the chairs into the back, and then leans out of the way for Miyako to crawl into the middle seat, her eyes bleary when she takes one quick look back at him before dropping her head onto the seat.
“On your side,” Ken prompts her over Koushirou’s shoulder. He sounds tired and on just the right side of gone as he expresses the concern, “Don’t want you sick.”
She mumbles a little something, but complies regardless of her words, shifting over onto her side. Koushirou wishes he could fall asleep that easily as her light snoring recommences. He pulls the scratchy, old blanket his mother always keeps draped atop the seat back and lays it across Miyako.
"Have you seen Mimi?" He asks Taichi and Ken, peering at the parking lot around them in case he can see the silhouette of other party goers. Koushirou wouldn’t put it past her to have found another group to weave herself into, but there's only two other cars in the lot now.
Taichi shrugs, turning his own head as if to survey the area as well. Ken looks pensive at the question.
"Jun," he starts, then stops as if he's forgotten that he was talking at all.
"Your hangover is gonna suck tomorrow, buddy," Taichi snickers. Ken opens his mouth and then glares at his teammate instead.
"What about Jun?" Koushirou presses. He makes sure Miyako's legs have been sufficiently scrunched out of the way of the door as he slams it shut.
Ken snaps to attention. "Wanted to know what to do," he says. At Koushirou's confused stare he remembers to add, "With your stuff."
Koushirou feels his gaze turn in the direction of the reception area on instinct. They hadn't come up with a plan after everyone started drinking.
"Jun was forcing Yamato to help," Ken continues, "with our stuff. And the band. Di’you?"
Koushirou stares. "Did I what?"
Ken presses his lips together, clearly finding the activity of speaking with sober people very frustrating when Taichi guesses, "Have Yamato load the car?"
"Yes," Ken says, pointing at Taichi.
He shrugs when Koushirou raises an eyebrow at him. "It's a superpower."
Koushirou considers it for a while. He’ll never get all the items up by himself, or with a drunk Mimi alone. Not before sunrise. It would be a great help, but Koushirou finds it hard to balance against his overwhelming need to apparently suffer.
"I would appreciate it," he finally says, dropping the keys into Ken’s awaiting hands with a smile.
Ken heads down the long slope of the hill first, his feet catching momentum on the incline. Somewhere near the bottom Daisuke halts him with an enveloping hug, the two of them swaying in something almost akin to a lumbering box step. Koushirou can just barely hear the cadence of their laughter on the wind and it brings a smile to his lip.
"I've never seen Ken so drunk before," Taichi titters beside him, warm and steady.
“Yeah,” Koushirou agrees, peering along the beach as well, hoping to find a familiar silhouette. Although the beach is almost as empty as when they had first come mere hours ago, looking upon it now feels different, as if an imprint has been left on the canvas even though so little evidence still stays.
“I think I found our missing persons,” Taichi says, pointing just further down the opposite end of the beach, where two shadows hazard along the rocks.
Koushirou lets out a huff. “Of course.”
“You know Ken used to refuse to drink at our club parties all the time,” Taichi says, shaking his head. Moonlight is their only guide down along the shore, but it seems to favor Taichi, illuminating his face, his smile, in a way that makes Koushirou's heart flutter. He kicks up sand with his now bare feet, sandals clutched in his hand. Koushirou takes to the higher shore, not willing to get water logged into his sneakers. “I tell you that Daisuke is a poor influence,” Taichi scoffs, clutching a hand over his heart in mock offense.
“I don’t believe so,” Koushirou finds himself speaking out loud. Taichi hesitates on the sand for a moment, and as if there is some invisible thing connecting them, Koushirou finds himself coming to a halt as well. “Not that I condone excessive consumption,” he feels the need to explain, “but in recent years I’ve observed Ken laughing more.”
“Yeah?” A wave licks up along the edge of Taichi’s foot. Koushirou imagines it must be freezing this time of night, but the other barely flinches. “Daisuke’s been a little more mature,” Taichi tells him, “since he met Ken. I went to visit him the other day and he cleaned the house for me.”
Koushirou laughs at the way Taichi says it, his eyes slightly widened as if it were relaying a horror story instead.
Taichi lets out a short laugh of his own. “It’s like they were made for each other, I guess.”
Koushirou wrinkles his nose. “I’m not quite sure I believe in any such providence.” He looks up for a moment, trying to decide on the right words. Stars wink back down at him. He never sees them in the city. Koushirou almost forgets to continue, but Miyako’s words come back to him. “I simply believe they compliment each other.”
He catches Taichi's eyes on him. "What is it?"
