#spicy dancer

[p0rcelainnymph]

I think im going to sign up for pole lessons and start bartending/pole dancing at the clubs 😘✌🏻

[therapy-doge]

[nycxsa]

[kyliequinnlan]

May 29th

I did pretty good. But honestly there was a moment where it just felt like chance. I did NOT try that hard yesterday. I’m not sure if I was in the mood to get rejected but I didn’t even try to close dances. I’d talk to dudes and then sometimes cut the conversation to say “okay well I’m gonna walk around but find me if you want a dance.” What a weird thing to say? Why not close the deal? Idk what the logic was but I think I was having an off night mentally. I knew I should’ve just gone home, but I stuck through and luckily I did well.

One of my followers came to see me so that was guaranteed money which I stuck through for. I knew I’d get cover, gas and then some paid because of that guy. Mr. Alone. He drove an hour and a half to come see me so that’s nice of him

There was this really drunk guy who was going for dances with literally everyone and he was SPENDING. I think he was drunk because he was just super high energy, gave a little sloppy but was walking straight, could count money, willingly put his card into the atm… idk but that guy was my big spender. I danced for him twice.

I’m not convinced this club is for me. I know I’m not supposed to compare myself and I’m usually so good about it but there are so many big booty hoes up in thst club, tiny girls are truly the minority. One of the tiny white firls seems to do pretty well, I always see her doing table dances. I hate table dances though. I got asked to do one and I kept trying to convince them to go to the back and he was a brown guy so he was like “well do this and then we’ll go to the back” but like no so all him and his five friends can gawk? Nah you can individually pay $25 a song to see this shit. So anyway I was like “ok I’m gonna walk around” and then just didn’t go back there. I hate table dances dude.

But yeah anyway there are girls who could squash me because they be so thicc. And in my head THOSE girls are the ones people want. But like, I see some of them getting rejected but I sum it up to “those guys aren’t buying dances” which isn’t Necessarily the case but here we are, writing about it. Idk, I think those girls are GORGEOUS so I feel so silly. Like I know I’m hot and pretty but I’m not convinced this is the club for my genre of hot. I’m thinking about trying this other club in Whitby. One of my friends from New Brunswick told me she did pretty well there. This guy that came to the club last week said he was from there and that he thought I’d do well there but the girls were not cute. Men will say thst type of shit though so I wouldn’t know u less I go. I’m thinking about it. And if it goes better than Niagara, I’ll just stay there. The license paid itself off a long time ago. It’s fine. If it’s like an Angie’s full of blue collar types, I think I could kill it.

I want to start upping my days at the club to two days a week. I could do two nights but I don’t know if I wanna disturb my life balance with T right now, so I might do one day shift one night shift and see how it goes. Or maybe like a 4-9 situation. If there aren’t a lot of girls during the week, I’d be happy to be of them if the bag is good. Cuz then it’s not a late night, I can wind down and have steadier income. Id love to be able to make 5000 a month, which at two shifts a week, is only 625 a shift. That should be SO doable.

Gotta do some research. I don’t think I flirt with the customers enough. I need to be sluttier and less… me. More Kylie less me. I wanna be better prepared this coming week.