Hey guys, I'm still here!
As some of you might have noticed, I haven't been active in a while. I've received a few messages asking me where I was and had a few unfollowers for not being around. But I have a reason, a pretty serious reason, for that, and I want to share it with you because I feel like you deserve to know that I'm not abandoning this blog and I'm not in any way ignoring you.
A few days ago, I attempted to commit suicide. This is not the first time that happened, but I hope it will be the last. I have been struggling with depression and panic disorder for a very long time, and even though I'm not open about it, I just wanted you to know that I am still alive, thanks to my wonderful dad, who took care of me and stayed awake to watch me the whole night, and that I'm okay, or well, as okay as I could be. If you ask me, I will tell you that no, I don't want to be alive. But I will fight this, for all of you that follow me and specially for all of the wonderful friends that have stuck with me and loved me through my ups and down.
I don't know how active I will be in the next few days. Things are very complicated right now, and to be honest, I am in a lot of pain. But like I've said, I won't abandon this blog and I am here if any of you need me. Always.