Taichi's gaze lingers for a moment longer before he trains it towards the farshore. A grin brightens his face as he tells Koushirou, "Nothing." He picks back up on their previous pace, settling one of his hands into the pouch of his hoodie. Koushirou falls into step beside him. “I think you’re right.”
Just as the beach erodes into rocks, Koushirou pauses. "Mimi," he calls out to her silhouette. The tassels on her jacket wave in the wind, an easy tell even as the woman pivots atop one of the rocks to look back at him. "We have to go home," he explains, hollering it over the wind as it whips past them.
A different voice calls back, "We're looking for sea glass!"
"I want to be a mermaid princess!" It’s clearly Mimi who declares this, speaking as if it explains absolutely everything.
Taichi shares a look with Koushirou.
"You won't procure any up there," Koushirou tells them. In the dark he can see a soft light glowing as one of the women turns it in his direction. It's not Mimi's silhouette and so he suspects it must be Sora. The light goes out once more and he realizes she must be tapping open her homescreen, instead of the flashlight app. Taichi snorts beside him.
"Who are you?" Sora calls back.
"Koushirou?" He responds, unsure.
"Koushirou!" Sora repeats it back. He watches as she stumbles along the rocks as carefully as he assumes someone with enough to drink can manage.
Koushirou frowns as Mimi's shadow disappears behind the far off landscape and he means to call for her when instead Sora greets him with another enthusiastic, "Koushirou!"
She leaps down from the nearest rock and with little warning envelopes him in a tight, warm hug. Koushirou feels his shoulders tense. She smells heavily of liquor and a flowery perfume. "I'm so glad to meet you," she coos.
When she pulls away, her eyes are as warm as kindling doused only by the intensity of her inebriation. "Likewise," Koushirou says in answers and she beams back at him.
"I'm still sorry we had to leave early last time. But you know Taichi's—"
“Yamato's probably waiting for us,” Taichi cuts in with his lips half quirked up, laughing humorlessly. She opens her mouth as if to continue but then presses her lips together as if she's thought better on it.
"We'll talk more next time!" Sora assures him, with a light, sweet smile. She passes Koushirou to encircle her arm through Taichi's, tugging him away instead. Both of them send Koushirou a quick wave overhead but before he can return it they’re already locked into another conversation. He almost thinks he hears Sora requesting, “We should stop for ice cream!”
Taichi scratches the back of his head and Koushirou hears him tell her, "I think you'll regret that tomorrow."
But mostly next time is ringing in his ears. Koushirou wonders if any one of them will think of him after tonight.
He'll probably never see Taichi again. And that's just as well.
"Sora!" Mimi's voice hollers over the wind. Her silhouette slips back into view over a formation of rocks and Koushirou beckons her to continue back towards him. She leaps off the nearest edge, but doesn't quite have the grace Koushirou usually expects from her and ends up dropping to the sand on her rump with a small yowl. It reminds him of when she and Miyako would jump from the swingsets and miss the landing, on late nights when there was nothing else to do in town but haunt the local elementary school playground.
"Where did she go?" Mimi wonders, looking around wildly after a quick recovery. He wonders if she's drank enough to cushion the pain. "We have to find Sora," she tells Koushirou, her eyes large with alarm when they settle on him. Tears pool in the edges of her eyes.
"She's safe, Mimi," he assures her, reaching for one of her hands to help pull her up. Mimi gives him no help, keeping all of her weight there on the sand. "Taichi's taking her home," Koushirou explains further. "We should be going home, as well, Mimi."
Mimi looks up at him, her vision cloudier than the last time he had seen her, but something in his words must have struck a chord because she sniffles, biting at her lower lip. Her hand slips through his old and she crumples onto her back, throwing an arm over her eyes as her hair fans against the beach. In the dark the light pink blends almost naturally into the beach.
"I want to stay here," Mimi says suddenly. The giddy, intoxicated energy in her timbre has dissipated for a softer, somber note. "With you," she chokes out.
Koushirou isn't sure which here she means. He sits beside her on the beach, just far enough to keep his shoes from being touched by rogue waves as they roll up along the shore.
Mimi hiccups into the silence. Koushirou only sees the track of tears rolling down the side of her cheeks where moonlight catches on the droplets.
He runs a hand along her hair in imitation of the way he's seen Miyako combing through it, on the few occasions Mimi is anything but a perky drunk.
