end of the year made me think about past year. it's been really draining and i've been mostly just feeling really shitty about myself. there's been really good moments tho but!! mostly it's been just,, depressing and anxious:')
but i think now i'm getting to a better place!! this autumn really taught me that teaching is actually kinda okay (that i'm not in a totally wrong field lmaoo) and i've been really enjoying creating again!!
i'm so excited to start next year, i have time to craft my cosplays and do art and that makes me so happy. i'm also thinking about to start going to gym again (i want muscles) and i'm going to cut my hair short!! (i hope that makes me like my looks more👍 if not then👍 i dunno i wear wigs or something, i think long hair is holding me back)
this long rant is sponsored by me sitting 7 hours on a train lmaoo i'm bored