9/10/2017
Instead of of telling you why you shouldn't kill yourself, and there are infinite reasons; I'm going to tell you why I'm glad I stayed.
- So many albums have come out in the past two years that i've loved so much. I still listen to Bad Vibrations, California, Be Nothing, The Story So Far, and Mothership like they came out last month. So many tours came from that. Even though I didn't see any of those bands live, I saw the photos of the bands. How happy they looked on stage. That's one of the things that make me happy.
I would have never discovered my favorite color. I know that sounds lame, but I'm completely serious.
I never would have the amazing friends that I have now. I never would have seen how important someone can be to you.
I would have died not being sure how loved I was, not even thinking anyone did. I was wrong. The people I had called my friends, they didn't love me and they didn't care about me. I find out, every day how loved I am by my family and my current and forever friends.
I never would have had the guts to form a band, or share the music I wrote with others. That changed everything.
I would never have never met my neice, or never seen my sister's pregnant belly. I would have never seen how wonderful of a mom sure truly is. I never would have gotten my first job, or gone to concerts by myself.
I wouldn't have discovered books that I get lost in.
I would have never moved to a place I feel happy in.
I would have never seen Grayscasle, or gotten my car towed, getting the real city exlperience.
I wouldn't have been checked out by someone because I was front row.
I wouldn't have discovered The Maine, or the album that I can dance to front to back.
There are so many things I never would have done. I would never have been who I was or who I wanted to be.
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I tell you all this because there is so much to life, that you haven't discovered yet. I haven't discovered many things, but the things I have seen, changed how I see my life. Changed my way of thinking.
You're not alone, you're loved and destined to be, you're cherished by someone. There's so much that you have yet to know, to love.
Our worst enemy is silence. Don't be afraid to speak up! It's okay not to be okay! I love you guys.
If you ever need a friend, please message me. I'm always here, and I'm always a listening ear.











