You are not the sun,
You are the burning coals
Implanted under my skin,
Bursting out.
i will submit to You, not as a
Lamb, but as a lion whose claws
You have plucked out, and
With the swollen lips to prove it.
You are the bubbles in my blood,
In ragged breath i flee, only
To receive you again in my detestable heart.
Oh that i would a hawk might
Devour the tumorous idea of You,
Only to have it spring again,
Fresh blooded and squalling like
A sprig of pearls nuggeted on pain.
You are lodged in my brain,
i must keep it open, my mind
Falling out, for caging You, You
Might snap the brittle bars of
My imagination and, undaunted,
Break all that makes me me.
Still i would love You,
In true terror.