"There's sand in your hair," Koushirou tells her to dispel the moment when the grains filter through his fingertips. Sand has already crawled up her feet, clinging in patches to her ankles. She throws her arm off and away from her eyes to look up at him, her expresion twisting and pulling in a show of agony. His heart feels as if it pulls right along with it. "Mimi—" He tries, but it's too late.
Mimi chokes on another sob, the tears on her cheeks rolling much swifter now. Even in the dark he can see where they dampen her hair that clings to her cheeks. She rubs at her eyes with the full, plump of her palms and snuffles. "I promised—I wasn't going to—"
Koushirou isn't sure what she means, but he tries again with a soft, "Mimi," before the woman slaps both hands to either cheek and sits herself up.
"I'm not going to be sad," she tells him, resolutely, puffing her cheeks up in the same way she always does, when Mimi wants to show how determined she is.
"It's alright—" Koushirou tries again.
Mimi shakes her head, and true enough sand drops from every curl. She frowns.
"I'm going to sober up," she informs Koushirou, getting up slowly to her feet. "And wash my hair."
He looks up at her, "Where?"
"In the water," she says simply, and before he can do anything, she's already splashing into the brackish water, just far enough to throw her head beneath the surf without actually diving in.
"Mimi," he manages to call after her, ready to scramble up to his feet after her.
Over the waves Koushirou hears a distinct chiming noise. He used to follow the same sound when he would lose his mother in stores, back when she insisted he accompany her on errands when he was too young to remain home on his own recognizance.
When he looks behind him, half expecting to see her now, to tell him it's time to head in for the day, it is Taichi instead, smiling back down at him. "Hey," he says, dropping to the sand beside Koushirou. He indicates to Mimi with a tilt of his head. "Still on that quest to become a mermaid princess?"
"No," Koushirou deadpans. He breathes in, reminding himself Mimi should be fine if she stays close, that the current is sedentary enough he could pull her out if he needs to. Koushirou breathes out, heavily through his nose. "Washing her hair."
Taichi laughs instead of asking anything further. Koushirou supposes he's used to these drunken activities. "I'm a good swimmer," Taichi assures him as if he knows exactly what Koushirou had been thinking. "I'll wait with you until she gets out."
Koushirou stares. It does, in some way, make him feel better. He falls back into sitting, crunching his legs up to his chest and cutting his gaze back to Mimi, tossing water against her face to wash away what he suspects is any trace of her crying.
“I thought you were heading home,” Koushirou says. Taichi holds up the set of his mother's keys between them, the metal clattering in that familiar song. Koushirou takes them back and stuffs them into his pocket, eyes still watching his new companion.
“We were,” Taichi admits with an easy-going smile. His fingers dig into the sand between them, his eyes locking onto Mimi as she kicks up another wave on her way back in. “But Daisuke was adamant someone made sure you got your keys back.”
“Daisuke?”
“Yeah. Ken and Jun kept insisting they could just leave them under one of your tires, but Daisuke kicked up a huge fuss. Said he didn’t want you to think he was irresponsible.” After a moment Taichi adds, “I kind of think he might be trying to impress you.”
“Me?” Koushirou looks down to his lap. “How peculiar.”
Taichi leans forward, resting his cheeks atop his knees as he regards Koushirou. In the slim lighting his lashes appear longer than Koushirou remembers them being. “I don’t think so.” He hums in thought. “Ken seems to think pretty highly of you, you know? Makes sense Daisuke would want you to like him."
"No part of that is sensical to me," Koushirou says. Ken is far more unique— a perfect blend of athletic and genius without compromising either talent. Daisuke is sharp wherever he chooses to lay his attention, be it on sports or cooking ramen, and his personality is radiant, bordering on charming.
Koushirou's eyes fall back on the water. Mimi's hair is dripping wet now, and Koushirou suspects it's still full of sand, only clinging tighter now than it had been. Tomorrow she'll complain it smells of salt, but right now she's laughing again and Koushirou finds his heart singing along to the melody of it.
In a year from now, he wonders, if she'll be laughing on a different beach, with other friends who like all the same things, and Koushirou will be nothing more than a fond memory.
If he'll even be that. He's never quite understood, why she even bothers with him. Koushirou's always chalked it up to some whim of hers, and he's been skirting by on her kindness all this time, always waiting for the day she'll correct that one mistake.
Koushirou rests his forehead against his own knees. She would never do it to be cruel, he knows that. Somehow it makes the possibility worse.
Beside him, Taichi shifts closer. His presence is warm, as if Koushirou were on the beach nearing midday, rather than midnight. "Makes perfect sense to me," is all he says for a while. Koushirou looks up at him, but Taichi is watching the waves.
