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Like in her memoir Britney Spears is all "yeah I partied with Paris Hilton in Those Years and sometimes we did Adderall, but don't come for Paris because while I was going through such an incredibly hard time mentally in the most extreme spotlight imaginable, Paris was one of very few people who was just. Genuinely kind to me. And hanging with her was some of the only genuine fun I had in those years."
What kind of drug you are bender, heavyweight type? Are you drug addict
Yes, I am a drug addict, but I'm in recovery now. My drugs of choice are cocaine and amphetamine (stimulants in general basically), but I am approximately three months sober from cocaine and about 1.5 months sober from amphetamine.
Random pop song about cocaine from the 2000s: Paris, Lindsay, Britney-
Me, a nerd: Well Lindsay Lohan was an addict, but actually, while Paris Hilton definitely tried coke, she was never a regular user because considering the long term effects of coke use on your physical appearance/skin in particular, she was quite careful. She absolutely did do Adderall at parties with Britney Spears occasionally though, but Britney wasn't an addict either and she didn't use cocaine or other drugs she considered "hard", you can read their autobiographies for more information if-"
Like Paris Hilton is definitely lying when she says she never did hard drugs considering that I'm pretty sure she has literally been arrested for cocaine possession, and we can absolutely argue with Britney Spears about the claim that doing Adderall at parties "doesn't count", but I do not think these particular women were ever coke addicts. I really don't think they are/were lying about that part. (Girly 2000s pop culture and drugs are both special interests of mine, if you couldn't tell)
Also Paris Hilton openly has ADHD, which adds further nuance to even just the doing Adderall with Britney Spears at parties anecdote alone...
Okay so I’m really curious—I just read your post about the subtle differences between Adderall Ritalin Concerta and Vyvanse.
I take Concerta for my ADHD and I’m wondering if you would be willing to break down what it feels like and does for the brain of someone who doesn’t have that? I totally understand if that’s something you’re not comfortable talking about but I’d be fascinated to know what it feels like to a non-ADHD brain.
Long story short, having ADHD means you have too little dopamine and that your brain is constantly chasing it, which makes it hard for you to regulate what you focus on and for how long. ADHD medication increases dopamine. When you give a person with ADHD a medical dose of this medication, they will then reach normal levels of dopamine. But if you give more dopamine to someone without ADHD, a chemical which they already have enough of, they will then have so much of it that they'll likely experience a dopamine high (this often includes a feeling of euphoria, increased energy, motivation and productivity, mood elevation, hyperactivity, hyperverbality) instead of just. Actually being able to actually do the laundry and finish their homework. Which is what people with ADHD get if they're lucky
one last ask but even fentanyl right now is an example of what happens. because of increased awareness and testing, illegal drug makers/dealers have had to resort to using fentanyl analogs. an analog is nasty stuff — it’s basically the drug *slightly changed* molecularly so it doesn’t appear on testing. unfortunately, doing this in this way for this reason to drugs mean they are unstable, and untested. these can cause side effects and god knows what else. there have been anecdotal reports of these analogs causing increased anger, irritability, mood swings. and the more those are figured out, the more analogs they create, or switching to something more potent per milligram. which the user may not even KNOW, and probably doesn’t.
the same thing happened with stimulants like amphetamines, there are SO many nasty analogs that can trigger psychotic episodes much more easily than usual amphetamine abuse.
drug dealers are not your local friendly weed guy or kind of alright drug addict. this is a serious, uncontrolled capitalistic business, with serious profit, and people will do whatever they want to keep making profit.
All true and I really appreciate your knowledge on all of this. That being said, it is only in specific corners of the drug market that "clients regularly dying due to bad drugs" is considered good for business. I'm definitely not saying that the whole market isn't dangerous as fuck, but in some contexts the fact that it IS a profitable business makes them less likely to deliberately kill their customers. Not that it doesn't still happen and that the risk isn't real
No hate to you, you seem like a nice person but as someone with ADHD, I think it really sucks that you're taking stimulants you don't need and that you're so chill and open about it. Where I live it's super fucking hard to access those medications even when you do need them because of people using it for the wrong reasons. A lot of people with ADHD are suffering from the stigma around stimulants because of this. You do what you want but if you're going to use life changing medications that you have no use for when people who actually need them are struggling to access them, you could at least be decent and not brag about it
I happen to think that open conversations about recreational drug use and harm reduction is more effective and less harmful than shaming and scaring people who do drugs into silence about it. So talking about recreational drug use here on this blog is a very conscious decision which I have thought about. There are tags you can filter and an unfollow button if you don't agree or just don't wish to see it, but while I get your frustration and while you do have a point, I do not agree that me doing stimulants recreationally is to blame for the ableism and inaccessibility people who need this medication face in the system, and I also don't think me being ashamed and quiet would help solve that issue in any relevant way
