things you said after you kissed me SpinHawks
āNo, thatās not how it goes.ā Hawks says, pulling away from Spinner. Shuuichi leans back too, flushed under his scales. He can feel his cheeks burning read and his mouth tingling. Theyāve kissed a few times now, so itās not as an elating thing as it was an hour ago, but thereās still a part of his mind yelling that he just finally kissed someone!
And of all people - Hawks!
He didnāt evenā¦like the hero.Ā
Okay, maybe more than he did when the guy first joined, enough that they had plenty of moments like this on the rooftop of the warehouse theyāre hiding out in, sitting behind some industrial roof vents and talking. Hawks was⦠ridiculously pretty, and not in the way he looked in the magazines Spinner used to buy back home, but more real and less glossy.Ā
He looked better with his gloves off too, so Shuuichi could compare their abnormal nails, and his visor, so he could see a nictitating membrane and split pupils in golden eyes.
But none of that meant he expected to kiss him. In fact, if youād ask Shuuichi who he wanted to kiss, heād obviously keep it to himself, but his gaze would wander off to a head of grey-ish, pale blue and carmine eyes. Something had changed in that forest in Niigata, in the streets of Deika, between Tomura and him.Ā And in the weeks where Hawks had teased him over inexperience and simultaneously become a sympathetic ear to Spinnerās frustrations with heroes, rude comments from non-heteromorphs, and other things, the winged man had figured out Spinnerās crush and decided to coach Spinner through it.This is why tonight was his practical in kissing.And Spinner did feel nervous about kissing. Always had. He didnāt have a mouth shaped like a baseline human and that always made him nervous. The people on the tv screen always looked so...baseline, unlike him. They had lips.
He feels lightly taloned fingers tap against his scales, and realizes Hawks is drawing his attention again.Ā āRemember,ā Hawks says again, close enough that his breath fans out over Spinnerās snout.Ā āJust soft pressure at first, then when you feel my lips move, use that tongue. Itās what you have going for you here.ā
He blushes at the compliment, if it could be called that. Spinnerās tongue was mostly baseline, just much longer to compensate for his mouth. Hawks said it could come in handy later on.
āWonāt it be weird if I just...slide into making out?āĀ
āIt should feel natural, especially with your mouth, dude. Hesitation can be felt through the mouth, Spinner.ā
Hawks pulls him closer again, eyes narrowing as he does so.Ā
āOne more time.ā The avian-looking man says to him, and Spinner feels shivers go up his spine. Sometimes he wondered why Hawks is doing this, why he seems to care about Spinnerās insecurities so much. Why the hero is doing any of this - the distrust he felt from first meeting him has long melted into confusion;Ā
Hawks does too much to even be playing them at this point. Heās always there, with new clothing for Himiko, or got a bunch of medicine for Jin, or paying for upgrades on Sakoās prosthetic, and Dabiās been looking a little better, too, and Shuuichi wonders if itās Hawksās doing. Hawks cares and to people who never really had anyone care before, except each other, it feels alien.
That discomfort is hard to remember when heās so close that Spinner can count thick lashes and notice the presence of brown, barely there freckles in tanned skinned. He closes his eyes like heās been taught and feels Hawksās lips press against him, soft. Hawks always feels a little warmer than most baselines and it just makes Spinner comfortable.
Hawks parts his mouth and Spinnerās tongue slips in, drawing Hawksās tongue into a dance, while being mindful of Hawksās little tongue stud. Spinner figured out really quickly that the man really liked having it flicked a bit this evening, and did some of that, his own hands going to cup Hawksās jaw much like Hawks had done earlier.Ā
Itās...kind of amazing, really. Shuuichi can feel his heart beat in his chest, not matching the fast quiver of Hawksās pulse under his hands.
Hawks sighs into the kiss, hands moving into Shuuichiās scalp, touching his hair. Spinner almost wants to open his eyes, see what expression the other is making as they do this.
A few moments later, Hawks pulls away again, lips and mouth red and shiny.Ā āBetter, much better.ā Hawks says, before Spinner pulls him back for one more kiss.