He doesn't know why this stranger puts up with him either. Camaraderie, Koushirou is certain, has already run its course somewhere on this beach. Perhaps as far back as Miyako's living room floor.
“You're really impressive," Taichi admits. "So of course people want you to like them." He relaxes his legs a bit, pushing his bare feet through the sand and leaning back on his arms. Taichi deserves to grace the cover of one of those teen heartthrob magazines Mimi used to tape on her walls, back when reading magazines was an acceptable hobby outside of waiting rooms. "I mean who else can say they've saved the world just by drinking cranberry juice?"
A joke. Of course . Koushirou huffs out a laugh despite himself. "When did it become the world?"
Taichi hums. "Just now."
"I had assistance in that endeavor you know."
"Still," Taichi says with a short shrug. Koushirou wishes he could pin a name to the way Taichi looks at him, something soft and winsome. "You should give yourself more credit. I barely know you and I think you're amazing."
And, well , "You are truly overestimating me," Koushirou assures him, but his cheeks burn from more than embarrassment, his own smile overwhelming as he tries to hide it against the fabric of his cargos.
Taichi hums goodnaturedly. "Probably not." It must be a talent, to sound so unperturbed when saying such incredulous things.
"Taichi!" Mimi waves the moment she notices their newest member. He gives her a curt wave back just as Mimi slops her way up through the surf to meet them. She hesitates along at the cusp of land just before the shore. Her white dress pants are darkened up to her knees, curls stuck to the angles of her sharp face. She doesn't look any more sober.
"My feet are going to get—" Mimi starts. She frowns down towards the sand, her toes wiggling as another wave comes up behind her, curling about her ankles as if beckoning her to return. "Dirty again," she finishes, miserably.
"Would her majesty like a chariot?" Taichi offers, getting to his feet and bending slightly forward just before her.
Mimi sways on the sand, considering the offer with a far off gaze.
"Jump on," Taichi urges her and it seems to do the trick. Mimi's face brightens and she leaps forward, throwing her arms over the man's shoulders and hopping until Taichi loops his arms under her knees. He bucks her up higher when Mimi begins to slide back, squealing and laughing and being of no immediate help. Koushirou presses an uncertain hand to her back when they make it further up the beach.
"You ready?" Taichi asks, tilting his head back as if to see her directly. Mimi cheers her consent, lifting one arm up into the air. She returns it quickly around his neck the moment Taichi begins to move down the beach, his still bare feet kicking up dark water and sand as they go, his heels leaving heavier imprints along the ground. Koushirou holds back a few paces, watching warily for any signs that Mimi might fall, but Taichi is usually quick to adjust, and Mimi howls with laughter every time he hoists her back up.
By the hill up to the parking lot, Taichi hesitates. Koushirou falls right behind him.
"Think we can run it?" He asks Mimi. She immediately points up toward their destination and shouts, "Onwards!" as if commanding a loyal steed.
Taichi complies, sand and dirt kicking up behind him as they race toward the top. All Koushirou can hear is the sound of Mimi's delighted laughter.
He makes the decision to not run after them. The most exercise Koushirou is used to in a single day is the long trek between his desk and the copier down the hall. His thighs burn as he trudges up the hill after them. Tonight has been the equivalent of him participating in some iron man marathon and his body will not be happy with him come morning.
He's surprised, and proud, that he isn’t heaving when he makes it to the top of the hill.
"What took you so long?" Mimi asks, hovering at her side of the car. Taichi looks back over his shoulder where he had been leaning on the car's hood. Koushirou levels her with a look.
"I didn't procure a ride on the express route."
"Maybe next time," Taichi offers cheekily. Koushirou says nothing to that as Mimi moans about how cold it's become.
On the foot rack underlining the doors, Koushirou spots a familiar pair of sandals sitting there, waiting for him. Wordlessly Taichi takes them from him across the car hood and drops them into Mimi's lap the moment she clambors into the passenger seat, still dripping wet. She stares at them, as if they had just materialized from thin air.
Taichi slams the passenger door closed.
Koushirou's opening the door to his own side when it startles him by opening wider. Taichi grins at him, his fingers sitting over the top of the door as Koushirou feels himself plop back into his seat. Taichi leans partially in through the door, his cologne tickling Koushirou's nose in a not unpleasant way.
"Eat a little something when you get home," Taichi tells Mimi, "and drink some water. Double that for her," he points to Miyako in the back seat. Koushirou looks to Mimi's head and feels himself wince when he notices the glasses aren't tucked nicely over her head anymore. Most likely they're nestled between some rocks or lost in the sea somewhere. He hopes Miyako still keeps spares.
Mimi grins back up at them . "Roger, roger," she says, giving Taichi the gesture to say okay. He laughs as he pulls back.
But he doesn't leave. His hand remains on the door, swinging it slightly. Koushirou looks up at him, feeling suddenly shy. "You too, okay?" Taichi says, his grin melting into some sort of smile that has Koushirou's heart stuttering to a halting beat.
"I'm not inebriated."
"I know," Taichi laughs. "But it's good advice either way."
Koushirou isn't quite sure what to call the emotion that sweeps through him in that moment, his lips not sure themselves if they want to settle into a smile or a large, toothy grin. Instead Koushirou offers the same okay symbol Mimi had thrown up and repeats, "Roger."
Taichi's smile brightens even further, as he bids Koushirou a goodnight, shutting the car door after a quick check to make sure his limbs are tucked safely inside. Koushirou hears someone shouting in the distance, the words muffled on his end through the glass of the car, but he presumes it must be Yamato calling for the other man to hurry up. Taichi waves at one of the cars still in the lot, jogging over to it and disappearing around the other side.
"Are we leaving?"
Koushirou rests his head on the steering wheel for a second. His chest feels light and heavy all at once, a dizzying combination made worse by the thundering beat of his heart.
Despite the brisk summer evening outside, the car has kept some of the earlier warmth. It smells stale and too much like new car , even though his mother's had it since he was in highschool.
"Can we at least turn on the radio?" Mimi's looking at him with eyes still drowned in liquor.
He breathes out and turns on the engine. Mimi cheers, plugging her phone into the auxiliary cord and filling the silence with the most blaring song she has on her playlist, belting out the lyrics all the way home.
Koushirou doesn't mind. It keeps him from thinking about other things as he unconsciously mutters along, letting his spatial memory lead them to soft beds and floors that aren't made of dirt and sand. Miyako stays asleep even when they accidentally drop her on their way in the door to his place— mostly because Mimi tips over trying to slip off her sandals and takes them all down in a domino effect. At least she had something to break her fall, Koushirou thinks wryly, but he’ll take the darkening bruise on his elbow as a souvenir.
"God," Mimi groans after Koushirou gives her the full rundown the next morning. He knows her well enough that when she clutches at her head, it is not from the hangover, but mortification. "I can't believe this."
" No, " she hisses, hunching further over in her misery. Beside her on the sofa bed, Miyako groans and tosses the thin blanket over her head in a huff. Sand jumps off the sheets and pools between every crevice. It makes Koushirou's skin itch. "Not me! You! He sat in your lap for hours and you still didn't get his number?"
Word Count: ~3205
Tags: Vague themes of the Little Mermaid, Merfolk AU, brief mentions of blood, brief mentions of almost drowning, nonverbal communication
Summary: Trapped in a net, Koushirou knows his fate is to never return to the sea.
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Moonlight skims along the water’s surface, riding upon the waves that crash timidly against the great, beast-like structure. An odd few try to reach Koushirou, stretching beyond their means before crashing unproductively back to the sea. He wishes he could follow them.
Night had always been safest to travel. Daylight brought the beasts men had tamed to carry them across the sea, thieving it of its resources and life. But at night they slept along the shores, waiting once more for first light.
Tentomon had called them by name once. Ships, flashes through Koushirou’s mind, a sober memory between the panic-addled struggle. He thrashes against his bindings. Above him the mechanism whines, but refuses to give.
It is useless, Koushirou knows, but logic does not speak kindly to fear, and so he tries again , pressing all the weight he can manage with his tail against the further end of the net, bracing his back into the ropes behind him. All it earns him is a slap to his face with his own caudal fin when the bindings tighten, his stomach muscles crunching and churning.
He tries instead with his hands and teeth, sinking them into the rope, tugging with his fingers until they ache with the friction, his skin red and angry. When he slams his weight forward, the net sways, and soon he too crashes along the ship’s edge. Every bit of him throbs, from his tired limbs to the dryness in his gills, his scales, his throat. Air is sufficient for short visits, but it does not sustain his kind. It is not meant to.
Koushirou knows his struggles only serve to lessen his time, his energy. His life.
With this knowledge Koushirou takes a shallow breath in, leaning his head against the rope that keeps him, his eyes wistfully trained upon the sea. He hopes to catch something , some form of life that may assist him, but Koushirou knows none of his kind would dare come close to a contraption of men. Before they could swim on their own, all children were brought just close enough to witness entire families of fish being scooped from their home. It was meant to be a warning; it was law. Koushirou slumps further, his muscles tight and howling against the constriction.
Law.
For moons, his shoal had lived in these waters, the longest they had ever stayed in one place since Koushirou remembers. When he does not return, they will move on, find calmer waters. Neither his friends nor his parents will dare to search for him. It is one of their absolute laws, enforced by Gennai himself.
A smarting begins behind his eyes, and then slowly Koushirou feels a wetness along his cheeks, collecting beneath his chin. No, he thinks, wiping at them furiously. He does not have the privilege to lose anything further— he will only hasten the inevitable.
But still, the tears fall without his consent. He has never cried in the absence of the current, without the steadfast nature of the sea, and it is cruel, he thinks, that they should taste of the home he will never see again. When the waves touch along the ship again, it does not sound as if they are coming to his aid. It sounds as if they are mocking him. This time the sea swells high enough, lapping at his back as if in apology, but it is not sufficient.
Something on the ship rattles.
Koushirou perks up in his entrapment, scanning along the shadows of the ship. He does not need moonlight, or daylight, to see; his eyes were made to function in the absence of light. Koushirou settles his gaze on a single man and his blood feels heated.
There had been more, before the moon had reached its zenith, jeering and chattering amongst themselves in the odd language of men, swaying Koushirou’s prison until he had felt vertiguous. He did not need to understand them to know their intentions. Koushirou’s fate is the markets, and for a moment his heart prickles with more than loathing.
Once he had dreamt of being in attendance to one. Tentomon had regaled him in the human custom, weaving a tale of stoney streets and colorful shops. Koushirou had listened, his eyes closed, as he imagined what it would be like to walk among the people of the surface, to have a feast of items before him without the effort of catching his own meal. Oh, he had wanted to be a part of it in some way, but not as the menu. Not as one of it’s trinkets.
Oh Tentomon, he thinks for a moment. How long would he wait for Koushirou to return, before he, too, decamped?
His predator stalks closer. Instinctively Koushirou bares his teeth, narrowing his eyes, any and all ways he can think to keep this man from approaching further, but he is undaunted. Instead, his lips move lightly, bringing life to a sound akin to the waves that press upon the shore of the small, abandoned pocket of land he would meet Tentomon, where they kept a hoard of unsanctioned treasure stolen from the human lands. His heart prickles again. He would never return there.
The man holds one of his hands up, waving it minutely. It is not this hand that worries Koushirou. Moonlight belies his secret, glinting awfully from the sharp, polished rock just barely hidden under the odd material that drapes over his body. Koushirou thrashes against his bindings once he sees it, shivering involuntarily from more than just the cold that settles above the water’s surface. There is nothing quite like it in the sea, but Koushirou knows it’s intent. Tentomon had brought him one, just like it once. Koushirou had been hasty to divest the tool of it’s secrets, barely touching a hand to the jagged edge before it had bitten his skin so sorely it had drawn blood.
That had only been a mere graze.
Waves chatter below him, harsher now, more urgent. The ship rocks under the heavy weight of the sea, but even this does not deter Koushriou’s captor for long. His fingers grasp along the raised edge, steadying his body against the structure with, what Koushirou finds to be, an impudently relieved look. After a moment he reaches forward, fingers grasping at Koushirou’s bindings, tugging the ropes closer until Koushirou can feel the cold, rough grain of the ship’s composition.
He shudders; his body remembers the way the stone had cut. Koushirou's eyes, refusing to bear witness to his final moments, close tightly. He hopes that it is swift, that his parents do not cry, do not blame themselves, when he does not return. It was not their fault— they had done their best.
He can still hear the human, his odd timbre never ceasing. Koushirou feels him close, but his own body refuses to let, still prepared, still waiting—
Beneath him the ropes give way. Instinctively his fingers grasp for some purchase, his body tumbling against his control; down, down, and—
The sea welcomes him all at once, soothes the aches along his skin, the current slowly steadying the rhythm of his heartbeat. Koushirou gasps and breathes, calling water back into his lungs with a greed he has never known.
A weight breaches the surface above him, grazing past his tail. Panic returns to him, the net catching on the fin of his tail minutely. Koushirou jerks and it simply slides from his body, but it is not the only thing; the human from aboard the ship sinks past him, the ropes coiled about his limbs like living eels being pulled beneath his weight. One arm is raised, as if reaching for his own purchase, but the man does not struggle, does not even open his eyes as the sea swallows him deeper, toward the inky-black depths that even Koushirou’s kin rarely skim.
Koushirou watches, his finger twitching at his side. He should return home, before he is missed, allow the ocean to rid the world of one last foul human. Drowned men, after all, were not dangerous. It was the living who robbed Koushirou’s people of their lives; there were so few of them left now. He should—
Just before land, Koushirou finds purchase on a small cluster of rocks, urging the human to take hold. Koushirou knows the route to the island innately, his weary eyes searching it’s shore for nothing in particular. His head feels light with more than the exertion of struggling with another’s weight— it is the revelation that he is alive.
Beside Koushirou the human chokes and sputters, fingers digging into the unyielding stones. With a subdued strength he tears himself out of the sea, water cascading from his body to splash heavily on the stone surface, the ropes Koushirou had fastened and pulled all the way here trailing behind him. Koushirou slackens his grip, allowing it to be lifted fully from the sea. Best no one else below the surface becomes entangled by the human’s contraption.
A wave pushes up against Koushirou’s back, urgently, reminding him that he must leave. Every muscle in his body aches, needing rest, and so it is with that justification that Koushirou stays.
But when the human approaches him, Koushirou startles further away from the rock. The human makes an odd choking sound, something desperate that calls for Koushirou to remain there despite the protest of his logical mind. With only his eyes above the water, he watches the man inquisitively, waiting for the trick. The betrayal.
The human raises both of his hands, this time the both of them barren. Koushirou wonders if his weapon has been banished to the depths of the ocean, and hopes this is true.
Even in the dark, the human’s eyes are bright, as warm as the waters bathed under fierce daylight. It crosses Koushirou’s mind that this one may be a witch as his fingers once again touch the cool, craggy stone. Relief fills the other’s visage— at least that is what Koushirou thinks he’s reading in the human’s expression.
Slowly, the man comes to sit beside him with a desirable distance, dipping his odd limbs into the sea. Another wave laps against the stones, splashing up against the human as he makes a deep, melodious noise, a single note, in the deep of his throat. Koushirou narrows his eyes, waiting, but instead the human opens his mouth, meeting his gaze with his own, starring as if he, too, is waiting for something.
Koushirou shakes his head. It must mean something similar in their custom, because the human looks disappointed, and pensive. After a moment he lifts a hand up again, pointing to himself and producing a short noise. He repeats it, Koushirou recognizing the very same sound and—
Oh. His name. How odd, Koushirou thinks, that he had never considered humans might have special ways of calling each other as well. This time Koushirou nods, encouraging him to share it once more as he listens with rapt attention to the human’s name, “Taichi.”
Taichi, Koushirou repeats to himself internally. Shame rises to his cheeks a moment later. What purpose does it serve to keep the name of a land dweller?
After a length of silence, Taichi softly touches a finger to his mouth, then opens his palm towards Koushirou. Oh, he wants him to try it, Koushirou realizes. His tail twitches, excited. A chance to learn human language is rare in the sea. Tentomon knew very few borrowed words from his travels.
He lifts himself partially from the sea, resting his ear against the human’s chest. The other teeters back for a moment, the odd material over his skin damp and cold and welcoming on Koushirou’s cheek. He frowns when the human remains still, pressing minutely closer. Taichi seems to understand a moment later, the vibration of his own name reverberating into Koushirou’s ear. He speaks it slower, pulling the one word apart into even smaller ones, auditorily digestible.
It never helps.
Koushirou endeavours to speak it, even following the same pattern with his mouth he had witnessed from Taichi’s, but it is futile. His vocal chords are not made the same; noise drew attention in the sea. Attention was, generally, undesirable. His kind had adapted with very little need for it.
Frustrated, his caudal fin smacks across a small wave, splashing water along his back, along the skin of Taichi’s arm. Something deep and lyrical vibrates from the other’s chest. It does not sound like his name and Koushirou presses closer, wishing to hear more before the melody peeters out. He falls back into the sea when his arms refuse to keep him up, considering the human above him.
Koushirou wishes he could hear it once more.
Taichi watches him in kind. Light rarely breaches deep enough into the sea, but it shines contentedly in this man’s eyes, borrowed from moonbeams, and yet, Koushirou thinks, perhaps brighter. He has never seen a color quite like them in the sea, and so he commits Taichi’s gaze to memory, thinking perhaps he shall find something comparable among his personal treasures, for the sole purpose of just knowing.
That is all, Koushirou tells himself.
Taichi looks up briefly before extending his hand back towards Koushirou, then points it back towards himself. When Koushirou tilts his head, the human points at him once more, then taps at his own throat saying, "Taichi." It is a moment before Koushirou interprets his signals to mean, How would you say my name?
He considers this. His people were only vocal to call for danger, but Koushirou tries for a sound, Taichi on the tip of his tongue and gives two, short trills.
Koushirou had thought his eyes were bright already, but it is nothing compared to the way Taichi’s face illuminates from hearing the interpretation of his name. In all the tales Koushirou has ever consumed, human smiles are fearsome things, made of rows of sharp teeth made only with the intent to maim, to kill. They are nothing like that, Koushirou learns, watching the edges of Taichi’s lip pull upward, white, blunted teeth on display, his eyes shining like the gemstones Koushirou keeps amongst his trinkets.
His tail flickers again without his consent, breaching the surface behind him. Taichi follows the sight of it, his eyes wide and wondering. Moonlight sits brightest on his darker scales, barely noticeable upon the whites. Patches of red-orange scales are visible closest to his caudal fins and Koushirou frowns. Three scales colors are not desirable. They, too, attracted attention.
Koushirou smacks at the surface again, obscuring his tail beneath a wave— and the melody he had missed before returns unexpectedly. His ears perk up, eyes cutting over to watch Taichi throw his head back, mirth clearly written in his expression. When he catches Koushirou’s stare he tries to cover his mouth with the palm of his hand, muffling the noise. Without thought, Koushirou reaches out, beckoning him to lower the obstacle, to let him hear it, but the melody has all but vanished, leaving Taichi only smiling down on him.
But oh. Koushirou understands this emotion. In the sea it is always quiet, nothing more than a fluttering of bubbles. There had never been a sound to attribute to it, but it makes Koushirou's heart flutter, his lips raise on their own. How could such a cruel creature be capable of creating such an alluring sound?
A trick, perhaps, Koushirou has to remind himself. His heart wavers when he considers that it is not, that there may be more humans like this one.
Taichi’s gaze on him is soft, inquisitive. It feels odd to be on the receiving end of such a stare. Taichi moves his hands again, this time Koushirou thinks it is to ask for his name. He frowns. There is no equivalent way to share it and so he shakes his head.
Taichi smiles timourously.
Koushirou rests his arms along the stones, resting his cheeks upon them. Taichi takes the invitation to start in his human tongue, this time not to educate but to simply speak. His hands move with his every word, and Koushirou does his best to follow, and despite everything he knows, wonders if they had been born to each other’s world instead, to any other world, would they have come to be friends?
Sun stirs along the offing a time later and Koushirou startles, not knowing how long he has rested here in the human's companionship. He must leave. Other men will be out to sea soon, and if he does return his shoal will believe him truly lost.
Koushirou looks up to the human, motioning as best he can to show this, but Taichi only furrows his brows and shakes his head. He could just leave, Koushirou reminds himself. His manners should not matter, for he will never see this man again, yet his heart feels heavy with the guilt. Was there not some way human’s signaled their intent to part without language? Koushirou considers the human’s face for a moment before, recalling how Tentomon had described their customs to him once before.
Ah.
Koushirou trills, calling for Taichi’s attention. Such a simple task causes the light upon the human’s face to brighten still, and Koushirou motions for him to come closer, reaching up with one of his hands. Taichi complies, the skin of his cheek beneath Koushirou’s palm plump and warm. He leans most of his weight onto his hand still resting on the rock much to the protest of Koushirou’s sore muscles, rising to close the distance. For a moment he watches Taichi’s eyes, wondering, asking, but he does not shirk away.
He had feared the human might taste of iron, but Taichi’s lips are soft against his; sweet yet still tasting of the sea. It is only meant to say farewell, but Koushirou finds himself less willing to depart, the lid of his eyes heavy even as his heart sings within his chest.
Kissing is a rare custom; his people do not share one as easily as men. Koushirou knows now why. It feels powerful, fills him with an insatiable hunger. Or perhaps it is because Taichi is a witch, after all. He doesn’t know if that’s a terrible thing anymore. Koushirou wishes he could stay to learn for himself.
Taichi’s eyes are slow to open, darker than Koushirou has seen them yet, but still just as pretty to him as any gem within the ocean. Prettier, he decides. He wonder if too much time has passed now, if his message has been lost between them, and Koushirou thinks to kiss him again—
But that would be foolish, he knows.
Koushirou offers Taichi a smile before turning tail and diving beneath the next wave. It swallows the human’s call, but Koushirou can still hear the soft timbre in his mind, the sound of his voice filled with mirth, can still feel the warmth of his lips as if they had never parted. Such things cannot be placed like trinkets, but Koushirou treasures them no less, tucking the memories inside his heart where they may never be lost.